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bto Sirius/b
As I watched you go that night
As your eyes looked me with fear
I shouted you name the time
Did you hear?

I was afraid I'd lose you like this
The only family I'd ever known
The fault you died was of mine
It was of my own

As my heart pounded when I saw you die
My body began to shake
Here you are, my dad's best friend
Dying for only my sake

It was my fault, my own fault
How stupid could I be?
If only I wasn't too stubborn
To learn Occulemacy

I'd led you to your death, I know
Led you to your doom
If only I didn't trust my dreams last night
You'd still be in your room

What was worse was when I went back
To the school that I know
There was a thing that could've prevented you
From the hands of the foe

It was the small gift for me
That I never opened for your sake
Oh, it was my fault
My downfall, my mistake

bto James/b

Father, please forgive me
For what I've just done
Now you've lost two best friends
Instead of only one

One who betrayed you
That's not my mistake
But one killed because of me
All the blame I take

Father, Father
Blame me for it all
If it wasn't because of me
Behind the veil he wouldn't fall

b to Lupin/b

Professor, Professor
Do look me in the eye
I know it was my very own fault
That my own godfather did die

Professor, Professor
If only I can
I'd kill myself to see him
Once more as a man

As much as it hurts me
I know it hurts you more
To find that you can't see your friend
Again through the door

Professor, Professor
Punish me to the end
For if it wasn't because of me
You should still have your friend

bto Dumbledore/b

Headmaster, Headmaster
Can you forgive me?
I closed my eyes to all
So I didn't see

He was a boy
I bet you knew him long
It was my damned fault that he died
I was then very wrong

Headmaster, Headmaster
I don't have the right to complain
About why he died
Or why he can never come back again

Headmaster, Headmaster
I wonder how you understood
When all I did was yell and cry
I now feel very rude

Headmaster, Headmaster
How could I make it up to them?
I can't bring Sirius back
For them to see again

If you must, expel me now
I feel I don't care anymore
My heart's as empty as can be
That I can walk out the door

bto Ron/b

Ron, my best friend, my best friend in the world
What would I feel if I lost you?
I don't know for now
But I'm sure I won't know what to do

Ron, thanks for being there
Only for me
Without you I couldn't survive
Without you and Hermione

I'm scared now, Ron
I'm again alone
I can't stand it now
Not on my own

bto Hermione/b

The cleverest witch of your age
I see that they're right
For without you or Ron
I couldn't have put a fight

Hermione, Hermione
Glad you're around
With you and Ron cheering me up
Somehow I feel safe and sound

Hermione, Hermione
That night when Sirius died
I never thought you'd be there
But you were on my side

bto self/b
Why'd you let it happen?
When he shouldn't have died
Why deny that you're like your father
When all the rules you've defied

You're like you father
You knew that much
But if you are
How can you do such?

A foolish thing it is
Not to listen to men's advice
Now your feeling is numb
As numb and cold as ice

You've got to live on now
No matter how hard it gets
You've got a lot of goal to reach
The goals that you've long set

Now you have a new motive
Maybe a new goal
To live just for him
Because he's in your soul
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