I've Lost Him
Chapter 2- Thoughts Can Be Bad
Disclaimer- No, I do not own Harry Potter. J.K Rowling and a bunch of other, lucky, people do!
Ok, Cho is still not back from Lavander's! It's been 6 hours! Could someone please remind her that our weddings in 1 week!?! Maybe I'll just
write her and send Hedwig out to find her. Thats an idea...
I hate flying the muggle way! It's so boring! I think I'll make a
list of things to do tommorrow:
Go find Hermione and Ron's new place
Avoid a certain Mr. Potter at all costs!
Avoid Chang!
Get a dress robe for the wedding!
Wonder why Hermione said 'Hopefully, you can make Harry come to his
sences.' Stop and say 'Hi' to Mr & Mrs. Weasley.
Get rid of one of the things on this list (theres to many!)
Ok, I might scratch the Hermione sentence thing. I can think about that now (even though I already have)! Maybe Hermione said it because I had a crush on him in the 7th year. But that is so over... I think... NO! I am so over Harry! Oh no, now I'm starting to doubt whether I'm over Harry or not! Ok, Catherine calm down! Hes your best friend, nothing more! Your just nervous about seeing the witc- I mean Cho again. Thats it. I think I need some sleep, after all Englands still 3 hours away.
If some could explain to me why women are so complicated, I'd give them anything they wanted! At dinner, Cho (yes, she finally came back after I send Hedwig out for her) started on this 'we shouldn't keep secrets' and I went ''Cho, do you have something you want to tell me?" and she went "OH! NO! I was wondering if there was something you wanted to tell me...". I thought for a minute then I said, "What do you mean?" She immediatly said, "Like did you have any crush on anyone when you were at Hogwarts?" "Well I had a crush on you and..." I replied. "AND?" She said unusually loud. "Catherine," I said in a quiet voice. She looked at me, then she stormed out of the room. I better go cheak on her.
I went up to Cho's bedroom and knocked lightly on her door, "Cho?" "Harry, please just leave me alone!" "Why are you so upset?"
"Please, go away."
"Not until you answer my question."
She went up and opened the door, "You want to know why I'm mad! Cause that- that girl is coming back! Our lives have been perfect since she left and now you want to let her back in, to ruin it again! Harry, I'm not ready to let her in yet! I want us to stay the way we have been for last 2 years, forever! Where you only get letters! You don't see her! I want-"
I interupted her "Wait a minute! Cho, you said you want things to stay the same- does that mean you don't want to marry me?"
She looked shocked, "Harry, how could you think that?" I looked her straight in the eye, "I think it's best that I go back to my flat tonight. I'll see you tommorrow, Cho. Bye." And with that I left.
I lied back in my bed. One question kept running through my mind. "Do I really want to marry Cho?". I love her, at least I think I do, but with
all this Catherine-coming-back stuff thats going on, I don't know. Catherine use to be my crush and I was going to ask her out the day before she left but then she said she was going to Canada, to find her mom and I was stunned, so I ran back to Cho for comfort. Now that shes coming back I'm wondering if I still have feelings for her. Tomorrow, when I see her, I
hope I will know how she stands with me.
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Well we come to then end of a new chapter. Sorry it took me so long to update! I completly forgot about FanFic for awhile there! I will now try to update once every 2 weeks.
Chapter 2- Thoughts Can Be Bad
Disclaimer- No, I do not own Harry Potter. J.K Rowling and a bunch of other, lucky, people do!
Ok, Cho is still not back from Lavander's! It's been 6 hours! Could someone please remind her that our weddings in 1 week!?! Maybe I'll just
write her and send Hedwig out to find her. Thats an idea...
I hate flying the muggle way! It's so boring! I think I'll make a
list of things to do tommorrow:
Go find Hermione and Ron's new place
Avoid a certain Mr. Potter at all costs!
Avoid Chang!
Get a dress robe for the wedding!
Wonder why Hermione said 'Hopefully, you can make Harry come to his
sences.' Stop and say 'Hi' to Mr & Mrs. Weasley.
Get rid of one of the things on this list (theres to many!)
Ok, I might scratch the Hermione sentence thing. I can think about that now (even though I already have)! Maybe Hermione said it because I had a crush on him in the 7th year. But that is so over... I think... NO! I am so over Harry! Oh no, now I'm starting to doubt whether I'm over Harry or not! Ok, Catherine calm down! Hes your best friend, nothing more! Your just nervous about seeing the witc- I mean Cho again. Thats it. I think I need some sleep, after all Englands still 3 hours away.
If some could explain to me why women are so complicated, I'd give them anything they wanted! At dinner, Cho (yes, she finally came back after I send Hedwig out for her) started on this 'we shouldn't keep secrets' and I went ''Cho, do you have something you want to tell me?" and she went "OH! NO! I was wondering if there was something you wanted to tell me...". I thought for a minute then I said, "What do you mean?" She immediatly said, "Like did you have any crush on anyone when you were at Hogwarts?" "Well I had a crush on you and..." I replied. "AND?" She said unusually loud. "Catherine," I said in a quiet voice. She looked at me, then she stormed out of the room. I better go cheak on her.
I went up to Cho's bedroom and knocked lightly on her door, "Cho?" "Harry, please just leave me alone!" "Why are you so upset?"
"Please, go away."
"Not until you answer my question."
She went up and opened the door, "You want to know why I'm mad! Cause that- that girl is coming back! Our lives have been perfect since she left and now you want to let her back in, to ruin it again! Harry, I'm not ready to let her in yet! I want us to stay the way we have been for last 2 years, forever! Where you only get letters! You don't see her! I want-"
I interupted her "Wait a minute! Cho, you said you want things to stay the same- does that mean you don't want to marry me?"
She looked shocked, "Harry, how could you think that?" I looked her straight in the eye, "I think it's best that I go back to my flat tonight. I'll see you tommorrow, Cho. Bye." And with that I left.
I lied back in my bed. One question kept running through my mind. "Do I really want to marry Cho?". I love her, at least I think I do, but with
all this Catherine-coming-back stuff thats going on, I don't know. Catherine use to be my crush and I was going to ask her out the day before she left but then she said she was going to Canada, to find her mom and I was stunned, so I ran back to Cho for comfort. Now that shes coming back I'm wondering if I still have feelings for her. Tomorrow, when I see her, I
hope I will know how she stands with me.
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Well we come to then end of a new chapter. Sorry it took me so long to update! I completly forgot about FanFic for awhile there! I will now try to update once every 2 weeks.