Title: She doesn't know Author: Lala Pairing: One sided Sean/Ellie. Mentions of Sean/Emma. Rating: PG Spoilers: Take on Me. Summary: "Guess I got to you." "Dream on." Sean angst, slight Sean/Ellie. Author's Notes: Don't mind the lame title. I blame the fact that this is my first Degrassi fic. I'm still new with the show and catching up on eppies, so if I got things with Sean's backstory wrong, especially Emma knowing about him almost deafening that guy, I'm sorry. Also, I'm in search of a beta. Disclaimer: None of the characters within belong to me.

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So he doesn't freak her out.

He wishes it were that simple.

It's not. It never is.

He hurt a person.

Almost killed a person.

Emma knew. Emma didn't care.

Emma cares about the stealing.

He hadn't meant to start; to take that stupid laptop.

Now, he doesn't know how to stop.

Part of him doesn't want to.

Once you join a gang, you're there's for life.

What does Jay know? Jay's never put a guy in ICU.

And that's what he's worried about.

Not what would happen to him if he tried to get out.

What would happen to Jay?

He hurt that guy; he hurt Emma once. Who's saying he wouldn't do worse to Jay?

Who's saying she wouldn't try to intervene? Emma did.

But she's not like Emma.

She knows what it's like.

Because she's been hurt, too. She's been the victim of shattered dreams and false promises.

So he doesn't freak her out, huh

She doesn't know the half of it.