ยง Depths of the Mind

Albus Dumbledore

My office is a mess, and yet, my mind is too busy to take notice. Instead I reach for my hidden stash of Lemon Drops, safely tucked away from the findings of my successor. Absentmindedly I suck on the sweetly sour rock of sugar, allowing it to take my mind away from my problems, if only for a moment.

Alas, my troubles are too deep for even the sweets to help me. Instead I return to thinking about the problem. It was too soon, he should not have known yet, not until he finished Hogwarts and went on to further training. But now I will have to speed up the process, swiftly mold him before it is too late. If his rage were to extend beyond my office, I shudder to think what would happen.

He needed guidance, he needed training, but most of all, he needs to trust me. So that means I will need to get his trust back, after the ministry fiasco attaining that trust will prove difficult. If Voldemort had waited, maybe, another year, then I could deal with this, but my age seems to catching up with me, I am unable to wield the power I once could. Perhaps I should retire. I am certainly old enough, and the next in line is certainly able, but I can't do that. Not with the rising war, no, I must be at the reins of this war, no one else could possibly do the job. It is best I remain.

My hand is agitated; it appears that it's clawing at the empty space inside my candy stash. Oh well, looks like another trip into muggle London is in store for Albus Dumbledore.