Unwanted Tears, Unwanted Death
Kagome walked through the forest until she came to the familiar clearing in the middle of the Inuyasha forest. The clearing where she first saw Inuyasha. The very clearing Inuyasha had broken her heart in.
Inuyasha opened the note and began to read.
'Dear Inuyasha,
I know that I am nothing more than a shard detector and Kikyou's reincarnation. I know you will never feel the about me the same that you feel about her. Do you want to know why it hurts me so much when you sneak off with Kikyou? Why it causes me pain inside when you call me a shard detector and a wench? Its because I love you. It breaks my heart to know that you will never return the feeling. I won't be in the way of you and Kikyou anymore. Perhaps I can find the happiness that I look for in life in death.
Love,
Kagome'
Sango and Miroku watched as a shocked look came over the Hanyou's face as he read the last sentence. Inuyasha immediately got up and ran out of the hut. 'Kagome!' his mind raced as he ran into the forest.
Kagome pulled out the dagger that she kept in case of an attack. Kagome held it next to her stomach. "Goodbye Inuyasha…" and with those words she slid the dagger into herself.
Inuyasha reached the center of the forest where the clearing was……….only to find he was too late. Kagome lay on the ground. She was bleeding badly.
Its been five months since you went away
Left without a word and nothing to say
When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul
But it wasn't good enough for you
No, so I asked God
Inuyasha leaned down and held the dying girl in his arms. "Kagome, why the hell would you do such a thing?"
God send me an angelFrom the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes
"Because……you love Kikyou…..I don't want to be in the way of your happiness. A life without your love isn't worth living."
And I know it might sound crazy
But after all that I still love you
You wanna come back in my life
But now there is something I have to do
I have to tell the one that I once adored
That they can't have my love no more
Cause my heart can't take no more lies
And my eyes are all out of cries
Inuyasha realized at that moment that Kagome meant more to him than anything. He had convinced himself that he loved Kikyou because he thought Kagome would never want to be with a filthy hanyou like himself. "Kagome, I'm sorry…..I cause you to do this…" Inuyasha realized that this would be the last time he would see the thing he cared about most alive.
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes
Kagome felt herself becoming weaker. She closed her eyes and thought of what her life would have been like to have Inuyasha love her. Suddenly, Kagome felt warmth on her lips. She opened her eyes a little and saw that Inuyasha was kissing her. Kagome closed her eyes and kissed him back. When they pulled apart, Kagome said with her last bit of strength, "Aishiteiru, Inuyasha." Inuyasha replied with, "Aishiteiru, Kagome." Right when he said those words, Kagome's eyes closed and her body went limp in his arms.
Now you have me on my knees
Begging God please to send you back to me
I couldn't eat
I couldn't sleep
You made me feel like I could not breathe
Now all I wanted to do is feel your touch
And to give you all of my love
But you took my love for granted
Want my lovin'
But you can't have it, oh God
Inuyasha let the tears come. He didn't care anymore. The light in his life had just gone out. His angel was gone.
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes
End
Well….That's the end. I wrote that when I was depressed a few weeks ago. I am thinking I should make a sequel to it. Well, no need to waste any more space with my useless babble. Don't forget to review!
