A/N:Lets pretend that Connor still decided to go and follow his soccer career instead of chosing to be a ranger.
Connor/Kira Fic
The sun was shining bright as Kira took a walk down towards Cyberspace. She sighed as she opened the door and entered the live and busy building, making her way a past a few laughing kids. She took a seat and sighed as she watched Hayley work behind the counter. Connor Mcknight was leaving to follow his soccer dream in and she felt a little upset about it. She couldn't figure out why she was feeling this, why she even cared. Her mind wondered into thoughts and possiblities of how to make him stay. She had always liked him since the day she first met him, but his ego and lack of intellegents always iriated her and they end up arguing instead, but in reality, she enyoyed that kind of thing. Knowing that she can yell at him, smack him and still know that they will be friends. She stuck her elbow on the table and leaned on her hand, sighing deeply. She looked over and saw Connor coming inside.
"Connor.." She yelled out as she got up. She strode past a few people towards the door. He forced a smile as he waved to her.
"Hey, I came to say goodbye." He told her. Her smile disolved into a frown as she stared into his eyes.
She sighed, "Do you really know what your doing?"
He nodded, "I'm pretty sure."
Kira looked around, she bite her lips, "Okay...but its going to be tough out there. No ones going to save your butt if you get in trouble."
Connor rolled his eyes, "Look, if your going to insult me, wait till I leave." He shot back.
"Insult you? You do that yourself." She smirked.
He shook his head in dismay and turned around towards the door. She took a step forward and sighed. Feeling a bit nervous. She badly wanted to tell him how she felt. That she wanted him to stay, be a ranger. Be with her. The noise around her seam to be drowning out her thoughts. She couldn't really think clearly.
"Wait Connor." She finally spoke up.
Connor turned around and looked at her. He slowly let the door closed behind him as he leaned against it. Brushing his hand through his hair, he wanted patiently curious of what Kira had to say. She bit her lips, feeling even more nervous then before. As if a thousand people were watching her perform. No, it didn't feel like a thousand people, it felt like a million.
She looked down and then back up at him, "Connor.. I don't want you to go.." She mumbled.
Connor let the words travel to his brain before he reacted, he was a bit astouned of what he was hearing.
"You're joking right?" He asked.
She shook her head and tried to rethink of a better way to express her self, "Please don't Connor. I know I can be such a jerk. I-I just." She started to fumble with the words.
Connor cracked a smile, "Aw, your so cute when you can't find the right words." He joked.
Kira playfully smacked him in the arm, "Not funny." She said.
Connor laughed a bit before going into serious mode, "You know I can't stay though." He told her.
Her heart sank, as she held tried to hold back her tears, "Oh..." Was all she could mustered.
She didn't understand why he was still going after she admitted her feelings. Does he not feel the same way? She took a step forward and grabbed his hands, looking down at them and then looking into his eyes.
"Please?" She asked innoccently, "I know you feel the same way." She added.
Connor's eyes sadden with pain as he looked away, "Well of course I do, but this is my only oprutunity to do this. This whole soccer thing."
She let go of his hand and turned around, "I know I can be a jerk Connor. You don't have to lie." She said a bit angrily.
"Kira.." He whispered.
Her her heart snapped in two, "I stick my neck out for you. I'm such a fool. This isn't fair."
"Nothing is ever fair!" Connor stammered, "You can't do this to me!?"
Kira turned around and gasped, "You act as if I'm forcing you to like me!?"
His jaw dropped, he was speechless, "That's exactly what your making me do!? Don't you understand!? I worked hard to get where I am! I can't stop now!"
"Oh!? Fine then! LEAVE!" She snapped back, "Don't bother writing."
He sighed, "You don't get it Kira.. This is hard for me too. I didn't think I would like a girl like you. You blew me out of the water.. I- I can't find the right words whenever I talk to you..this is hard for me too.."
She turned away and ignored him. She tried so hard to keep the tears inside. The anger. Her pain.
Connor walked behind her and put his arms around her and pulling her close, "Please don't make me choose like this Kira. I'm sorry." He whispered.
Kira stared out into the distant as she felt his arms tighten into a hug. Small droplet of tears began to stream down her face. She didn't know what to do anymore. She felt so weird, having these feelings for someone she thought she would hate for the rest of her life. Connor pulled his hand away and turned around and exited out the door. Kira stood there standing, out into the distants. Not realizing that he left. She suddenly snapped back into reality and turned around to see him gone. She burst through the doors and outside to see him drive away. She crossed her arms as she walked into the middle of the street to see him drive farther into the distant. A few tears dropped from her face and into the wind, glistening in the sun.
"Goodbye Connor." She whispered.
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The End. R&R
Connor/Kira Fic
The sun was shining bright as Kira took a walk down towards Cyberspace. She sighed as she opened the door and entered the live and busy building, making her way a past a few laughing kids. She took a seat and sighed as she watched Hayley work behind the counter. Connor Mcknight was leaving to follow his soccer dream in and she felt a little upset about it. She couldn't figure out why she was feeling this, why she even cared. Her mind wondered into thoughts and possiblities of how to make him stay. She had always liked him since the day she first met him, but his ego and lack of intellegents always iriated her and they end up arguing instead, but in reality, she enyoyed that kind of thing. Knowing that she can yell at him, smack him and still know that they will be friends. She stuck her elbow on the table and leaned on her hand, sighing deeply. She looked over and saw Connor coming inside.
"Connor.." She yelled out as she got up. She strode past a few people towards the door. He forced a smile as he waved to her.
"Hey, I came to say goodbye." He told her. Her smile disolved into a frown as she stared into his eyes.
She sighed, "Do you really know what your doing?"
He nodded, "I'm pretty sure."
Kira looked around, she bite her lips, "Okay...but its going to be tough out there. No ones going to save your butt if you get in trouble."
Connor rolled his eyes, "Look, if your going to insult me, wait till I leave." He shot back.
"Insult you? You do that yourself." She smirked.
He shook his head in dismay and turned around towards the door. She took a step forward and sighed. Feeling a bit nervous. She badly wanted to tell him how she felt. That she wanted him to stay, be a ranger. Be with her. The noise around her seam to be drowning out her thoughts. She couldn't really think clearly.
"Wait Connor." She finally spoke up.
Connor turned around and looked at her. He slowly let the door closed behind him as he leaned against it. Brushing his hand through his hair, he wanted patiently curious of what Kira had to say. She bit her lips, feeling even more nervous then before. As if a thousand people were watching her perform. No, it didn't feel like a thousand people, it felt like a million.
She looked down and then back up at him, "Connor.. I don't want you to go.." She mumbled.
Connor let the words travel to his brain before he reacted, he was a bit astouned of what he was hearing.
"You're joking right?" He asked.
She shook her head and tried to rethink of a better way to express her self, "Please don't Connor. I know I can be such a jerk. I-I just." She started to fumble with the words.
Connor cracked a smile, "Aw, your so cute when you can't find the right words." He joked.
Kira playfully smacked him in the arm, "Not funny." She said.
Connor laughed a bit before going into serious mode, "You know I can't stay though." He told her.
Her heart sank, as she held tried to hold back her tears, "Oh..." Was all she could mustered.
She didn't understand why he was still going after she admitted her feelings. Does he not feel the same way? She took a step forward and grabbed his hands, looking down at them and then looking into his eyes.
"Please?" She asked innoccently, "I know you feel the same way." She added.
Connor's eyes sadden with pain as he looked away, "Well of course I do, but this is my only oprutunity to do this. This whole soccer thing."
She let go of his hand and turned around, "I know I can be a jerk Connor. You don't have to lie." She said a bit angrily.
"Kira.." He whispered.
Her her heart snapped in two, "I stick my neck out for you. I'm such a fool. This isn't fair."
"Nothing is ever fair!" Connor stammered, "You can't do this to me!?"
Kira turned around and gasped, "You act as if I'm forcing you to like me!?"
His jaw dropped, he was speechless, "That's exactly what your making me do!? Don't you understand!? I worked hard to get where I am! I can't stop now!"
"Oh!? Fine then! LEAVE!" She snapped back, "Don't bother writing."
He sighed, "You don't get it Kira.. This is hard for me too. I didn't think I would like a girl like you. You blew me out of the water.. I- I can't find the right words whenever I talk to you..this is hard for me too.."
She turned away and ignored him. She tried so hard to keep the tears inside. The anger. Her pain.
Connor walked behind her and put his arms around her and pulling her close, "Please don't make me choose like this Kira. I'm sorry." He whispered.
Kira stared out into the distant as she felt his arms tighten into a hug. Small droplet of tears began to stream down her face. She didn't know what to do anymore. She felt so weird, having these feelings for someone she thought she would hate for the rest of her life. Connor pulled his hand away and turned around and exited out the door. Kira stood there standing, out into the distants. Not realizing that he left. She suddenly snapped back into reality and turned around to see him gone. She burst through the doors and outside to see him drive away. She crossed her arms as she walked into the middle of the street to see him drive farther into the distant. A few tears dropped from her face and into the wind, glistening in the sun.
"Goodbye Connor." She whispered.
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The End. R&R
