Suicide
By Terry Maxwell
Disclaimer: Not mine… don't sue.
Author's notes: Thank you very much to Onee-sama, she correct my grammatical mistakes (oO) Oh well… ill have to study English some day ne?
Ok go on with the fic.
Suicide
By Terry Maxwell
Heero's POV
I see you in front of me…
As I have seen you for so many years.
I have seen you change,
Grow day to day,
I see you pretend to smile…
I see you cry…
I see you love…
I see you hate…
You have changed,
You are not the same,
I don't know certainly
When, how or where…
Or even the cause of it.
Maybe there don't ever exist a motive.
But you are no longer you.
And nevertheless, against all logical thoughts
You continue being you.
No longer do I know what you are,
No longer do I know what you want.
You just torment me day by day,
Nothing please you,
Nothing touches you,
Nothing matters to you,
You are just there…
You bother me,
I even believe that I hate you,
Yes… I hate you,
I hate you… and you don't have an idea how much
It bothers me to see you daily…
I can't bear you…
And I know that nobody else bears you.
Then, because we're not free
The world of your presence,
Yes, you look at me incredulous…
I won't assure you that this time
I will not fail… I will not fail…
You make me sick... I abhor you.
I can't bear you even one more second…
Are you afraid? Yes, it is shows on your face…
I see it in you empty eyes,
You are afraid; but I doesn't matter,
It's ok, here it is.
I will not fail,
A single shot and I'll be free of you,
I'll free you of me.
The world will be free of us.
There is nothing that ties us…
I put the gun against you temple…
You tremble, so do I…
But all will be over quickly…
No more a Perfect Soldier…
My finger on the trigger,
My eyes nailed to your eyes,
Good-bye cruel world.
Here ends Heero Yuy.
Ninmu Kanryou.
I'll go… and also my reflection.
In a solitary room
A shot rings in the air. Bang.
Darkness…
All ends…OWARIAuthor's note: So what do you think about this… you like it... you hate it… so please tell me…
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Atte.
Terry Maxwell Chang
Gundam Pilot 02.5
Gundam Deathscythe Shadow
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