I am back with good news, my friends. My friend (who's also my editor and my beta-reader and my most annoying acquaintance) finally returned my original chapters 6-8, so I'm going back and redoing them.

In the mean time, I hope to reward you  (and bribe you) for your patience with a sneak peek at the sequel for What I Was Born For. Take a look! And I hope you like it.

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Excerpt from:  CHAPTER ONE: His Memories and Her Ignorance

HE had missed her. Missed her so much that it had torn at his heart and soul for nearly two year.

Now, she was back. Had been back for nearly a month.

And was as ignorant as she had been when they had first met.

He made sure he was alone in the clearing before cursing and punching the nearest tree. It fell, causing him to utter a few more obscene words.

"Shuuichi-kun, are you alright?"

She was in a loose black cotton dress, barefoot, hair loose. She was, as usual in the past and the present, hauntingly beautiful.

"Yes."

"Your hand is bleeding," she pointed out.

He looked down and saw the truth of her statement. His right hand was bleeding heavily and had splinters in it. "I'll take care of it."

She sat on the felled tree and looked at him.

"You're sad. Why?"

He shook his head. He wasn't sad. He was annoyed and slightly angry. Koenma had told him that he was not to touch Mychela until she was ready to accept all of her responsibilities as Queen of Rolle Kingdom and as one of the Forbidden Lineage.

Or until she discovered all of this.

It was tearing at his control, which was highly unusual for him. Usually, he had 'enough damned patience to fuel the entire fucking planet and the three realms,' as Yuusuke had so… elegantly… put it once.

She shrugged.

"You shouldn't be out here barefoot, Mychela-chan."

She shook her head, laughing, as a wolf leaped directly at her.

Kurama prepared to summon Rose Whip, knowing she was about to be attacked. Before he could, though, the wolf gave greeting in the form of happy yipping and sniffing at her hand. She laughed again and said, "Good morning, Kepra."

She turned to Kurama.

"Sorry. I've always had this weird… ability, I guess… to call animals like wolfs and foxes to me. I'm never alone and it makes me happy. I apologize if Kepra scared you, Shuuichi-kun."

"It's alright, Mychela-chan."

She turned back to Kepra and scratched behind the wolf's ears.

-x-

They were sitting on the beach together, both in demon form, a very rare occurance. It was just after her appearance at the marriage ceremony for the other couples.

"Mychela… why, koishii?"

She sighed unhappily and looked away. He grabbed her chin and forced her to face him. "Because everything you've awakened in me, the emotions and the sensations, are things I never hoped to experience and, frankly, I'm scared shitless. I'm quickly becoming dependant on you. I swore so long ago, after everything that happened… Well, I swore to be independent. To never need anyone."

He knew she had been about to refer to Nathaniel, that evil bastard. She was still scared of him, for some odd reason. He didn't try to understand her fear. He only tried to relieve it.

"Why?"

"People don't stick. They deceive or they ignore the deceptions. I can't do that, Kurama." She toyed with one of his ears. It twitched and he gave a slight whimper.

She ignored it.

"I can't ask anyone to do that, either, Kurama. I don't want to do anything but be myself, and I think it is best if I did that away, far away, from you."

He grabbed her hand before she could scratch at his other ear.

"Mychela, I swore that I would never abandon you. Don't do this."

She stood.

"I'm sorry, koibito, but I must. If you truly love me, then tell me you hate me. Make me believe it." She sounded so desperate.

He shook his head and her shoulders fell. "I can't, Mychela. I can't lie like that."

She met his eyes. "I can't do it either. I can't stay, though, Kurama. I'll make us both terribly unhappy. I couldn't bear to have that on my soul. Good-bye, Kurama."

He watched, stunned and frozen, as she ran away.

I don't believe it.

-x-

He stopped reminiscing when the wolf darted off and Mychela scampered after it.

"Mychela!" he called.

He ran after them, hearing Mychela's breathless laughter and wondering what in the hell she was thinking, dashing through the forest barefoot.

She'd get hurt!

"C'mon, Shuuichi-kun!" she shouted, giggling.

He sighed and sped up.

…

Arelia smiled at Koenma as they watched the scene via his TV.

"This will be very entertaining."