Sinful Addiction
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Warning: Shounen-ai/Yaoi. Incest. Don't like, don't read. You've been warned, so don't flame me about that.
Note: Yeah! This story is coming near an end. And now we have a sweet chapter before the story turns serious again. XD Guess who's back!
Chapter VII: Tomorrow
Silence. It was too silent. There was no sound but everyone's light breathing. Chouji had left to find something to eat. Shikamaru decided that it was boring, so he just followed Chouji to the coffee longue while Ino sat silently, Sakura sleeping with her head rest on her laps.
What's happening in there?
The sound of the door being opened caught Naruto's attention. He looked up and saw Kakashi coming out of the ward. He had an unreadable expression on his masked face. "Kakashi-sensei?" He voiced out softly but got no answer. He scowled, standing up.
"What the hell do you think letting that bastard see Sasuke!? You know it's his fault that Sasuke's now like this, don't you!? Don't you!?" He said harshly. The harshness filled in his voice almost made Ino jump.
"..."
"Kakashi-sensei!" Naruto shout at the top of his voice, not caring if this was the hospital or not. He was furious and his scowl deepened. Still, he got nothing from the silver-grey haired jounin. Naruto bit his lips in anger and stomp past Kakashi toward the door the jounin had just came out. He gazed heatly at his sensei before he flung the door open. The bastard has to pay... Yet sky-blue eyes widened at the scence he saw...
Itachi had his arms wrapped around Sasuke, who seemed to be crying. Yet despite the tears that didn't stop falling down his face, the raven haired-boy seemed contented in that embrace and didn't try to pull away. He just closed those vacant obsidian eyes and leaned into the warmth.
Naruto stared at the scence in its stillness for a long moment but neither of the Uchiha seemed to move. His eyes softened and his posture relaxed. He didn't quite understand all of it but... It feels so sad. He hung his head low as he closed the door carefully, trying to make the tiniest of sound, for he didn't want to break the unmoving moment.
I don't know what's between the two of you. Maybe you're right, Sasuke that I don't understand anything. But from what I saw with both of these eyes, I think...
"You can't understand all of it. Sometimes it's like walking in the sunshine but sometimes it's like you're wet it's raining. It could make you smile and it could make you cry at the same time. That, Naruto, is what we called love." Kakashi said, meeting his gaze squarely. Emotions filled his voice. A sad smile could be seen even behind that face cover of his.
...I know.
"But this is too cruel."
Kakashi shook his head. "No one can really judge whether this is cruel or not. Maybe this is better for both of them."
"Yeah..." Naruto said vaguely, sighing. Kakashi ruffled his hair.
"Come, Naruto. Let me treat you some ramen." Kakashi said, a small smile gracing his lips. "At Ichiraku."
"You sounds a lot like Iruka-sensei, you know?" Naruto said, brightened up as he hopped after the silver-grey haired jounin to the said shop.
Kakashi turned, taking one last glance at the direction he had come from.
Sasuke, I hope you finally find your happiness. The bliss that is ignorant...
And shoving his hands in his pocket, the masked jounin walked away.
~*~*~
Sasuke's eyelids flew open when he felt the embrace around him loosen. He felt empty. He gazed at the stranger before him with black, obsidian eyes and was returned with blood red. Regularly, those eyes must look scary for someone who had seen it for the first time but strange, for him, he thought it was the most beautiful orbs that fascinated him with a hypnotizing charm. Those eyes...they were so familiar that he doubted this was really his first time seeing them.
"I'm sorry, love. Sorry for everything."
Did he call me 'love'?
As he replayed the word over and over in his mind, he found that more of the tears came out. And he tried and tried to remember what he had forgotten... He failed.
Itachi's long, slender fingers wiped the tears away as he leaned in and pressed their lips together, giving his brother a lingering kiss. Soft and gentle like a caress yet alive enough to starting a smoldering fire. The younger one let out a soft moan as the kiss deepened, grewing more passionate as he parted his lips, allowing Itachi's tongue to slip inside his intoxicating mouth. Tongues danced and entwined together, trying to feel every bit of contact.
Ding. Dong.
The doorbell rang and Sasuke whimpered at the loss of that sweet contact as a nurse came in with a tray of food. The nurse looked hesitantly at Itachi, then at Sasuke. "Uhh...."
"Leave it here. I can take care of that." said the older Uchiha. The nurse nodded mutely as she complied and left the room.
Itachi looked at his brother, who was now blinking and picked up the tray, holding the spoonful of food in front of his little brother's lips. The boy gave him a look before he took the food into his mouth. Itachi continued to feed his little brother in silence until the fourth spoon came and Sasuke denied to eat. "I want you to feed me." said the boy, his voice a bit childish.
"That's exactly what I'm doing." said Itachi, again holding the spoon in front of the protesting boy's pink lips.
"Not with the spoon." said the boy, meeting him straight in the eyes. A small smile danced across his lips.
Itachi smiled. A true smile that could be seen clearly. And he gave the boy what he just wanted.
After giving Sasuke his sixth feeding, Itachi trailed his tongue down the boy's white throat., nibbling softly. Sasuke's taste was like drug that once you had a taste you couldn't stop having it. He wanted more but he wasn't going to make any more move if the boy objected. He cared for him so much that he had to control himself. Yet the boy hooked his slender arms around his neck, urging him to go further.
"I want more." The boy demanded. And Itachi didn't wait. He bit down on the boy's delicious throat. Hard enough to leave a bite mark. To make sure that the boy was his. And his alone.
Sasuke moaned softly as Itachi's tongue continued to work skillfully down to his shoulder and strong hands began to undress him slowly, exposing the flawless flesh bit by bit. The moan got louder as Itachi's hand touch his sensitive spot and he arched back, yearning for more.
I want to feel more of your touch. It makes me feel whole and complete. I yearn for more of your kiss. Why do I feel that I miss those lips of yours every once we parted?
Sinful Addiction.
That was what described the two Uchiha's feeling, for they both wanted nothing but to feel more of each other's touch. Sasuke entangled his fingers in Itachi's soft hair as the dark hole in his heart was being filled once again to completion.
I don't remember who you are. But this feeling I have now makes me believe that this is right. And I'll never regret it... Never.
"Make me yours."
~*~*~ (A/N: Hey, don't fret. I've to keep this fic PG-13.)
I can feel it. Those glowing eyes that do not stop looking for me. How hard I try to escape, hiding in the darkest corner that no one seems to noticed, they'll eventually find me-- like a predator, hunting for its prey and preparing to finish its kill.
"Sasuke."
Who are you? Why're you chasing me?
"Sasuke."
Stop! I want no more of this! I don't want to see...blood. Scream. No! Stop!
"Sasuke!"
The younger Uchiha snapped back to reality, opening both eyes that turned visibly red like Itachi's--the shade of Sharingan. Yet before Itachi could make a comment about it, those eyes darkened and returned to their natural color. The Uchiha prodigy frowned slightly as he looked at the boy in his arms. "You were shivering." He stated.
"I...have a nightmare. A terrible one. There was blood all over. People ran and screamed..." The boy said, chills ran down his spine at the horrible images. "...Then I saw a woman. She had black hair and eyes...I think she said something but...I couldn't hear her and then...then she was stabbed through the back with a katana...and...and..."
"Enough, Sasuke. Don't say anything anymore. Don't think about it. It was just a nightmare." The older one soothed yet he knew it clearly in his mind what Sasuke was talking about. He pushed the thought aside, for he didn't want to think about it now that they were together. Yet in the back of his mind, there was something that kept bothering him.
You said that you regret nothing but if you remember everything, will you regret this, Sasuke?
The younger boy snuggled closer to him, his fingers fondling with his long hair that was now damp with sweat.
"He loves you. In a way a brother shouldn't feel for his own brother. The same pain you hold."
"Itachi." The boy whispered, trying the sound of his lover's name.
Will you regret this?
"Itachi." The boy called again, this time a bit louder, cutting the Uchiha prodiy off his train of thought. "Yes, love?"
"Tomorrow, Sasuke. I don't have time to play with you today." The older boy said, poking the little boy on the forehead with two fingers.
"What'll become of tomorrow if tomorrow is today?"
Tomorrow...
Blood red eyes widened at the unexpected question. Does he remember?
"It's just a stupid question that occured to me. You don't have to answer." Sasuke said as he noticed the change in his lover's expression.
Itachi cupped the boy's face with both hands, giving him a light kiss on the forehead before brushing down and kiss him tenderly on the lips. "Then everyday is tomorrow." he said softly before he covered their naked body with white sheet. Raven hair mingled together, black in contrast of pure white. For it was black that was the color of wrongness. The symbol of sin. Yet the whiteness there showed that even though it was a sinful love, the love was true. The symbol of purity.
They slept soundlessly in each other's arms, looking so beautiful like a picture. The picture of two fallen angels that built their own sanctuary of forbidden sins where no one could convict the wrong on them. Not even god that they defied and...never regret it.
The figure hidden in the shadow smiled as he watched the two Uchiha sleep so peacefully before he closed the door behind them.
Everyday is tomorrow.
TBC
This chapter is a little too short but I updated quick, didn't I? I hope you like it. You know I try so hard to keep this fic PG-13. Pervert thought keeps invading my mind. XD
Anyway, review please. I need it. Love all of you!
