I forgot to change my rating!! I wanted to, but i forgot!! Gomenasai!!! But
now i did change it!!
Ant: Tsssss.... girls!! Tokidoki, anatawa baka.
S-T: Dammare. Gaki.
Ant: I'll thank the ppl, this time! Looks like u aren't in a good mood!
S-T: wonder why!
Ant: * sweatdrops* anw...
Silver Wolf Gurl: Ya, she changed it. Iie!! Shimpai wa arimasen. Ur story has no influence on her, she planned it all along!^^ Arigato, btw.
Sakura-san19: ^^*** If u want to kill her for that, i wonder how u will react when u see her nick... Arigato!
Anjuliet: u always review quickly, what is ur secret?!? What r u always on the computer? No, sorry she can't kill Alice. And like the summary says, it may not be SS at the end... u'll see what happens! ^^ Arigato.
Miko_of_the_light: thks for reviewing. Oh! Ruxi tells u that she was worried sick when she saw that nick of urs. Personnaly, she writes things about suicide, so i guess this girl is crazy.
S-T: I heard that!!! * mutters and goes out of the room*
Ant: Ok, then i'll start this chap!!
Thoughts
----Syaoran's POV----
My eyes widened as she bent more and more.
"Look closely, because this is the first and last time u'll ever see something else than my face! "Sakura said in a horny voice. ( can't think of another word than that!)
She, then, went back up, closed her shirt and sat down at the desk she was. After that, we both said nothing for the rest of the detention.
' This is so bizarre. Why is she acting like that? I think it's because of Alice. Argh, how I just want to kill her! She always went in my way, and now, here she is again. In my way to love... I always hoped that i could have a normal love life! Only a normal love life. Because the rest of my life is really unormal. ( ST: Gee, Anthony, couldn't think of another word? Ant: Hey! Sorry! But, u r not writing the story, so sit down and read it! ST: Ok, i actually don't want to write the thoughs of a guy cuz i don't know what to write! Ant: -_-) Not only I am the future leader of the Li clan, but I have magic powers! Couldn't I only be a leader?! No!! I had to be the descendant of a sorcer!! The most powerful of all times! Well now, the second one, because Sakura is more powerful... Sometimes, I want to kill myself. Just to finish this complicated live. It's like a trio. I love Sakura, Sakura loves me. I think. And, Alive loves me. I think also. Why is this so complicated? Why can't i just tell my mother that i want to marry Sakura and not Alice? After all, Sakura IS the Mistress of the Cards, no? So, then, why does she wants me to marry a girl that always went between me and my goals. I am tired of it! Death will be so sweet. But, first, what did Sakura said by 'the first and the last time' ? I know we are not together...but i am sure that I will get to her someday!! This is not a goal nor a choice nor a simple though but an already touched goal! ( understand what i mean?) I just hope, that Sakura will return to normal. Like she was before, not at all ....like ...Alice! Maybe Sango pushed her a bit. I mean, maybe when she saw what Sango did, it motivated her. Maybe that what she meant by what she said, is that she'll stop all this acting... I truly hope. Sakura is all I want, and all I WILL have... I want to kiss her, but when she'll be her normal self. Like last night when she regained her body. ( ST: Ok, it's MY poem so, i'll take it from here! ^^ )
My love for you is eternal,
Not a word can explain it.
You never glanced at me,
As i did.
I know you for 5000 years,
And only now you notice me.
Our love is so big,
And it will continue to grow.
Because it is expanded,
Each second we spent together.
For the end,
I usually put:
And it will continue to be like this,
Because i will keep dreaming.
But this time,
I actually have hope.
After 5000 years of knowing eachother,
You finally love me.
(AN: ST: I act. changed a bit, because this is not the original poem, if u want the original one, let me know, and i'll email you it, ok? ^^ Ant: Finished the poem? Then, I'll continue Syaoran's thoughs! ST: Ok! Oh, thank you for doing this!! * jumps on his neck* Ant: * smiles* ur welcome...)
I re-wrote this poem a few years ago, when I realized that Sakura, actually, loved me. She always had her beautiful emerald eyes on HIM. How, I do, hate him. I always hoped she'll look at me that way, and now that she does, mother has to get in the way, and tell me that i have to marry that monster of Alice!! At some moments, I want to kill her and not myself! I hate her!!! Why?!? Why are they both doing this to me?!? WHY ?!? I can not contain such a lot of anger much more time. They are a few solutions. 1. Alice gets out of my way, and I marry Sakura. 2. I kill Alice. ( AN: Anjuliet, I don't think it'll happen! Sry!) 3. I kill ...myself.
Nobody will care,
I am loved by no one.
They only care about my money,
But my soul and body are left behind.
If I spill blood,
Everyone will say it is an accident.
But, what will they say,
If I spill my blood?
They will only care,
About the loss of money.
Nobody will care,
I am loved by no one...'
"Wrong," Said a sweet voice in my head. "I love you."
( This ends Syaoran's thoughs!)
-----End of Syaoran's POV-------
---------In the sky-------------
' Sakura, know that this was only a test!!' Sango thought. ' I always wanted her powers and her love one, for the past 5000 years. Now, she changed her beloved one. Yet, I don't think she knows her past. That is why, she didn't reacted more when she saw me. I was always feared...
Past is becoming the present.
People are looking into my eyes, deep down and they see it:
Blackness!
They fear me.
They fear my touch.
They shun me.
But they know i can sense their existences.
I have since their first breath.
I follow their steps,
Their thoughts,
Their mistakes,
Their hapiness,
I hold their beating heart,
so innocent,
so pure,
naive
and curious.
They don't know much,
but they know this: I am always with them,
next to them.
They begin to see me when their heart knows the meaning of life.
Then they realize who I am really.
First they think I am their friend.
Then they figured it out.
I am everywere.
Nobody can't escape me.
And you know it.
They know who is my greatest enemy:
Life!
( This one was made by my sister and me!^^ Ya i know it is better...cuz my sis also did it...the poems i showd in this chappie aren't my bests one..but they fitted what i wanted the characters to say. And, FYI, poems aren't obligated to rime!^^ )
But now that i can go in peoples bodies, life is actually no problem!! The only one is ...Sakura.'
( This ends Sango's thoughts! ^^)
-----On Earth------
Syaoran looked at Sakura, the voice in his head.
*~*Flashback*~*
"Wrong," said a sweet voice in my head,"I love you."
*~* End of Flashback *~*
' It was Sakura's voice!!' Syaoran thought.
"Sakura?", he asked, "H- Did yo-"
"My powers have grown, Syao. I can read and speak in others people minds." Sakura said, and winked at Syaoran.
So? Wat do u think???
Oh, Silver Wolf Gurl, I tryied to review, but it showed me a : Cannot Find Page. Argh, so i'll review here, ok? Did you mention in the other chapters that Jade was adopted? If so, I must have forgotten! Yes, U REALLY should do a sequel!!! And, actually, there will be also a sequel for this story, for I know, you won't like the ending i'll put! ^^ Anw, update!!!
And that is not for only her, but also for Sakura-san19 ( get over that writers block!!), Tsu-Tsu the Harpy-lady ( what the heck are you doing?!?) and all the other ones. It's just that those ones, i act. have to talk to them!! Lol
I need to go, now. Ja ne, minna!! ^^ Ruxi ( aka Sailor-Tyffani)
Ant: Tsssss.... girls!! Tokidoki, anatawa baka.
S-T: Dammare. Gaki.
Ant: I'll thank the ppl, this time! Looks like u aren't in a good mood!
S-T: wonder why!
Ant: * sweatdrops* anw...
Silver Wolf Gurl: Ya, she changed it. Iie!! Shimpai wa arimasen. Ur story has no influence on her, she planned it all along!^^ Arigato, btw.
Sakura-san19: ^^*** If u want to kill her for that, i wonder how u will react when u see her nick... Arigato!
Anjuliet: u always review quickly, what is ur secret?!? What r u always on the computer? No, sorry she can't kill Alice. And like the summary says, it may not be SS at the end... u'll see what happens! ^^ Arigato.
Miko_of_the_light: thks for reviewing. Oh! Ruxi tells u that she was worried sick when she saw that nick of urs. Personnaly, she writes things about suicide, so i guess this girl is crazy.
S-T: I heard that!!! * mutters and goes out of the room*
Ant: Ok, then i'll start this chap!!
Thoughts
----Syaoran's POV----
My eyes widened as she bent more and more.
"Look closely, because this is the first and last time u'll ever see something else than my face! "Sakura said in a horny voice. ( can't think of another word than that!)
She, then, went back up, closed her shirt and sat down at the desk she was. After that, we both said nothing for the rest of the detention.
' This is so bizarre. Why is she acting like that? I think it's because of Alice. Argh, how I just want to kill her! She always went in my way, and now, here she is again. In my way to love... I always hoped that i could have a normal love life! Only a normal love life. Because the rest of my life is really unormal. ( ST: Gee, Anthony, couldn't think of another word? Ant: Hey! Sorry! But, u r not writing the story, so sit down and read it! ST: Ok, i actually don't want to write the thoughs of a guy cuz i don't know what to write! Ant: -_-) Not only I am the future leader of the Li clan, but I have magic powers! Couldn't I only be a leader?! No!! I had to be the descendant of a sorcer!! The most powerful of all times! Well now, the second one, because Sakura is more powerful... Sometimes, I want to kill myself. Just to finish this complicated live. It's like a trio. I love Sakura, Sakura loves me. I think. And, Alive loves me. I think also. Why is this so complicated? Why can't i just tell my mother that i want to marry Sakura and not Alice? After all, Sakura IS the Mistress of the Cards, no? So, then, why does she wants me to marry a girl that always went between me and my goals. I am tired of it! Death will be so sweet. But, first, what did Sakura said by 'the first and the last time' ? I know we are not together...but i am sure that I will get to her someday!! This is not a goal nor a choice nor a simple though but an already touched goal! ( understand what i mean?) I just hope, that Sakura will return to normal. Like she was before, not at all ....like ...Alice! Maybe Sango pushed her a bit. I mean, maybe when she saw what Sango did, it motivated her. Maybe that what she meant by what she said, is that she'll stop all this acting... I truly hope. Sakura is all I want, and all I WILL have... I want to kiss her, but when she'll be her normal self. Like last night when she regained her body. ( ST: Ok, it's MY poem so, i'll take it from here! ^^ )
My love for you is eternal,
Not a word can explain it.
You never glanced at me,
As i did.
I know you for 5000 years,
And only now you notice me.
Our love is so big,
And it will continue to grow.
Because it is expanded,
Each second we spent together.
For the end,
I usually put:
And it will continue to be like this,
Because i will keep dreaming.
But this time,
I actually have hope.
After 5000 years of knowing eachother,
You finally love me.
(AN: ST: I act. changed a bit, because this is not the original poem, if u want the original one, let me know, and i'll email you it, ok? ^^ Ant: Finished the poem? Then, I'll continue Syaoran's thoughs! ST: Ok! Oh, thank you for doing this!! * jumps on his neck* Ant: * smiles* ur welcome...)
I re-wrote this poem a few years ago, when I realized that Sakura, actually, loved me. She always had her beautiful emerald eyes on HIM. How, I do, hate him. I always hoped she'll look at me that way, and now that she does, mother has to get in the way, and tell me that i have to marry that monster of Alice!! At some moments, I want to kill her and not myself! I hate her!!! Why?!? Why are they both doing this to me?!? WHY ?!? I can not contain such a lot of anger much more time. They are a few solutions. 1. Alice gets out of my way, and I marry Sakura. 2. I kill Alice. ( AN: Anjuliet, I don't think it'll happen! Sry!) 3. I kill ...myself.
Nobody will care,
I am loved by no one.
They only care about my money,
But my soul and body are left behind.
If I spill blood,
Everyone will say it is an accident.
But, what will they say,
If I spill my blood?
They will only care,
About the loss of money.
Nobody will care,
I am loved by no one...'
"Wrong," Said a sweet voice in my head. "I love you."
( This ends Syaoran's thoughs!)
-----End of Syaoran's POV-------
---------In the sky-------------
' Sakura, know that this was only a test!!' Sango thought. ' I always wanted her powers and her love one, for the past 5000 years. Now, she changed her beloved one. Yet, I don't think she knows her past. That is why, she didn't reacted more when she saw me. I was always feared...
Past is becoming the present.
People are looking into my eyes, deep down and they see it:
Blackness!
They fear me.
They fear my touch.
They shun me.
But they know i can sense their existences.
I have since their first breath.
I follow their steps,
Their thoughts,
Their mistakes,
Their hapiness,
I hold their beating heart,
so innocent,
so pure,
naive
and curious.
They don't know much,
but they know this: I am always with them,
next to them.
They begin to see me when their heart knows the meaning of life.
Then they realize who I am really.
First they think I am their friend.
Then they figured it out.
I am everywere.
Nobody can't escape me.
And you know it.
They know who is my greatest enemy:
Life!
( This one was made by my sister and me!^^ Ya i know it is better...cuz my sis also did it...the poems i showd in this chappie aren't my bests one..but they fitted what i wanted the characters to say. And, FYI, poems aren't obligated to rime!^^ )
But now that i can go in peoples bodies, life is actually no problem!! The only one is ...Sakura.'
( This ends Sango's thoughts! ^^)
-----On Earth------
Syaoran looked at Sakura, the voice in his head.
*~*Flashback*~*
"Wrong," said a sweet voice in my head,"I love you."
*~* End of Flashback *~*
' It was Sakura's voice!!' Syaoran thought.
"Sakura?", he asked, "H- Did yo-"
"My powers have grown, Syao. I can read and speak in others people minds." Sakura said, and winked at Syaoran.
So? Wat do u think???
Oh, Silver Wolf Gurl, I tryied to review, but it showed me a : Cannot Find Page. Argh, so i'll review here, ok? Did you mention in the other chapters that Jade was adopted? If so, I must have forgotten! Yes, U REALLY should do a sequel!!! And, actually, there will be also a sequel for this story, for I know, you won't like the ending i'll put! ^^ Anw, update!!!
And that is not for only her, but also for Sakura-san19 ( get over that writers block!!), Tsu-Tsu the Harpy-lady ( what the heck are you doing?!?) and all the other ones. It's just that those ones, i act. have to talk to them!! Lol
I need to go, now. Ja ne, minna!! ^^ Ruxi ( aka Sailor-Tyffani)
