Disclaimer : I don't own anything so there!
A/N : I wasn't planning on updating for a few more days, but I'm such a good mood, 'cause I've just won £25.50 on the Grand National. I bet on 3 horses and Amberleigh House and Clan Royal came in 1st and 2nd. My other horse Binderee fell at Beechers but I'm still bouncing off the walls lol.
KTMEISTER : Once again, my faithful supporter, and the first to review my new story. Seriously now, what would I do without you, you are probably one of the main reasons I keep writing – sorry, I'm feeling a bit emotional at the moment, due to my sudden high of winning the Grand national lol *slaps myself*, right I'm ok lol, I'm so so glad you like the story. Anyways, thanks for your review and support. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
JOCIE CAKES – Arrhh, another faithful supporter. Ignore me, I'm emotional lol. Anyway, I'm glad to see you like the beginning, but the question is, will you like the rest of it lol. Right for a song – I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all me childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Coz you're presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me Evanescence – My immortal
Anyways, thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
SASSY-4EVA : I'm' glad you like it. Thanks for your review and support. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
DUCKS-GO-QUACK-OO : It doesn't matter that you sound like your mother, if she would say stuff like that about Adam, I'm totally in agreement with her lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
HOTASHELL99 : Neither did I, but I shocked myself lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
EMILY HENSON : Ok, my reasoning for putting Adam with Connie is 'cause I'm getting a bit bored of Adam/Julie and Connie/Guy – writing them I mean, not reading them, so I thought, I'd mix it up a bit lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
Chapter 2
ADAM'S P.O.V
I looked into Connie's doe brown eyes. They were filled with regret of our kiss. I might be little drunk but I knew this was what I wanted. I had always liked Connie, even when she was dating Guy, but I had always kept my feelings to myself, knowing they would only hurt people. But it had gotten to the point, like now, that I couldn't hold my feelings anymore. I leant forward to kiss her again, my lips brushed softly at first, but suddenly the kiss was becoming much more. Eventually ending up in her bedroom. I think the drink was doing most of the talking, but soon any thoughts or feelings were left behind.
The following morning, not remembering much of the previous night, waking up next to Connie was a shock. I didn't know what to do, and eventually deciding to get up and dressed as quickly as possible, was better than waiting for Connie to wake up and have everything much more embarrassing, tense, awkward to name a few. Ok, I knew we'd done something, waking up in the same room let alone the same bed to her was the big give away. Part of me was just wanting to run away, away from any responsibility, but the other half was saying no, this was my dream come true, now maybe there could be something more than friendship between us.. When Connie did get up, which wasn't long after me, she was wrapped in her dressing gown, obviously very uncomfortable with the situation.
"Look, Adam. None of this should have happened. We just got a bit drunk and everything". She muttered. I felt my heart being broken. I had secretly been hoping this could be the start of something.
"Yeah I know. I don't want to ruin our friendship". I lied. "I best get going". I told her, leaving as quick as possible.
Why couldn't I just tell her the truth, I wanted us to be more than just friends, I always had. That was probably why none of my blind dates worked out. There was only one person I wanted to be with, and she obviously didn't want to be with me. The more I thought about it, the more angry I got with myself. Without even thinking about it, I headed back home to collect my hockey gear before heading to the rink to do some stick drills.
Over the next week, both me and Connie seemed to avoid each other, thankfully no-one picked up on it as I couldn't force myself to tell them the truth or lie to them. It wasn't until toward the end of the week when I couldn't take the awkwardness of our situation anymore, that I slipped Connie a note during one of our classes telling her to meet me after hockey practise. I had to work hard that practise, to try and keep my mind on the job in hand, luckily my lack of concentration went un-noticed, well it wouldn't have done had Coach actually paid attention to the practise rather than having a heated debate with the Dean about something or other. After getting changed, I met Connie in the designated spot of the ponds in the local park. She was already there waiting, her feet dipped into the cool water. She looked even more gorgeous by the second.
"Hi". I sat down beside her, removing my trainers and doing the same.
"Hey". She replied turning to me. "So what did you wanna talk about"?
"You've been avoiding me". I told her matter-of-factly.
"I haven't. I think you'll find, you've been avoiding me". She argued.
"Ok, we've both been avoiding each other". I said. "I miss being able to just hang out with you".
"I know. You are the only sane person I have to talk to. Guy and Julie are off in planet of love, and the others, well enough said". She giggled.
"Look, what happened between us, shouldn't have. We'd both had a little too much to drink and things got out of hand. Let's just forget about it". I suggested. I was finding this excruciating, I didn't want to 'just forget', I wanted to remember every second. I wanted there to be an us, I wanted to be able to wake up next to her like I had a week ago, but she obviously didn't want the same, in which case her friendship was better than nothing.
CONNIE'S P.O.V
NO! I wanted more than just friendship. Ever since that morning, I hadn't been able to think about anything else other than him. Now I don't believe in any of that fate stuff, but I'm sure if I did, it was fate that me and Adam should be together. True I had avoided him over the past week, but I didn't know how to act around him anymore. I listened as the words exited his mouth, I wanted to say something, but didn't know what.
"Yeah, I agree, our friendship is too important to lose". I agreed with him. Stupid Connie, stupid, I thought.
"So can we please stop avoiding each other now"? He smiled his gorgeous, tantalizing, sexy smile.
"Definitely". I smiled in return. "So, what have you been doing over the past week"?
"Avoiding Charlie". He chuckled as I laid down on the grass bank.
"My, my, you have been a busy boy". I laughed.
We chatted for a while longer, it felt nice to be able to talk to him again after the long week of not talking. Since Guy, he had become a good friend, sure Guy was and always would be my best friend, but now he was dating Julie, there were just some things I couldn't talk to him about, whereas with Adam, I could. Eventually we headed back to my place where wonders upon wonders we found the others. We didn't need to come up with false excuses about where we had been as they had long since accepted that we were good friends.
As time passed, our one night fling was soon forgotten, well I say forgotten, I hadn't and probably never would. I longed to be with him, but he didn't feel the same. I worshipped the ground he walked on, he was like a prince Charming, always there ready to rescue you from situations you put yourself into.
Three weeks after, well you know, I was on another of Julie's blind dates, however unlike all the others, it was a double date with, you've guessed it – Adam and this blonde bimbo who was simply drooling all over him, much to my detest. My guy was ok, if you go for the studious, boring type. I spent my whole evening, trying to be pleasant, but I was finding it pretty hard. We had been sat in a hot stuffy restaurant, right next to the partition that separated the smokers and non smokers. Our food was placed in front of us, now normally I would have tucked in, but just looking at the food made me queasy. My date John and Adam's date Susie were chatting along like they were long lost friends, Adam however was looking intently at me. I gave him a weak smile and tried to dig into my food. After the first bite of chicken though, I found myself hurriedly excusing myself and dashing for the bathroom. When I emerged, Adam was stood leaning up against the wall, my jacket in his hand.
"John and Susie seemed to have hit it off, So I told them that I was going to take you home". He smiled at me as I took my jacket from him.
"Thanks". I managed to mutter feebly.
"You feeling ok"?
"Yeah, I think I just need some fresh air". I answered.
I managed to get all the way home without throwing up anymore, but after Adam had left me in the capable hands of Julie and Guy, I threw up some more before retiring to bed. Over the next week, I threw up some more, more so when Julie was cooking rich smelling foods. Convinced it was just a simple stomach bug, I dosed myself up on aspirin and tried flushing my body by drinking litres upon litres of water but soon got tired of drinking non stop. It wasn't until the end of the week, when Julie made a joke about me being pregnant that it got my mind ticking. When she had left for work, I dashed into my bedroom and went through my diary until I found the date when I was due to start my period. I was 2 weeks late. I was never late, I always seemed to run like clockwork.
"I'm not pregnant". I told myself, but I soon found myself walking down to the chemist to buy a home pregnancy test.
When I got home, I followed the directions and began impatiently waiting the few minutes for the result. Finally I looked at the little stick and it was...
Hahahaha you'll have to wait to find out won't ya!!!!! PLEASE R&R!!!!!
A/N : I wasn't planning on updating for a few more days, but I'm such a good mood, 'cause I've just won £25.50 on the Grand National. I bet on 3 horses and Amberleigh House and Clan Royal came in 1st and 2nd. My other horse Binderee fell at Beechers but I'm still bouncing off the walls lol.
KTMEISTER : Once again, my faithful supporter, and the first to review my new story. Seriously now, what would I do without you, you are probably one of the main reasons I keep writing – sorry, I'm feeling a bit emotional at the moment, due to my sudden high of winning the Grand national lol *slaps myself*, right I'm ok lol, I'm so so glad you like the story. Anyways, thanks for your review and support. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
JOCIE CAKES – Arrhh, another faithful supporter. Ignore me, I'm emotional lol. Anyway, I'm glad to see you like the beginning, but the question is, will you like the rest of it lol. Right for a song – I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all me childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Coz you're presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me Evanescence – My immortal
Anyways, thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
SASSY-4EVA : I'm' glad you like it. Thanks for your review and support. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
DUCKS-GO-QUACK-OO : It doesn't matter that you sound like your mother, if she would say stuff like that about Adam, I'm totally in agreement with her lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
HOTASHELL99 : Neither did I, but I shocked myself lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
EMILY HENSON : Ok, my reasoning for putting Adam with Connie is 'cause I'm getting a bit bored of Adam/Julie and Connie/Guy – writing them I mean, not reading them, so I thought, I'd mix it up a bit lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
Chapter 2
ADAM'S P.O.V
I looked into Connie's doe brown eyes. They were filled with regret of our kiss. I might be little drunk but I knew this was what I wanted. I had always liked Connie, even when she was dating Guy, but I had always kept my feelings to myself, knowing they would only hurt people. But it had gotten to the point, like now, that I couldn't hold my feelings anymore. I leant forward to kiss her again, my lips brushed softly at first, but suddenly the kiss was becoming much more. Eventually ending up in her bedroom. I think the drink was doing most of the talking, but soon any thoughts or feelings were left behind.
The following morning, not remembering much of the previous night, waking up next to Connie was a shock. I didn't know what to do, and eventually deciding to get up and dressed as quickly as possible, was better than waiting for Connie to wake up and have everything much more embarrassing, tense, awkward to name a few. Ok, I knew we'd done something, waking up in the same room let alone the same bed to her was the big give away. Part of me was just wanting to run away, away from any responsibility, but the other half was saying no, this was my dream come true, now maybe there could be something more than friendship between us.. When Connie did get up, which wasn't long after me, she was wrapped in her dressing gown, obviously very uncomfortable with the situation.
"Look, Adam. None of this should have happened. We just got a bit drunk and everything". She muttered. I felt my heart being broken. I had secretly been hoping this could be the start of something.
"Yeah I know. I don't want to ruin our friendship". I lied. "I best get going". I told her, leaving as quick as possible.
Why couldn't I just tell her the truth, I wanted us to be more than just friends, I always had. That was probably why none of my blind dates worked out. There was only one person I wanted to be with, and she obviously didn't want to be with me. The more I thought about it, the more angry I got with myself. Without even thinking about it, I headed back home to collect my hockey gear before heading to the rink to do some stick drills.
Over the next week, both me and Connie seemed to avoid each other, thankfully no-one picked up on it as I couldn't force myself to tell them the truth or lie to them. It wasn't until toward the end of the week when I couldn't take the awkwardness of our situation anymore, that I slipped Connie a note during one of our classes telling her to meet me after hockey practise. I had to work hard that practise, to try and keep my mind on the job in hand, luckily my lack of concentration went un-noticed, well it wouldn't have done had Coach actually paid attention to the practise rather than having a heated debate with the Dean about something or other. After getting changed, I met Connie in the designated spot of the ponds in the local park. She was already there waiting, her feet dipped into the cool water. She looked even more gorgeous by the second.
"Hi". I sat down beside her, removing my trainers and doing the same.
"Hey". She replied turning to me. "So what did you wanna talk about"?
"You've been avoiding me". I told her matter-of-factly.
"I haven't. I think you'll find, you've been avoiding me". She argued.
"Ok, we've both been avoiding each other". I said. "I miss being able to just hang out with you".
"I know. You are the only sane person I have to talk to. Guy and Julie are off in planet of love, and the others, well enough said". She giggled.
"Look, what happened between us, shouldn't have. We'd both had a little too much to drink and things got out of hand. Let's just forget about it". I suggested. I was finding this excruciating, I didn't want to 'just forget', I wanted to remember every second. I wanted there to be an us, I wanted to be able to wake up next to her like I had a week ago, but she obviously didn't want the same, in which case her friendship was better than nothing.
CONNIE'S P.O.V
NO! I wanted more than just friendship. Ever since that morning, I hadn't been able to think about anything else other than him. Now I don't believe in any of that fate stuff, but I'm sure if I did, it was fate that me and Adam should be together. True I had avoided him over the past week, but I didn't know how to act around him anymore. I listened as the words exited his mouth, I wanted to say something, but didn't know what.
"Yeah, I agree, our friendship is too important to lose". I agreed with him. Stupid Connie, stupid, I thought.
"So can we please stop avoiding each other now"? He smiled his gorgeous, tantalizing, sexy smile.
"Definitely". I smiled in return. "So, what have you been doing over the past week"?
"Avoiding Charlie". He chuckled as I laid down on the grass bank.
"My, my, you have been a busy boy". I laughed.
We chatted for a while longer, it felt nice to be able to talk to him again after the long week of not talking. Since Guy, he had become a good friend, sure Guy was and always would be my best friend, but now he was dating Julie, there were just some things I couldn't talk to him about, whereas with Adam, I could. Eventually we headed back to my place where wonders upon wonders we found the others. We didn't need to come up with false excuses about where we had been as they had long since accepted that we were good friends.
As time passed, our one night fling was soon forgotten, well I say forgotten, I hadn't and probably never would. I longed to be with him, but he didn't feel the same. I worshipped the ground he walked on, he was like a prince Charming, always there ready to rescue you from situations you put yourself into.
Three weeks after, well you know, I was on another of Julie's blind dates, however unlike all the others, it was a double date with, you've guessed it – Adam and this blonde bimbo who was simply drooling all over him, much to my detest. My guy was ok, if you go for the studious, boring type. I spent my whole evening, trying to be pleasant, but I was finding it pretty hard. We had been sat in a hot stuffy restaurant, right next to the partition that separated the smokers and non smokers. Our food was placed in front of us, now normally I would have tucked in, but just looking at the food made me queasy. My date John and Adam's date Susie were chatting along like they were long lost friends, Adam however was looking intently at me. I gave him a weak smile and tried to dig into my food. After the first bite of chicken though, I found myself hurriedly excusing myself and dashing for the bathroom. When I emerged, Adam was stood leaning up against the wall, my jacket in his hand.
"John and Susie seemed to have hit it off, So I told them that I was going to take you home". He smiled at me as I took my jacket from him.
"Thanks". I managed to mutter feebly.
"You feeling ok"?
"Yeah, I think I just need some fresh air". I answered.
I managed to get all the way home without throwing up anymore, but after Adam had left me in the capable hands of Julie and Guy, I threw up some more before retiring to bed. Over the next week, I threw up some more, more so when Julie was cooking rich smelling foods. Convinced it was just a simple stomach bug, I dosed myself up on aspirin and tried flushing my body by drinking litres upon litres of water but soon got tired of drinking non stop. It wasn't until the end of the week, when Julie made a joke about me being pregnant that it got my mind ticking. When she had left for work, I dashed into my bedroom and went through my diary until I found the date when I was due to start my period. I was 2 weeks late. I was never late, I always seemed to run like clockwork.
"I'm not pregnant". I told myself, but I soon found myself walking down to the chemist to buy a home pregnancy test.
When I got home, I followed the directions and began impatiently waiting the few minutes for the result. Finally I looked at the little stick and it was...
Hahahaha you'll have to wait to find out won't ya!!!!! PLEASE R&R!!!!!