Difficult to love you
Chapter 10
a/n: I'm sorry for the very long delay I just lazy and not getting a shit about all my stories. Now that I'm off for summer break I'll writing on all my stories again. Since you probably forgot it's from trowa's POV what I think runs though his head italic=thoughts Enjoy!
"Relena went into the bathroom to change while she was changing I quietly slipped away and went back to my room. I just lay there on my bed I couldn't believe it! There is now a change that she might feel the same way about me! I ……Can't face her now! My heart is pounding , my palms are sweaty, I can't breathe! every time I do my whole body no! My whole soul hurts as well! I was sure of it that she would rejected me laugh in my face and walk in the golden sunset with her beloved Heero. I was sure that her lovely ocean-blue eyes was cast on Heero and only Heero. I would be living in the shadow watching her from afar never able to touch her, knowing now I can blows my mind! I gasped loudly when I heard a knock on my door. "Trowa? Trowa are you there?" She spoke though the door. I automatically sat up. " Yes Relena, I'm here." I said " I was going to Inform you before you left that tonight there is a banquet the limo will arrive in a hour so I hope you'll be ready. I'll be waiting in the lobby for you bye." she finished and I heard her sandals click down the hallway. Good! I have an hour to recollect myself, I went into the bathroom and ran the facet water hot where I could see the stream coming off of it. I flicked back my hands a bit then I let the heat sink in, I splashed the hot water all over my face rubbed in hard until I felt my face burn. " Ok Trowa get a life! It only Relena Peacecraft!" I speak aloud to myself, "It only one girl only one girl…… "A girl that I love the minute I saw her, "Only one girl……… One girl that I can't live with out. "Only one girl……… Oh! Who am I kidding!" I finished talking to myself. I came out of the bathroom and looked at the clock I have 35 minutes to get ready well! I better get dress good thing I brought my tux with me.
Well the hour came and I getting off the elevator to the lobby to meet Relena. I began walking in the lobby at first I didn't see her I felt a mix of fear and relief, fear of where was she? And a relief of I didn't have to face her. Then I saw her she wore a sleeveless silk blue-violet dress with roll up sleeves to match, Her dress was so long that I couldn't see her feet what I like to say your typical "Princess dress." Her honey blonde hair up on a twisty bun with those chopsticks thingy in her hair of course! She looked absolutely gorgeous! I beginning to hate her! Not really hating her but…… she's driving me insane! I hid behind one of those pillars things for a minute before I came out. When I did she noticed me right away and smiled at me. Damn it! Why did she have to smile at me! She making it harder! "why Trowa! You look so handsome tonight! And for once I can see your whole face." She teased me. Oh yeah! I forget to say I slicked my hair back my bangs isn't hiding half of my face "Yes, and you look so lovely my dear!" I said kissing her hand God! I'm smooth! She smiled once more and blushed. Of course! I know how to win over the ladies! Ok! I'm done gloating about myself! We arm linked and went off into the limo. We sat there in silence drinking soda the type of soda the richies drink club soda. I'm trying sooo hard not to look at her which is it impossible because she look stunning in that dress it shows off all her best features. The dress makes her look so slender and tall no man could take her eyes off of her……… "Trowa! Trowa! Are you alright? Why are you staring at me?" Her voice snapped me back I can only picture the stupid look on my face with my green eyes staring at her widely. " No Relena I'm fine." I said, " Then why were you staring at me like that? Like you saw a ghost or something?" I blushed I don't know what to say I can't tell her I was staring at her because she is soo beautiful in that dress No! I can't tell her that! " I was… just thinking that's all." good lie. "About what?" She asked. God! What is it with women and detail? Think up a good lie! Oh I got it! " I was thinking about what you said earlier? About with Heero and you coming to see me at the circus and all." Well I was completely lying I was thinking about that too. " I hope I didn't scare you Trowa and about the kiss…… I really didn't know what came over me." She confessed. I grinned when she said "kiss " oh! Yes! I'll never forget that! " No you didn't scare me you just surprised me! I never thought you wanted to get to know me." I spoke quietly I feel rather embarrassed just now. " Why wouldn't I? You know because your so quiet and reserved it gives you a mysterious quality about you, which makes people want to get to know you because of that." It does!????!!!! Wow! I didn't know I was a interesting person! I thought I was boring and normal just now the feeling I had before, scared to face her because I could now touch her from afar doesn't seem so scary anymore. She made me feel alive like I'm worth something. " thank you Relena, That's the nicest thing anyone ever said about me." with that I touched her shoulder to show my thankfulness? She warmly at me which made my heart stopped. If there is a perfect moment to kiss her is now we both stared at each other fro awhile, both of are faces came closer and closer went…………………
a/n: hmmmm! I wonder what happens? I'll have the next chapter up soon!