**Hey hey hey.....I'm back!!!!!!! Did ya miss me? lol Thank you for your reviews as always:) So here's chapter 11, hope you like!!!***
Chapter 11:
Sunday at Backlash
Jennifer opened the door to the women's locker room and found Stacy going through her bag. She looked up when she heard the door and saw Jennifer standing there looking like something was bothering her, concerned, Stacy walked over to Jennifer and gave her a hug and led them over to the bench.
"Hey girl, what's up?", Stacy asked as the two sat down.
Jennifer searched through her purse and pulled out a letter and handed it to Stacy. "It's all here", was all Jennifer said before placing her head in her hands.
Stacy looked confused as she started to read the letter, when she was done she gasped loudly and looked over at Jennifer, who had tears in her eyes. "Oh my god Jennifer, This is-wow", Stacy said.
Jennifer nodded and placed the letter back into her purse, "I found it in my mother's journals Tuesday night", she said quietly.
Stacy looked on with sympathy and said, "So-what are you gonna do now?"
Jennifer shrugged her shoulders, "I don't know, this is all so surreal; I mean damn Stacy, this is my mother were talking about. She's the sweetest person in the world, she isn't capable of doing something like this, it's not-" Jennifer sighed and wiped the tears from her cheeks.
Stacy wrapped her arm around Jennifer's shoulder and said, " I'm sorry hun".
"You don't understand Stace-when my mom died-I died too. I didn't know how I was supposed to go on with life without her; she was always there for me being the best mother a daughter could ask for. Now its like-Was is all a lie? Did-did she even love me to begin with?", Jennifer said before breaking down into tears.
Stacy hugged Jennifer as she cried she felt so bad for Jennifer; no daughter should ever have to go through this. "I'm sure she loved you Jen-you were a part of her", Stacy said.
Jennifer sat up and wiped her tears, "Oh my god Stacy--what am I gonna tell Michael? What am I gonna tell my family?"
Stacy was lost for words, "I--I don't know Jen...you gotta tell them, they deserve to know".
Jennifer stood up and paced in front of Stacy, "I--I can't Stacy, they already went through enough, I can't".
Stacy stood up, "Jennifer--You have to tell your family-especially Michael-it was his brother".
"Exactly the reason why I can't tell him--He and my mom weren't exactly friendly to begin with". Jennifer said.
Stacy was about to speak when she noticed a piece of paper on the floor; she picked it up and discovered it was an envelope. She read the address and said, "Hey Jennifer--whose address is this?"
Jennifer walked over and took the paper from Stacy, she read the envelope and looked up at Stacy, "It's--his".
Stacy looked over Jennifer's shoulder and gasped, "Jennifer you can't--"
Jennifer interrupted, "I have to Stacy, I have to get answers and this is the only way how".
"No Jennifer--You don't know him, you can't go alone", Stacy tried to reason.
"Come with me then. On Tuesday", Jennifer said.
"Jen-this has nothing to do with me", Stacy said.
"Please Stacy, You're the only other person that knows", Jennifer pleaded.
Stacy sighed and gave in, "Okay fine, only because you're my friend". Jennifer smiled weakly and hugged Stacy "Thanks", she whispered.
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Jennifer closed the door behind her, she leaned against the wall and sighed deeply, she was so confused right now. She slid down to the floor and put her head in her hands and started to cry, she was so tried of all of it, the drama, stress--everything.
As she was setting on the floor, she felt someone setting down beside her and a hand pulling her hands away from her face. She looked up to see Randy with a concerned look on his face.
"Hey--what's wrong?" He asked gently.
Jennifer looked away and whispered, "Nothing--please just go away".
Randy pulled her into his arms and gently rocked her; "I'm not going anywhere Jennifer". He said.
Jennifer pulled away from Randy and looked at him, she knew that what he just said didn't just apply for this moment, "Randy--Why do you care so much? I'm like the most fucked up person in the world and I'm sure that there are millions of prettier girls that would kill to be with you".
Randy smiled gently and grabbed her hands, "Jennifer--you're not fucked up, second of all, those other girls don't mean anything to me, not as much as you". He wiped at her tears and rubbed her cheek with his hand. "Tell me what's wrong", he said.
Jennifer leaned into his hand and said, "I'm just tried that's all".
Randy frowned, he knew there was more to it but he decided to leave it at that, "If you ever need to talk to someone, I'll always be there for you".
Jennifer smiled as grabbed his hand and squeezed it gently, Randy smiled and leaned in and kissed her gently on the cheek, "He doesn't deserve you, ya know?" he whispered.
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During the P.P.V
Jennifer sat down in the lounge area with a few wrestlers; they were all gathered around the large TV that was showing the P.P.V. They were watching Randy's match which had started not long ago.
Half-way through the match, there was a loud "Holy shit" that you could hear from the crowd, the wrestlers watching were saying "Damn". Curious, Jennifer walked over to the TV and saw Randy lying on the mat covered in blood. Jennifer's eyes widened as she moved closer to the TV and watched closely as Randy was beaten senseless, she gasped as he later fell into the thumbtacks. Even though she knew it was only a match, she couldn't help the tears welling up in her eyes as she saw all the thumbtacks embedded into his back and arms.
A few moments later, Jennifer couldn't take it anymore; she quickly exited the room. When she was outside, she sighed deeply and continued to hear the crowd yell "Holy Shit"
Though it seemed like forever, Jennifer soon heard the bell ring-the match was over. Jennifer stood up and rushed over to meet Randy. A few minutes later, she saw a very bloody Randy slowly making his way backstage, with the help of the trainer. She tried to get over there but was pulled aside by Stephanie McMahon, "Wait until he gets tended to", she said gently.
Jennifer nodded and watched helplessly as Randy was led into the trainer's room to get cleaned up, she sighed and ran a hand through her hair. Stephanie smiled sympathicly and said, "He's a tough one, he'll be okay".
Stephanie walked off and Jennifer walked down the hall and leaned against the wall next to the trainer's room, she sighed impatiently, what was taking them so long?
A few minutes later, Paul walked out the room and noticed Jennifer against the wall, looking really worried. "He's all cleaned up if you wanna see him", Paul said.
Jennifer's eyes lit up and she walked to the door and peaked in, she saw Randy setting on the table getting the final touches done to his face. She opened the door wider and slipped in, Randy looked up and saw her enter, he smiled and said, "Hey".
Jennifer gasped as she saw his face, it looked horrible. Tears welled up in her eyes and she rushed over to him and hugged him gently, "God you scared me", she said.
Randy was taken back as he returned the hug, "It's okay, I'm good now", he said.
Jennifer pulled away and gently touched his face, he winced in pain and she ran her hand over his hair, "No, you're not okay", she said sadly.
Randy grabbed her hand and wiped the lone tear from her face, "Is the cold-hearted-I hate Randy-Orton Jennifer worried about ME?" He joked.
Jennifer smiled weakly, "I know--who would've thought?" She said.
Randy laughed and hopped off the table, still holding her hand; "I know a way you can make me feel better", he said as he wiggled his eyebrows.
Jennifer pulled her hand away and playfully slapped him, "Don't push it" she said sternly. Then she stopped him and touched his arm gently, "Promise me you won't scare me like that again?" She asked seriously.
Randy ran his hand down her face and said, "I'll try--only if you do a favor for me".
"Of course", Jennifer said.
"Go out to dinner with me--- just as friends of course, "He added the last part quickly.
"Sure, why not?" She said as he led her out the room.
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After Dinner later that night:
Jennifer and Randy were setting outside the hotel eating ice cream; they had just got back from dinner.
"So--what did you think about tonight?" Randy asked as he took a bite of his ice cream.
"It was fun actually-despite the fact we went to through a fast food joint for dinner", Jennifer laughed.
"Hey my body is broken right now, fast food is the best I can do", Randy laughed.
Jennifer smiled as she tried to get a bite of her ice cream but the it fell off the cone and slid down her face, she laughed as she grabbed Randy's jacket to wipe it off.
"No you don't!" Randy said as he grabbed his jacket away.
"Give me a napkin then", Jennifer said as she tried to get some of the ice cream off.
Randy smiled and leaned over and licked the remaining ice cream off her face. Jennifer screamed and pushed him off, "Damn it Randy!" She said as she laughed. "That was gross!"
Randy burst out laughing and gave her a napkin, "Sorry, couldn't resist" he said.
Jennifer laughed as she wiped off her face and threw away the last of the cone; she reached over and pushed Randy's ice cream into his face as he went to take a bite.
Randy yelled and dropped the ice cream onto the ground, "That's not fair I wanted that!" He said as he grabbed a napkin.
Jennifer laughed and watched as Randy wiped the ice cream off his face, "You missed a spot" she laughed as she grabbed the napkin from him and wiped the spot off.
Randy's smile fell as he noticed how close the two were; Jennifer stopped what she was doing and starred at him. "It's so hard", Randy whispered.
Jennifer breathed in, "What is?" She whispered back.
"Being so close to someone and knowing you can never have them", Randy softly replied as he stood up and walked away.
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**Soo how was it? I'm afraid it wasn't the best chapter but I got a little rusty being away lol...Make sure to review and let me know what you think!!!!**
Chapter 11:
Sunday at Backlash
Jennifer opened the door to the women's locker room and found Stacy going through her bag. She looked up when she heard the door and saw Jennifer standing there looking like something was bothering her, concerned, Stacy walked over to Jennifer and gave her a hug and led them over to the bench.
"Hey girl, what's up?", Stacy asked as the two sat down.
Jennifer searched through her purse and pulled out a letter and handed it to Stacy. "It's all here", was all Jennifer said before placing her head in her hands.
Stacy looked confused as she started to read the letter, when she was done she gasped loudly and looked over at Jennifer, who had tears in her eyes. "Oh my god Jennifer, This is-wow", Stacy said.
Jennifer nodded and placed the letter back into her purse, "I found it in my mother's journals Tuesday night", she said quietly.
Stacy looked on with sympathy and said, "So-what are you gonna do now?"
Jennifer shrugged her shoulders, "I don't know, this is all so surreal; I mean damn Stacy, this is my mother were talking about. She's the sweetest person in the world, she isn't capable of doing something like this, it's not-" Jennifer sighed and wiped the tears from her cheeks.
Stacy wrapped her arm around Jennifer's shoulder and said, " I'm sorry hun".
"You don't understand Stace-when my mom died-I died too. I didn't know how I was supposed to go on with life without her; she was always there for me being the best mother a daughter could ask for. Now its like-Was is all a lie? Did-did she even love me to begin with?", Jennifer said before breaking down into tears.
Stacy hugged Jennifer as she cried she felt so bad for Jennifer; no daughter should ever have to go through this. "I'm sure she loved you Jen-you were a part of her", Stacy said.
Jennifer sat up and wiped her tears, "Oh my god Stacy--what am I gonna tell Michael? What am I gonna tell my family?"
Stacy was lost for words, "I--I don't know Jen...you gotta tell them, they deserve to know".
Jennifer stood up and paced in front of Stacy, "I--I can't Stacy, they already went through enough, I can't".
Stacy stood up, "Jennifer--You have to tell your family-especially Michael-it was his brother".
"Exactly the reason why I can't tell him--He and my mom weren't exactly friendly to begin with". Jennifer said.
Stacy was about to speak when she noticed a piece of paper on the floor; she picked it up and discovered it was an envelope. She read the address and said, "Hey Jennifer--whose address is this?"
Jennifer walked over and took the paper from Stacy, she read the envelope and looked up at Stacy, "It's--his".
Stacy looked over Jennifer's shoulder and gasped, "Jennifer you can't--"
Jennifer interrupted, "I have to Stacy, I have to get answers and this is the only way how".
"No Jennifer--You don't know him, you can't go alone", Stacy tried to reason.
"Come with me then. On Tuesday", Jennifer said.
"Jen-this has nothing to do with me", Stacy said.
"Please Stacy, You're the only other person that knows", Jennifer pleaded.
Stacy sighed and gave in, "Okay fine, only because you're my friend". Jennifer smiled weakly and hugged Stacy "Thanks", she whispered.
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Jennifer closed the door behind her, she leaned against the wall and sighed deeply, she was so confused right now. She slid down to the floor and put her head in her hands and started to cry, she was so tried of all of it, the drama, stress--everything.
As she was setting on the floor, she felt someone setting down beside her and a hand pulling her hands away from her face. She looked up to see Randy with a concerned look on his face.
"Hey--what's wrong?" He asked gently.
Jennifer looked away and whispered, "Nothing--please just go away".
Randy pulled her into his arms and gently rocked her; "I'm not going anywhere Jennifer". He said.
Jennifer pulled away from Randy and looked at him, she knew that what he just said didn't just apply for this moment, "Randy--Why do you care so much? I'm like the most fucked up person in the world and I'm sure that there are millions of prettier girls that would kill to be with you".
Randy smiled gently and grabbed her hands, "Jennifer--you're not fucked up, second of all, those other girls don't mean anything to me, not as much as you". He wiped at her tears and rubbed her cheek with his hand. "Tell me what's wrong", he said.
Jennifer leaned into his hand and said, "I'm just tried that's all".
Randy frowned, he knew there was more to it but he decided to leave it at that, "If you ever need to talk to someone, I'll always be there for you".
Jennifer smiled as grabbed his hand and squeezed it gently, Randy smiled and leaned in and kissed her gently on the cheek, "He doesn't deserve you, ya know?" he whispered.
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During the P.P.V
Jennifer sat down in the lounge area with a few wrestlers; they were all gathered around the large TV that was showing the P.P.V. They were watching Randy's match which had started not long ago.
Half-way through the match, there was a loud "Holy shit" that you could hear from the crowd, the wrestlers watching were saying "Damn". Curious, Jennifer walked over to the TV and saw Randy lying on the mat covered in blood. Jennifer's eyes widened as she moved closer to the TV and watched closely as Randy was beaten senseless, she gasped as he later fell into the thumbtacks. Even though she knew it was only a match, she couldn't help the tears welling up in her eyes as she saw all the thumbtacks embedded into his back and arms.
A few moments later, Jennifer couldn't take it anymore; she quickly exited the room. When she was outside, she sighed deeply and continued to hear the crowd yell "Holy Shit"
Though it seemed like forever, Jennifer soon heard the bell ring-the match was over. Jennifer stood up and rushed over to meet Randy. A few minutes later, she saw a very bloody Randy slowly making his way backstage, with the help of the trainer. She tried to get over there but was pulled aside by Stephanie McMahon, "Wait until he gets tended to", she said gently.
Jennifer nodded and watched helplessly as Randy was led into the trainer's room to get cleaned up, she sighed and ran a hand through her hair. Stephanie smiled sympathicly and said, "He's a tough one, he'll be okay".
Stephanie walked off and Jennifer walked down the hall and leaned against the wall next to the trainer's room, she sighed impatiently, what was taking them so long?
A few minutes later, Paul walked out the room and noticed Jennifer against the wall, looking really worried. "He's all cleaned up if you wanna see him", Paul said.
Jennifer's eyes lit up and she walked to the door and peaked in, she saw Randy setting on the table getting the final touches done to his face. She opened the door wider and slipped in, Randy looked up and saw her enter, he smiled and said, "Hey".
Jennifer gasped as she saw his face, it looked horrible. Tears welled up in her eyes and she rushed over to him and hugged him gently, "God you scared me", she said.
Randy was taken back as he returned the hug, "It's okay, I'm good now", he said.
Jennifer pulled away and gently touched his face, he winced in pain and she ran her hand over his hair, "No, you're not okay", she said sadly.
Randy grabbed her hand and wiped the lone tear from her face, "Is the cold-hearted-I hate Randy-Orton Jennifer worried about ME?" He joked.
Jennifer smiled weakly, "I know--who would've thought?" She said.
Randy laughed and hopped off the table, still holding her hand; "I know a way you can make me feel better", he said as he wiggled his eyebrows.
Jennifer pulled her hand away and playfully slapped him, "Don't push it" she said sternly. Then she stopped him and touched his arm gently, "Promise me you won't scare me like that again?" She asked seriously.
Randy ran his hand down her face and said, "I'll try--only if you do a favor for me".
"Of course", Jennifer said.
"Go out to dinner with me--- just as friends of course, "He added the last part quickly.
"Sure, why not?" She said as he led her out the room.
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After Dinner later that night:
Jennifer and Randy were setting outside the hotel eating ice cream; they had just got back from dinner.
"So--what did you think about tonight?" Randy asked as he took a bite of his ice cream.
"It was fun actually-despite the fact we went to through a fast food joint for dinner", Jennifer laughed.
"Hey my body is broken right now, fast food is the best I can do", Randy laughed.
Jennifer smiled as she tried to get a bite of her ice cream but the it fell off the cone and slid down her face, she laughed as she grabbed Randy's jacket to wipe it off.
"No you don't!" Randy said as he grabbed his jacket away.
"Give me a napkin then", Jennifer said as she tried to get some of the ice cream off.
Randy smiled and leaned over and licked the remaining ice cream off her face. Jennifer screamed and pushed him off, "Damn it Randy!" She said as she laughed. "That was gross!"
Randy burst out laughing and gave her a napkin, "Sorry, couldn't resist" he said.
Jennifer laughed as she wiped off her face and threw away the last of the cone; she reached over and pushed Randy's ice cream into his face as he went to take a bite.
Randy yelled and dropped the ice cream onto the ground, "That's not fair I wanted that!" He said as he grabbed a napkin.
Jennifer laughed and watched as Randy wiped the ice cream off his face, "You missed a spot" she laughed as she grabbed the napkin from him and wiped the spot off.
Randy's smile fell as he noticed how close the two were; Jennifer stopped what she was doing and starred at him. "It's so hard", Randy whispered.
Jennifer breathed in, "What is?" She whispered back.
"Being so close to someone and knowing you can never have them", Randy softly replied as he stood up and walked away.
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**Soo how was it? I'm afraid it wasn't the best chapter but I got a little rusty being away lol...Make sure to review and let me know what you think!!!!**