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GINA : Hey chick! Oh I keep on at them both, but you know what stars are like to work with. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
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KTBEANZ : Hey! Yeah it is a shame, but hey, that's life lol. You know even though they ain't gonna be together, it don't mean they ain't gonna be happy. It's almost like living a double life in a way lol. Right for my song – I KNEW WHEN I FIRST MET YOU, WELL I THOUGHT IT QUITE FUNNY, YOUR EYES WERE SO DAMN BLUE, YOUR SMILE WAS A JOKE, YOUR STYLE WAS MONEY, SO WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN, TO FIND SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU CRY INSIDE, SHES GOT THE PLAYERS ON HER TEAM, HOW COULD I SMILE WHEN ALL SHE DID WAS SAY 'HI' – So what does it all mean by Average Jo, Shane West is in that band, and God is he hot, I love him in 'a walk to remember', that film is ace and I highly recommend it if you haven't seen it lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
SHADOW EYES : Glad your enjoying it. Thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
DUCKS-GO-QUACK00 : Hey. I'm glad you've found your Pacey lol. Bet if anyone's reading this, they're so confused lol, not that they should be reading it, but you do get those really nosy people lol. Hope you find a Fulton real soon lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
KATE : Hey new reviewer. Hello there lol. I'm glad you like my stories lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
Chapter 11
ADAM'S P.O.V
Wow, was my life complicated or was my life complicated. First I get one of my bestest friends and the love of my life pregnant, then we decide to keep the baby and just when I think things are getting back on track, my baby's mother is going out on a date. I hated to admit it, but I was jealous, and annoyed with myself, it should be me, or so I thought. I left Connie, to finish getting ready alone, but mainly so that I didn't destroy her first night out in over a month. I could tell she was looking forward to it, as she had a huge smile plastered on her face, well that was until I walked in.
I headed to the dorms, hoping I could catch one of the guys. As luck would have it, I caught Fulton. We'd always gotten on pretty well, in fact he had been the 2nd person to accept me as a duck, the 1st being Charlie.
"Hey man, what's eating ya"? He asked.
"Huh"? I replied.
"Please tell me you haven't put your foot in it with Connie again"?
"What. No, she's out on a date". I answered sitting down on one of the beds, pretending to become instantly interested in what was on the TV.
"And your jealous because"...
"I'm not jealous". I answered.
"Yeah, right. So you've come round here to just watch TV". He replied. "Look, you don't fool me Banks, I've known for ages that you like Connie".
"I do not like Connie". I argued.
"So why you round here moping then"? He insisted.
"Ok, maybe I do like Connie". I admitted.
"No shit Sherlock".
"But nothing can happen".
"And why not? She's carrying your kid for Christ sake".
"What difference does that make? She obviously doesn't want to be with me, 'cause otherwise, why would she have gone out on a date"?
"Have you ever thought, she's only going out on a date, because, you went out on one the other night. She just wants to get her life back, she wasn't gonna wait for you, forever you know".
"What, she was waiting for me"?
"To say you're an A student, you can't see the obvious can ya". He chuckled.
"Well, if she likes me, then why didn't she tell me"? I was confused and a little embarrassed.
"Do I have to spell everything out for you". Fulton sighed. "Connie's pregnant right, she's got a lot more on her mind at the moment, and after seeing you go out on a date the other night, she probably doesn't want to risk the steady friendship or whatever you wanna call it, that you've got. Plus she probably hasn't realized you feel this way about her".
"Thanks Fulton". I got up, slapped his shoulder and dashed out of the room.
I wanted to find something that said 'I love you', I'm not sure that my actions were actually registering with my brain, but never the less I wandered around the town, looking for something to catch my eye. Well something, or rather someone, caught my eye. It was Connie's date, Gary Clow. I knew he didn't know me well enough to know that I knew Connie, but he knew I played hockey and we a had a few classes together, so I headed over to him.
"Hey Gary".
"Oh hey Banks". He greeted me.
"What you doing here"? I acted dumb.
"Just on my way home from a date". He replied.
"Bit early to end a date". I pretended to look at my watch.
"Yeah well, the chick I went out with, well she's up the duff". He began chuckling. "Some girls just can't say no, you know what I mean". He laughed a bit more, I pretended to join in, before suddenly stopping, then swinging a mean left hook at him. He fell to the floor and looked at me shocked.
"That 'chick' is my best friend. And if I EVER hear you talking like that about her again, you'll wished you'd never been born. Capesh". I walked away from him.
Upon hearing what he had said, my first instinct was to run around there to comfort her, but there was like a little voice in my head that told me not to. She probably wanted to be on her own anyway. The following morning, I wanted to go around, but I had to go into work, and I'd been skiving a lot lately, to sort everything out with Connie. I really needed this job, so I made the conscious decision to go over straight after work. I worked my fingers to the bone all morning, just trying to get Connie off my mind. As soon as I had finished work, I dashed straight round there, hoping that the others weren't there, so I could have the chance to talk to her alone. God must have really loved me that day, as when I arrived, there was no-one but me and Connie.
I knocked gently and walked in, to find her sat with her back toward me, leant over a table full of papers and a calculator. She was doing some sort of sums, and dabbing away at the keys on the calculator like a mad woman. Her whole posture got me worried from minute one, she looked tense and annoyed.
"Hey, what's up"? I asked sitting beside her.
"Nothing". She replied, not even looking at me.
"Doesn't look like anything to me". I smiled, my funniest looking smile, trying to get her to smile instead of that frown.
"Adam, have you come for a particular reason, or just to annoy me". She snapped suddenly. "I'm sorry, she said immediately.
"What's wrong Con's"? I asked once more.
"Nothing I can't sort out". She answered, a lot more calmly.
"Connie, don't shut me out". I pulled a few sheets of paper away from her, revealing bills.
"Ok, I'm just sorting through my finances". She replied.
"And"? I knew there was more to it.
"Well, now that Julie's gone, I have to pay more, I was just figuring out, how much more". She replied vaguely.
"Why didn't' you tell me you were struggling"?
"I'm not". She answered, taking all the sheets and putting them away, probably until I had gone. "Anyway, what are you doing here"?
"Just thought I'd pop in. Anyway, how did your date go last night"? I already knew it hadn't gone very well, but I didn't want her to know that.
"I've had better". Was her answer.
"Why"?
"Well, I kinda figured out that not all guys are going to be accepting of me being pregnant".
"Let me guess. You told him you were pregnant, he freaked out and the date ended there".
"My turn. Let me guess, you saw Gary"? She had seen through my whole act.
"Yeah, I saw him last night. He didn't know I knew you, and he started telling me about the date".
"You didn't tell him you were the father did you"?
"No". I answered simply.
"What did you do"? She asked suspiciously.
"What makes you think I did anything"? I asked innocently.
"I can tell by the look in your eye".
"Ok, my fist may have accidentally collided with his face".
"ADAM". She whined.
"What, I wasn't gonna let him get away with saying what he did". I immediately regretted my choice of words. Now she'd want to know what he said.
"You're gonna have to get used to it, there's gonna be talk Adam, we won't get away from it".
"I know, but he just got to me".
Our conversation ended there, I knew there was something else bothering her, but the more I questioned, the more she tried to hide it, so I decided to stay quiet for a while and hoped that she would come to me, and if not, Id' find out someway, what she was hiding. Well as it turns out, I wasn't going to have to wait too much longer, and it was something that was going to change both of our lives.
So what do you think? PLEASE R&R!!!!
GINA : Hey chick! Oh I keep on at them both, but you know what stars are like to work with. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
xXxSARAHxXx : Oh stop you're making me blush lol. Thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
KTBEANZ : Hey! Yeah it is a shame, but hey, that's life lol. You know even though they ain't gonna be together, it don't mean they ain't gonna be happy. It's almost like living a double life in a way lol. Right for my song – I KNEW WHEN I FIRST MET YOU, WELL I THOUGHT IT QUITE FUNNY, YOUR EYES WERE SO DAMN BLUE, YOUR SMILE WAS A JOKE, YOUR STYLE WAS MONEY, SO WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN, TO FIND SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU CRY INSIDE, SHES GOT THE PLAYERS ON HER TEAM, HOW COULD I SMILE WHEN ALL SHE DID WAS SAY 'HI' – So what does it all mean by Average Jo, Shane West is in that band, and God is he hot, I love him in 'a walk to remember', that film is ace and I highly recommend it if you haven't seen it lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
SHADOW EYES : Glad your enjoying it. Thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
DUCKS-GO-QUACK00 : Hey. I'm glad you've found your Pacey lol. Bet if anyone's reading this, they're so confused lol, not that they should be reading it, but you do get those really nosy people lol. Hope you find a Fulton real soon lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
KATE : Hey new reviewer. Hello there lol. I'm glad you like my stories lol. Anyways thanks for your support and review. CHEERS MI DEARS!!!!
Chapter 11
ADAM'S P.O.V
Wow, was my life complicated or was my life complicated. First I get one of my bestest friends and the love of my life pregnant, then we decide to keep the baby and just when I think things are getting back on track, my baby's mother is going out on a date. I hated to admit it, but I was jealous, and annoyed with myself, it should be me, or so I thought. I left Connie, to finish getting ready alone, but mainly so that I didn't destroy her first night out in over a month. I could tell she was looking forward to it, as she had a huge smile plastered on her face, well that was until I walked in.
I headed to the dorms, hoping I could catch one of the guys. As luck would have it, I caught Fulton. We'd always gotten on pretty well, in fact he had been the 2nd person to accept me as a duck, the 1st being Charlie.
"Hey man, what's eating ya"? He asked.
"Huh"? I replied.
"Please tell me you haven't put your foot in it with Connie again"?
"What. No, she's out on a date". I answered sitting down on one of the beds, pretending to become instantly interested in what was on the TV.
"And your jealous because"...
"I'm not jealous". I answered.
"Yeah, right. So you've come round here to just watch TV". He replied. "Look, you don't fool me Banks, I've known for ages that you like Connie".
"I do not like Connie". I argued.
"So why you round here moping then"? He insisted.
"Ok, maybe I do like Connie". I admitted.
"No shit Sherlock".
"But nothing can happen".
"And why not? She's carrying your kid for Christ sake".
"What difference does that make? She obviously doesn't want to be with me, 'cause otherwise, why would she have gone out on a date"?
"Have you ever thought, she's only going out on a date, because, you went out on one the other night. She just wants to get her life back, she wasn't gonna wait for you, forever you know".
"What, she was waiting for me"?
"To say you're an A student, you can't see the obvious can ya". He chuckled.
"Well, if she likes me, then why didn't she tell me"? I was confused and a little embarrassed.
"Do I have to spell everything out for you". Fulton sighed. "Connie's pregnant right, she's got a lot more on her mind at the moment, and after seeing you go out on a date the other night, she probably doesn't want to risk the steady friendship or whatever you wanna call it, that you've got. Plus she probably hasn't realized you feel this way about her".
"Thanks Fulton". I got up, slapped his shoulder and dashed out of the room.
I wanted to find something that said 'I love you', I'm not sure that my actions were actually registering with my brain, but never the less I wandered around the town, looking for something to catch my eye. Well something, or rather someone, caught my eye. It was Connie's date, Gary Clow. I knew he didn't know me well enough to know that I knew Connie, but he knew I played hockey and we a had a few classes together, so I headed over to him.
"Hey Gary".
"Oh hey Banks". He greeted me.
"What you doing here"? I acted dumb.
"Just on my way home from a date". He replied.
"Bit early to end a date". I pretended to look at my watch.
"Yeah well, the chick I went out with, well she's up the duff". He began chuckling. "Some girls just can't say no, you know what I mean". He laughed a bit more, I pretended to join in, before suddenly stopping, then swinging a mean left hook at him. He fell to the floor and looked at me shocked.
"That 'chick' is my best friend. And if I EVER hear you talking like that about her again, you'll wished you'd never been born. Capesh". I walked away from him.
Upon hearing what he had said, my first instinct was to run around there to comfort her, but there was like a little voice in my head that told me not to. She probably wanted to be on her own anyway. The following morning, I wanted to go around, but I had to go into work, and I'd been skiving a lot lately, to sort everything out with Connie. I really needed this job, so I made the conscious decision to go over straight after work. I worked my fingers to the bone all morning, just trying to get Connie off my mind. As soon as I had finished work, I dashed straight round there, hoping that the others weren't there, so I could have the chance to talk to her alone. God must have really loved me that day, as when I arrived, there was no-one but me and Connie.
I knocked gently and walked in, to find her sat with her back toward me, leant over a table full of papers and a calculator. She was doing some sort of sums, and dabbing away at the keys on the calculator like a mad woman. Her whole posture got me worried from minute one, she looked tense and annoyed.
"Hey, what's up"? I asked sitting beside her.
"Nothing". She replied, not even looking at me.
"Doesn't look like anything to me". I smiled, my funniest looking smile, trying to get her to smile instead of that frown.
"Adam, have you come for a particular reason, or just to annoy me". She snapped suddenly. "I'm sorry, she said immediately.
"What's wrong Con's"? I asked once more.
"Nothing I can't sort out". She answered, a lot more calmly.
"Connie, don't shut me out". I pulled a few sheets of paper away from her, revealing bills.
"Ok, I'm just sorting through my finances". She replied.
"And"? I knew there was more to it.
"Well, now that Julie's gone, I have to pay more, I was just figuring out, how much more". She replied vaguely.
"Why didn't' you tell me you were struggling"?
"I'm not". She answered, taking all the sheets and putting them away, probably until I had gone. "Anyway, what are you doing here"?
"Just thought I'd pop in. Anyway, how did your date go last night"? I already knew it hadn't gone very well, but I didn't want her to know that.
"I've had better". Was her answer.
"Why"?
"Well, I kinda figured out that not all guys are going to be accepting of me being pregnant".
"Let me guess. You told him you were pregnant, he freaked out and the date ended there".
"My turn. Let me guess, you saw Gary"? She had seen through my whole act.
"Yeah, I saw him last night. He didn't know I knew you, and he started telling me about the date".
"You didn't tell him you were the father did you"?
"No". I answered simply.
"What did you do"? She asked suspiciously.
"What makes you think I did anything"? I asked innocently.
"I can tell by the look in your eye".
"Ok, my fist may have accidentally collided with his face".
"ADAM". She whined.
"What, I wasn't gonna let him get away with saying what he did". I immediately regretted my choice of words. Now she'd want to know what he said.
"You're gonna have to get used to it, there's gonna be talk Adam, we won't get away from it".
"I know, but he just got to me".
Our conversation ended there, I knew there was something else bothering her, but the more I questioned, the more she tried to hide it, so I decided to stay quiet for a while and hoped that she would come to me, and if not, Id' find out someway, what she was hiding. Well as it turns out, I wasn't going to have to wait too much longer, and it was something that was going to change both of our lives.
So what do you think? PLEASE R&R!!!!