Warning: This chapter contains cutting and swearing. So if your sensitive
to this stuff, STAY AWAY! Thank you!
I'm REALLY sorry about the long wait! I've been busy, I usually have stuff up WAY faster than I'm doing
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Blah blah blah.
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Chapter 2
Her arm throbbed, her mind raced, blood dripped slowly from her wrists.
"You're a useless little nothing with no future" her dad's voice rang in her head.
"You're life is shit. You can't go anywhere" another one of his comments played on repeat in her mind.
Her father wasn't present, but his comments were. She held the razor to her arm again. Tears welled in her eyes. She pushed the sharp object into her arm. A tear fell down her cheek. She pulled the razor across her arm quickly. A black tear fell down her face, makeup now running. The cut was at first white, but soon blood appeared. She didn't bother to wipe it away.
Hayden dropped the object to her feet and she fell onto her bed, or rather her mattress on the floor. She pulled her sleeves over her arms, red now seeping through the thin white material. She didn't care. She just wanted to be gone.
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She woke up the next morning to the bright light shining through the three windows which spanned her little corner. She had taken Dewey's bed and he was sleeping on the couch. It was a considerate gesture on his part. She heard laughing and talking coming from the kitchen. She threw the covers off of her. Still in her clothes from yesterday, her hair now in a messy pony tail, she untwisted her shirt and pulled down her jeans so they didn't look like floods as they did only moments before.
"GOOOOOOD morning sunshine!" Dewey said in a cheery voice.
"Morning" She mumbled as she dragged her feet. She saw the source of the voices. About 4 teens sitting around at the crappy table that Ned had had ever since he moved in. She recognized one as Freddy, but chose not to acknowledge him.
"Hay, this is Zack, Summer, Katie, and I hear you have met Freddy" Dewey said, trying to get his cousin to speak up.
She finally looked up, she realized that she didn't want to come off as a bitch to these people, as they may be the people that she would end up having to hang out with. "Hey" She said, a smile gracing her face, not genuine, but it was a smile all the same.
"Hey" They all greeted.
Freddy shook salt into Zack's soda while Zack was still turned around. He grabbed his drink and took a big sip. He flew out of his chair.
"THIS is FOUL" Zack exclaimed. Freddy started laughing. He found pleasure it others' downfalls.
"You GUYS! STOP fooling around. We have to organize our play list!" Summer exclaimed.
"Don't get your underwear in a bunch Sum. It's ok to laugh" Freddy said sarcastically.
"Shut up Freddy" She looked at him cynically.
"Well the little one woke up on the wrong side of the bed today" Freddy mumbled, leaning back in his chair. Summer just glared at him.
"Got tension?" Hayden commented as she hopped up on the counter.
"Obviously not enough" Summer shot a sarcastic smile at Freddy and then started talking to everyone about the play list, but ended up just talking to herself. Which then turned into writing the play list by herself because Freddy was making dirty jokes about strip clubs again. Summer finally decided to go home because "she could not work under these god given conditions". So it ended up being Zack, Freddy, Hayden, Katie and Dewey. The guitars and drums were broken out and the jamming began. Zack kept trying to give Hayden tips on how to make the sound clearer, a bell instead of a buzz. The funny thing is, when he'd demonstrate, it sounded like a million bees flying around Hayden's head. Hayden just went along with it, 'Smile and nod', she thought.
Freddy watched in amusement as Hayden shot Zack a sarcastic smile.
"Here, do you want me to help you?" Zack asked, referring to the chord which he just 'taught' her.
"No. I think I've got it. But thanks Zack" She smiled. She turned around and sat on the bench which was pushed up against a wall. Freddy shook his head. Zack took longing glances at Hayden. Freddy could see the need and want in his eyes. He laughed and rolled his eyes. 'That kid... is helpless.' He got up from his drum set and went and sat next to Hayden.
"How did you like your little lesson?" Freddy asked, as he sniffed and put on an angelic look.
"Shut it Freddy" She said, a hint of laughter in her voice.
"You know. The whole guitarist thing has always been a turn on" He smirked.
"Good to know that Zack turns you on" Hayden said, not looking up from her guitar.
"I didn't- Wha- God, your such a girl" He struggled with the given situation.
"Thanks Captain Obvious" She said sarcastically.
"Yep, CAPTAIN. I'm so strong, and buff, and heroic." He said, a look of determination in his eyes as he flexed his arms.
"Oh yes. Your muscles are AMAZING. If I was a six year old boy, I could probably take you." She commented.
"Ya and I'd kick your ass missy" A satisfied smirk set on his face, Freddy walked back to his drum set. Hayden just laughed and shook her head. She lifted her head to see what everyone else was doing. She found Freddy twirling his drum sticks around, Zack practicing chords, Dewey sleeping, and Katie glaring at her. Hayden smiled at her, but Katie just looked back down at her bass.
'What was that all about?' Hayden thought to herself, but she brushed it off.
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Thank you SO much for the reviews. I read and saw all four of them and I appreciate it so so so so so much! It means the world, it really does. I hope this chapter works out for you guys and I promise I'll get stuff up faster than this. But I have to go to school so I can't do personal thanks right now. Thanks again!
I'm REALLY sorry about the long wait! I've been busy, I usually have stuff up WAY faster than I'm doing
Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Blah blah blah.
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Chapter 2
Her arm throbbed, her mind raced, blood dripped slowly from her wrists.
"You're a useless little nothing with no future" her dad's voice rang in her head.
"You're life is shit. You can't go anywhere" another one of his comments played on repeat in her mind.
Her father wasn't present, but his comments were. She held the razor to her arm again. Tears welled in her eyes. She pushed the sharp object into her arm. A tear fell down her cheek. She pulled the razor across her arm quickly. A black tear fell down her face, makeup now running. The cut was at first white, but soon blood appeared. She didn't bother to wipe it away.
Hayden dropped the object to her feet and she fell onto her bed, or rather her mattress on the floor. She pulled her sleeves over her arms, red now seeping through the thin white material. She didn't care. She just wanted to be gone.
~*~*~
She woke up the next morning to the bright light shining through the three windows which spanned her little corner. She had taken Dewey's bed and he was sleeping on the couch. It was a considerate gesture on his part. She heard laughing and talking coming from the kitchen. She threw the covers off of her. Still in her clothes from yesterday, her hair now in a messy pony tail, she untwisted her shirt and pulled down her jeans so they didn't look like floods as they did only moments before.
"GOOOOOOD morning sunshine!" Dewey said in a cheery voice.
"Morning" She mumbled as she dragged her feet. She saw the source of the voices. About 4 teens sitting around at the crappy table that Ned had had ever since he moved in. She recognized one as Freddy, but chose not to acknowledge him.
"Hay, this is Zack, Summer, Katie, and I hear you have met Freddy" Dewey said, trying to get his cousin to speak up.
She finally looked up, she realized that she didn't want to come off as a bitch to these people, as they may be the people that she would end up having to hang out with. "Hey" She said, a smile gracing her face, not genuine, but it was a smile all the same.
"Hey" They all greeted.
Freddy shook salt into Zack's soda while Zack was still turned around. He grabbed his drink and took a big sip. He flew out of his chair.
"THIS is FOUL" Zack exclaimed. Freddy started laughing. He found pleasure it others' downfalls.
"You GUYS! STOP fooling around. We have to organize our play list!" Summer exclaimed.
"Don't get your underwear in a bunch Sum. It's ok to laugh" Freddy said sarcastically.
"Shut up Freddy" She looked at him cynically.
"Well the little one woke up on the wrong side of the bed today" Freddy mumbled, leaning back in his chair. Summer just glared at him.
"Got tension?" Hayden commented as she hopped up on the counter.
"Obviously not enough" Summer shot a sarcastic smile at Freddy and then started talking to everyone about the play list, but ended up just talking to herself. Which then turned into writing the play list by herself because Freddy was making dirty jokes about strip clubs again. Summer finally decided to go home because "she could not work under these god given conditions". So it ended up being Zack, Freddy, Hayden, Katie and Dewey. The guitars and drums were broken out and the jamming began. Zack kept trying to give Hayden tips on how to make the sound clearer, a bell instead of a buzz. The funny thing is, when he'd demonstrate, it sounded like a million bees flying around Hayden's head. Hayden just went along with it, 'Smile and nod', she thought.
Freddy watched in amusement as Hayden shot Zack a sarcastic smile.
"Here, do you want me to help you?" Zack asked, referring to the chord which he just 'taught' her.
"No. I think I've got it. But thanks Zack" She smiled. She turned around and sat on the bench which was pushed up against a wall. Freddy shook his head. Zack took longing glances at Hayden. Freddy could see the need and want in his eyes. He laughed and rolled his eyes. 'That kid... is helpless.' He got up from his drum set and went and sat next to Hayden.
"How did you like your little lesson?" Freddy asked, as he sniffed and put on an angelic look.
"Shut it Freddy" She said, a hint of laughter in her voice.
"You know. The whole guitarist thing has always been a turn on" He smirked.
"Good to know that Zack turns you on" Hayden said, not looking up from her guitar.
"I didn't- Wha- God, your such a girl" He struggled with the given situation.
"Thanks Captain Obvious" She said sarcastically.
"Yep, CAPTAIN. I'm so strong, and buff, and heroic." He said, a look of determination in his eyes as he flexed his arms.
"Oh yes. Your muscles are AMAZING. If I was a six year old boy, I could probably take you." She commented.
"Ya and I'd kick your ass missy" A satisfied smirk set on his face, Freddy walked back to his drum set. Hayden just laughed and shook her head. She lifted her head to see what everyone else was doing. She found Freddy twirling his drum sticks around, Zack practicing chords, Dewey sleeping, and Katie glaring at her. Hayden smiled at her, but Katie just looked back down at her bass.
'What was that all about?' Hayden thought to herself, but she brushed it off.
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Thank you SO much for the reviews. I read and saw all four of them and I appreciate it so so so so so much! It means the world, it really does. I hope this chapter works out for you guys and I promise I'll get stuff up faster than this. But I have to go to school so I can't do personal thanks right now. Thanks again!