Authors Note: oh my gosh, I haven't updated in so long, it's not even funny! This chapter is super short but I promise more immediately. I know you hate me for not updating!!!! Sorry...

The next morning kagome woke with a start; she had heard a huge wave of thunder strike the air. She sighed and threw up her covers. Kagome slipped on a pair of slippers and walked to the window. It was locked tight and sealed shut. The room was freezing, kagome fought to make herself quit shivering. All I could think about was inuyasha. Its been two weeks, three days long Imp all alone since you've been gone I can't keep myself from asking why I just wanna see my reflection in your eyes just know that Im with you and what you feel Im feeling too yeah

Im feeling lately Im going crazy wondering how I go on with out you I keep on trying slowly dying thinking about how I need you here with me

I wear your shirt the same top you reminds of the night that we became two there's nothin' else that feels the same every day there's sun it feels just like rain

just know that Im with you and what you feel im feeling too

Im feeling lately Im going crazy wondering how I go on with out you I keep on trying slowly dying thinkin' of how I need you here with me

If you think its easy for me well your wrong sometimes Im waking maybe you'll know Im not that strong after all your in new York and Im in L.A There's so much to tell you words I need to say but your phone keeps ringing on ringing on

Im feeling lately Im going crazy wondering how I go on with out you I keep on trying slowly dying thinkin' of how I need you here with me Im feeling lately Im going crazy wondering how I go on with out you how will I go on with you its been two weeks, three days long Im all alone wince you been gone.

Kagome soon found tears in her eyes. Quickly whipping them away, she got up and got dressed. -kagome pov- I walked down stairs, everything was dark and the lighting was illuminating the house as it struck. I heard movement in the hallway and a couple people talking. One was naraku, and the other was....Seshoumaru? I pushed open the door where I heard them talking. They stopped talking as I entered, "kagome what the hell are you doing?" growled naraku. I didn't say anything. I felt too empty to reply. I was drained of all happiness. That's what naraku had wanted all along, the more drained I was the better my miko powers would preform. "What are you doing here?" I said to sesshoumaru. "Business, not that it concerns you." Naraku said cutting in. "I bet it does have something to do with me." I said angerly. "Yes, actually it does, so why don't you take a seat." he said. I was angry, but I obeyed. "All I want is Inuyasha and shippou back. Just to be happy." I said. "No. I don't want any kind of relationship between you and anyone else." naraku said. "So you want me to be empty." I said. No one said anything.

"Its true though." I said coldly. "The only way for my powers to become complete is for me to be alone. And unhappy." I said. "If that's what it takes." naraku said coldly, his lip curling. "I wont let you win." I said standing up. "I always win kagome." he said. "There's a first time for everything." I said walking out. * * * 'This isn't fair! Naraku can't do this to me!' I thought angerly. Naraku and sesshoumaru opened the door I just came out of and followed me. "What?" I said angerly. "Why can't I be happy?" I said. "If I were to be with Inuyasha and shippou, I would train really hard and obey you, and..."I said. "And what?" naraku said coldly. "Be happy." I said looking up at him my eyes filled with tears.

"You are going to train and obey me anyway, so what would I gain from it? A pregnant miko. Not what I want," naraku said, "at the moment." he added. "That wouldn't happen, I promise!" I begged. "No." he said curtly. "You will have your lessons here, lord sesshoumaru has kindly offered to train you here." naraku said.

"The better you behave, I might just let that kit come back." he said. "But what about Inuyasha?" I said. "You will not have any trouble from him again naraku." sesshoumaru said. "good. Now if you will excuse us Sesshoumaru, kagome and I have business to attend to. " naraku said. "Business?"I said. "Of course. " sesshoumaru said leaving. "Our deal kagome." he said. "Oh." I said. * * *

I was sitting in Naraku's room waiting. I didn't know what I was waiting for, but just that I was. He suddenly walked in. I tried avoiding his eyes. The eyes that tortured my very life for 16 years. "You have stayed, pure, fresh and innocent so long." he said walking up to me. I backed up against the head board. He grabbed my wrist and examined it. "So soft, and delicate." his eyes hooked onto myne. His filled with anger and jealousy. "What...Did I ever do to you?" I cried! His eyes flashed red, he was drawing closer and closer.

I knew what he was about to do, and I wouldn't allow it. I slapped him. He caught my hand, as in was millimeters away from his cheek. He laughed, and then forced my into a rough kiss, as he slammed me against the headboard, he forced my wrists against the wall as I let out a desperate cry of pain. "no..." I said weakly.

Authors Note: Well that's it For TODAY, I promise to have more tomorrow. Thanks!!!!! Love you all!!! *huggles* melly