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True Scars Never Heal

Chapter 1: Tickling Is Where It Starts
Radio Free Roscoe

There we were alone again, how did this keep on happening? Travis and Robbie had left one their dates, Travis who was back with Audrey and Robbie with his girlfriend who he never told who it was, it wasn't hard to figure it out though, we all knew it was Kim, but played dumb for his sake. Ray was rummaging through my CD collection as I was sitting there playing with Ray's little "friend", which he had gotten off the RFR auction.

"Lily, put the little horsey down and no one gets hurt" he said being funny as usual, I got up and ran around with his little "Friend" until I jumped on the couch and he profusely tickled my ribs.

"RAY!! Stop it" I tried to get out while laughing, he was laughing too, I loved his laugh, I even loved the way he tickled me, I just plain loved him.

"Not until you give my horsey back" He said, I threw his friend across the underground but he still tickled me still.

"Ray you said you would stop" I said mid punch which missed his arm, I never missed, never once in my life. It was because I was laughing too hard.

"Well Lily, I lied" He said and he tickled me more until his hand slipped and ended up tickling the couch, I took this time to get him on the couch and try to get at him.

"NOOO I'm getting tickled now" Ray said because he was now pinned under me, and I tickled him until I couldn't feel my fingers, and when he eventually gave in. We soon became tired and I noticed that I had my head rested on his chest.

"Lily" Ray said in a calmed passionate voice. I wanted to kiss him more then ever right now. I pulled my head up and we were not very far away, I was breathing in his breathe. Mint, his toothpaste and apparently mints he had this afternoon. I felt like he was going to kiss me.

"Ray" I managed out through my choking words, we were officially 1 inch apart and I saw Ray lean in, I knew I had to go with it, but what would happen to our friendship. All I knew now that I wanted him. Ray and I laid down on the couch kissing and Then I felt my hands on his chest, his shirt, but I couldn't believe it I was here with Ray on the couch, kissing him and my hand on his cotton V-neck sweater he had worn to school. My pain was gone, although more pain would start as tomorrow arrived, I just didn't know It then all I wanted was the stay there on the couch and kiss Ray forever.