I LOVE YOU, COLE


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A/N: This week I've read a lot of fictions describing about C/P passion on FF.net. Firstly, GrantingTroyTurner let Phoebe mourn for Cole at his gravestone in "Forbidden", then Shel let her choose to be vanquished along with him in "and justice for all", Phoebe Malcos let them have a sweet night in "Freedom lies", Charming-beba assumed Phoebe wants to be with him in "New story, new life", Alina Larin let her have feeling for him in "When your life take a turn" . . . #sigh# Speaking honestly, I love her in those scenes, I hope she stay lovely like that since I love and support whoever loves Cole and wants to warm his heart. But GrantingTroyTurner and Shel also reminded me of "Centennial Charmed" and "Long live the queen". Two dismal period of Charmed, so all I can feel is. . . a sigh. . . I hate her for I loved her and how much I loved her.

I'm also planning to write a fic about Cole and Phoebe love each other. I still love her in someway and hope she get the right point of view someday "The name of your true love begins with a C" #sigh#

But before it, unfortunately, this chapter dedicates to the woman who murdered her own husband in the most painful and heartless way she could 3 times, and drove him into commiting suicide 2 times while he saved her (just counted only her) 11 TIMES from she'd started to love him until she didn't love him a bit of it.

CHAPTER 2 : MURDER IN BED.
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Part 1.

Phoebe's making her bed in the morning. When she picked Cole's pillow up, a premonition flashed.

Cole and her were making love in this bed, he's on top of her and sinking in pleasant feeling, she was grabbing a knife in her hand and she stabbed at his back all of a sudden. The wound streamed out blood ceaselessly with no sign it would be healed magically.

The premonition ended, Phoebe gasped, would it the way she had to do to kill him? Anyway it's so good to see he couldn't heal himself. That power prevented him from being vanquished, and it made her in trouble.

She went downstairs to have breafast with the family.

"Hi! Did you sleep well, Piper?" – asked Phoebe.

"Yeah! I'm fine." – replied Piper. She'd got up early for preparing breakfast as usual.

Phoebe tried to act normally, though she wanted Cole to leave soon so that she would discuss the premonition with her sisters. Piper'd been exhausted and she'd fallen asleep after her sisters pulling her out of those memories. But when she got up that morning, she still remembered all the events in her dream. She knew it was a past life, the life that had ended for centuries, and she had nothing to do with it now. She's having a life, a family, and a beloved husband that she'd been cultivating and conserving with all her strength. She's even expecting their first child, the result of their love. They'd also tried so much for it. Her life was perfect, she never thought of destroying it. But those memories wasn't a film she'd been seeing. It'd been her life as well, she'd lived in it. She never held Cole in her arm, but they'd been so close in that past life, they'd kissed each other, they'd even made love to each other. And she didn't forget those feelings, she'd loved him with her real heart, she still loved him right now, right in that kitchen while he's sitting near his wife- her sister- Phoebe.

She just knew something more than her past self had known. She knew he had asked the Avatar if she would be happy in her next lives, but he hadn't asked about himself. Aliveness wasn't what she'd wanted, if she'd been alive without him, that life'd just been outside while the inside'd been dead along to his death. She also knew his next life after that was his current life, the life of Cole Turner/Belthazor. She'd become a witch and he'd become a demon.

In fact, Cole's character didn't change a bit from the past life to the current one. When The Source'd possessed him, he'd tried to fight him on his own, he hadn't talked to the sisters since he'd been afraid if they'd failed, The Source would've killed all of them. The old Phoebe had told him she'd lived a bitter life, but she'd been alive at least. And he'd accepted to be vanquished by her to make sure she would've had a long life. That's why he'd tried all his best to reunite with her after coming back from the wasteland, he'd wanted to keep her from that bitter life. He thought their love was strong and she would never love another one as much as she'd loved him. He knew she didn't trust him yet, but he's having a chance to live with her, he would use that chance to prove he wasn't tempted to evil anymore, and they could really turn back together.

When they'd finished the breakfast, Phoebe touched his thigh:

"I'm working at home today."

"OK. I have to go." – he kissed on her cheek and left.

She sighed of relief:

"OK, we need to talk." – said her to her sisters.

"I got a premonition." – informed Phoebe.

"About?" – asked Paige.

"I'm making out with Cole, and I. . . stab him. He dies."

"Perhaps it's your memory from the past life." – mocked Paige since Cole's supposed to be invincible.

"I think you wounded him before. It didn't work." – talked Piper, she reminded of the fact that Phoebe had cut him with the letter opener at the court.

"Probably the knife's magic." – guessed Paige.

"No." – protested Phoebe – "It's just a normal one." – she picked a knife on the table up – "Like this."

Phoebe pointed it at Paige who pretended to be startled and leaned on her side to evade her sister's attack. The table was shaken, a bowl dropped down and smashed on her foot.

"Ahhh" – screeched Paige.

"You ok?" – giggled Phoebe – "I thought you're able to orb out of the danger."

"Yeah, when I was frightened, remember?" – argued Paige – "I didn't think I was in danger talking to my sisters."

"Hah! That's that!" – grinned Phoebe.

"What?" – asked Piper.

"Maybe it's how his healing power works, he's unable to heal himself while making love."

"I don't think it's possible." – said Piper.

"Why not?" – still grinned Phoebe – "My premonition told me that."

"You got your premonition to save innocents in time." – said Paige.

"In the other word, I got it to vanquish demon. Or you can see me as an innocent in this case."

"Will it work?" – asked Paige.

"You doubt my power?" – questioned Phoebe – "OK. We'll see it tonight."

"What?" – claimed Piper.

"It's not long for it to come true since I saw it."

"Sweet." – commented Paige.

Phoebe left her chair going to the foyer, Piper followed her.

"Phoebe, we haven't finished the talk yet. You should cancel your plan right now." – said Piper.

"What?"

"You can't kill your husband. He's your husband, Phoebe."

"What're you talking about? Did he alert us to save you last night make you have a second thought?" – snorted Phoebe.

"It can be a good reason. He's saved us so many times. We see that he takes care of us, he considers this family as his family." – said Piper.

"How about he betrayed us?" – questioned Phoebe.

"So did you, Phoebe. We all made mistakes. He's just a demon who learnt to be good for two years. He's done a great effort, we shouldn't treat him so strictly. He need your love to encourage him to mend his way."

Phoebe's eyes were wide.

"Are you aware what you're tattling? Who'd told me this family can't have a demon? You even asked me if I lost my mind when I hesitated to throw the potion to him last month." – recalled Phoebe furiously.

"It's one of my mistakes." – Piper raised her voice – "We've grown up now. We can't be superficial like that. Everything on this world aren't black or white clearly."

"That's it. I've got mistake. And I am correcting it now." – snapped Phoebe.

"No, you're committing a crime. Your plan's so sick, how could you do that while he. . . he. . ."

"He forces me to do that, Piper. I just want a divorce, but you've seen it by your own eyes, he kept stalking me over and over. I don't want to do it, I have to do it."

"Guys, guys!" – interfered Paige – "We're talking, we're not rowing. Lower your voices, please!"

"I have no time to play with her." – Phoebe came upstairs sulkily.

"I'll let him know so that he'll be ready to get on your bed." – gritted Piper.

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Paige's always the one mediated two of her sisters. Although she didn't understand why Piper reacted strangely, but the first thing she's worrying about now was the plan. It couldn't be broken up.

"I may get trouble if I take him to a hotel. That's why I have to execute it right in here. Are you sure she hasn't told him yet?" – asked Phoebe.

"Yeah, she's just cooking in the kitchen." – answered Paige, she thought a little, and asked hesitantly - "Phoebe, are you sure you can do it?"

"Yes. I used to love him, but it's in the past. When I have a chance to vanquish him now, I never look back to destroy it." – stated Phoebe.

"OK. I'll talk to her and persuade her." – Paige slapped her sister's shoulder.

She walked to the door and turned back to Phoebe:

"Get ready for your romantic night!" – smirked her.

Phoebe smiled.

Paige came to the kitchen to see Piper. Her older sister always cooked whenever she felt unsatisfied.

"Piper!"

"You're being Phoebe's envoy?" – asked Piper, not spinning around to see her.

"Can you talk to me as your sister?" – Paige came near her.

"You're always my sister."

"You haven't told us what've you seen in your dream."

"Bad memories." – whispered Piper.

"I've seen you crying and holding Cole's hand. I knew how bad they were." – sympathied Paige – "Nothing else makes a woman cry but the bad emotion about her family. What'd happened Piper?"

"I lost my lover, . . . and my baby." – her tears started to glisten in her eyes.

Paige gasped, she grabbed her sister hand and they sat down at the table.

"I'm sorry. I can imagine how you feel, but that wasn't what's going to happen to Phoebe. You loved him, so you couldn't stand that bitter, but Phoebe's trying to get her life back. Her case is absolutely different from yours." – said Paige.

Piper wasn't convinced what her sister's talking.

"You don't want the family to be separate. And that's what we're doing. You can't force Phoebe to bear with Cole anymore. She wants to have her free life. Now you're having a very good family, you're happy with Leo and your child will be born soon. Do you ever think Cole'll take your daughter to oblige Phoebe turn back? It'll be worse if he exchanges your daughter to a demon or a warlock. We can't wait until that to vanquish him."

"He won't do it." – murmured Piper.

"He will, for Phoebe, he'll do everything. He's crazy, Piper. You can imagine what he's going to do if Phoebe leaves him again. We're having a good chance in our hand to prevent all of these disasters happenning."

"We're too unfair to him." – said Piper.

"Let him go. It's better." – said Paige mildly – "Think of the bright side, we have to bring what's the best to our family. He's fought you, taken me, and had a darklighter shot Leo. If my father's power hadn't worked, we all would've been dumped. And Cole'd had no idea it would've worked for sure. "

Those words made Piper return to her old prejudice, she'd always been the most fervent one in vanquishing him. That time she didn't agree the plan but she'd still wanted him to be dead at first, the old memories had changed her mind. Paige was right, she wanted to keep her family together. And if that's what she should do. . .

CHAPTER 2 : MURDER IN BED.
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Part 2.

Phoebe's wearing a very sexy night dress walking to the foyer where Cole's working on his cases.

"Baby, what're you doing?" – asked her in a sweet voice.

Cole looked up, she came and sat on his thigh, picking his pen out of his hand.

"Are these urgent?"

"No. What you want to talk to me?" – asked him.

Phoebe threw her hands around his neck and kissed him. He held her tightly when the kiss became deep and passionate, and she ploughed her hand on his hair.

"I think I've got my clear-out decision." – smiled Phoebe.

"What?" – laughed Cole.

She still snatched his hair pressing his head down her breasts. He immediately took her hint and started to kiss her, she leaned backward and propped a hand on the table.

"Cole, get our room!"

He blurred them out, a second later they appeared on their bed, she helped him take his t-shirt off. It'd been a long time since she'd last seen his naked body. Although they'd slept in the same room, he'd never been unclothed in front of her since she'd been asking him a period of time to get used to it. It seemed he hadn't wanted to provoke her lust. If she'd seen that sooner, she wouldn't've contained herself from copulating with him. Phoebe ran her hands on his bare chest and smiled lustfully.

Then she lied on her back, Cole kissed her lips while untying the strings of her dress, and twisting her nipples. Her body's rousing along with his kisses reaching her neck and his hand groping down. . .

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Piper and Paige were at P3. Phoebe'd asked Paige to keep company with Piper and make sure she wouldn't try anything to break their plan up. Paige's staying at the counter with Piper while her eyes looking around, she saw a handsome man walking down the stairs. She wished he would take a look at her, and felt uncomfortable that she's stuck with her sister all that night. She decided to give up on looking at that man, but a voice resounded behind her while she's swinging her glass of cocktail.

"Hi!" – said the man.

She turned back and gasped, that handsome man she's drooling for was talking to her.

"Hi!" – smiled her.

"Want a dance?" – asked him with a charming smile.

Paige's about to nod, but she remembered Piper, she turned to her.

"Go! Your presence just make me worse." – said Piper.

"Stand your pat!" – warned Paige in a low voice – "Phoebe's happy future is in your hand. If he slips through the net now, he'll stalk her all this life, maybe even her after-lives when we won't be there to stop him."

Then she looked at her date,

"Yeah!" – grinned her. The man took her hand and they went away together.

Piper looked after them. She had tried all her best to persuade herself that her decision was right. She had to let it happen tonight for her daughter's sake. She had to repeat to herself thousands times that Cole was insane and dangerous. But Paige's words had broken all her efforts. Paige had told Cole would love Phoebe in that life, and look for her in after-lives to continue their love. Since he's very powerful, perhaps he'd live for centuries. It meant Phoebe would never be free if their plan failed. However, those words reminded Piper of another story.

"Keep our belief, Cole! We belong together in this life, in our after-lives, and everlasting."

He always loved with all his heart, and that characteristic didn't change at all. Unfortunately, people forgot their memories of past lives when beginning their new ones. If The Dreamer hadn't unbound those memories, she would've never known about the glamorous and inconclusive love with Cole.

"Keep our belief. . ."

"We belong together. . ."

Now her former love was going to leave the life. Should she let it proceed as if it wasn't involved to her. Should she come home as usual, go to bed and the next morning she would wake up pretending that Cole'd never lived in her home.

"We always belong together, even in this current life." – said Cole.

"No, Cole! We don't in this life." – Piper thought to herself, in that life she loved Leo, and Cole loved her sister. He loved Phoebe so madly that she'd really turned him crazy by rejecting him. "It meant I've lost my belief." – Piper thought, but she's still feeling the pain in Piper Marricombs' heart as well as her belief. If she'd ever known herself in other life was ignoring Cole. She'd used to leave Leo to marry Dan, and felt happy in previous life, she'd done the opposite in current life even though she'd had a chance to know she'd been Dan's wife, and she never regret about it. But Cole. . . her feeling was sobbing in her heart. . .

"Keep our belief. . ."

"I love Cole!" – thought her – "I'm Piper Halliwell Wyatt, I know I love Leo, and I still have feeling to him, a part of mine still loves him as much as before. But I can't deny I love Cole any longer. This love isn't a love for a life, this love isn't what the destiny arranged. The truth is no one wants us to be together. But I've finally found you again, Cole. I won't let you die, in front of my eyes one again."

Piper left the club driving home. She tried to phone the home numbers and Phoebe's cell phone to break them but no one answered her calls. Maybe Phoebe'd taken precaution against it.

She parked her car outside and rushed to the Manor hastily, then ran upstairs right after getting inside, not bothering to look anything else. She ran as fast as she could, she didn't want to be 1 second late, she didn't want to see Cole bleeding ever again. She tried to open Phoebe's door but it's locked as she'd guessed. She swung her hands to blow it up.

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Phoebe was enjoying her feeling, it's great to have sex with Cole, she couldn't deny it. That's why she still lingered over those moments. They changed their position so that he's on top of her while her right hand was laid near the pillow where a knife was hiding.

"It's really right time." – thought her, it's what she'd seen in her premonition – "One minute more, and I'll do it."

She decided to enjoy some more, but one again she lost her mind with his. . .

"Oh my God. . ." – she's moaning loudly when the door was blown up of a sudden revealing her sister.

"Piper!" – screamed Phoebe.

Cole also looked back, his eyes were astonished and embarrassed seeing her.

Piper turned away and left without a word. She didn't want to see that scene. Of course she knew what'd been going on inside, she's still uncomfortable, she knew it wasn't just uncomfortable. She's glad that he's still alive anyway, and it's enough for her to leave. She got to her room, and closed the door.

"Cole, do you hate me?" – thought her – "Maybe you'll hate me, but I can't let you die."

"What have I done?" – sobbed Piper, after all their passion she had seen in the dream, it's difficult for her to see him being with another woman, especially in that situation. She actually felt jealous, and lost. The feelings that she shouldn't've had.

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Meanwhile, Phoebe was talking to Paige on the phone.

"I've told you to watch Piper. Where were you?" – shouted Phoebe.

"What's happened?" – asked Paige.

"Guess. She's blown my door." – gritted Phoebe.

"Oh my God!" – gasped Paige.

"Yeah! Bring your butt home for me!" – screeched Phoebe.

"But I. . ."

"Leave him! You think you can't live a night without a man?" – interrupted Phoebe.

She hung up. Cole got out of the bathroom.

"Cole! You should leave now." – said Phoebe lowering her voice.

"Huh?"

"I think we'll meet somewhere outside tomorrow night." – said Phoebe.

"I think all you have to do is talk to Piper." – suggested Cole.

"Yeah! I'll do it right after you leave. I've phoned Paige, we'll have a sisterly talk."

"And I just wait here."

"No. You shouldn't see Piper now." – resisted Phoebe, she's afraid that Piper would talk to him about their plan – "Uh, you know, she wants you."

"What?"

"She's pregnant, the hormone's rising her desire up. While Leo's out, you're the only man in this house. I've seen her strange look on you recently." – lied her.

"I don't think so." – said Cole thoughtfully.

"So what you think?"

"Don't know." – his eyes looked far away.

"That's why I'm talking to her." – Phoebe turned his face to her – "And we'll have solved it out before you come back."

Cole wanted to say something, but he decided to keep it back. He nodded:

"OK."

"Meet me at my office after work. And please, don't come home without me."

"OK." – he kissed on her lips and blurred out.

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Paige was walking along with the handsome man she'd just met the moment ago. They're planning to come to his apartment, but Phoebe's call made her put it off.

"I'm sorry." – smiled her – "I have to go home."

He looked disappointed, but tried to smile:

"It's ok. Can we exchange our numbers?" – asked him.

"Sure." – grinned Paige.

They took out their phones and gave the numbers to each other.

"I'll call you." – said him.

"Yeah!"

He kissed on her cheek, but it seemed so perfect for her.

"Bye!" – whispered him while staring at her intensely. She's unable to say anything, just going away awkwardly. He orbed out after Paige disappeared.


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