The room was filled with silence. Tomoyo looked out of the window while Yue
observed Touya's reaction. Touya however froze there for a moment before
letting out a string of curses.
"Who is the S.O.B? I want to throttle, no I want to kill him right now. Sakura how could you not tell me, or father?" Touya demanded.
"And what? Let him be killed. There was no way I would let you do that."
"But damn. You suffered for five years and not told anyone."
"I did, Tomoyo and Yue knew."
"I respected Mistress decision not to inform anyone else except Tomoyo." Yue said
"Damn it! Not even your own brother Sakura?"
"I can't let Tomoyo know about my plans couldn't I? Not when I am going to see her everyday in school." Sakura gave her friend a sad smile. "I made her life a living hell."
Tomoyo just shook her head and placed her hands on the shoulder and squeezed it.
"Good Gracious! Tell me, what happened."
Sakura shook her head and gave Yue a pleading look. As Yue told Touya the details, she couldn't help but recall back the events that led to that incident.
~ ~ ~ Flashback ~ ~ ~
Sakura looked at the shop that had a big teddy bear as one of its prizes. She looked at her brother and Naruko, her boyfriend. "I want that teddy bear." She pleaded. The two of them looked at each other and immediately competed against each other to see who will win the bear for her.
She stared at the two of them, seeing them furiously throwing the rings to the loops, trying to get to the loop that might win them a teddy bear. She smiled at the situation, finding it familiar like the time she had with Syaoran.
"Here you go. Your teddy bear." Naruko said, feeling proud that he successfully outplayed her brother to win it for her. Touya at the meanwhile was fuming that he lost to a kid and Yukito had to calm him down.
"Thank you Syaoran. That's sweet of you." Sakura said, absent-mindedly. When she realized what she said, she gasped in shock and looked into Naruko's angry eyes.
"Excuse us for a moment." He addressed Tomoyo as he motioned Sakura to follow him. When they reached the lake, he turned around and pushed her onto the ground.
"Naruko? What are you doing?" Sakura questioned as he loomed over her.
"I thought you loved me. Never did I expect to still be fighting with Syaoran. Damn. He is not even here. He doesn't love you anymore. Can't you accept that fact?"
Sakura felt a sharp pain in her heart. She shook her head. "Naruko, I like you. Isn't that enough?"
"No! You like everyone. But the only one you could love is Syaoran." He lashed back.
"That's not true. I don't love him."
"Say that you don't love Syaoran. I want to hear you say his name." Naruko stared at her fiercely.
"I don't love him." Sakura tried, not being able to say his name.
"SAY IT!"
"I don't love... I don't love..." Sakura failed to complete her sentence when Naruko flew into bitter rage.
"You were using me weren't you? Using me to get rid of Syaoran's memories. It didn't work right?" Naruko grinned evilly.
"What are you doing? Naruko. Don't do it." Sakura said in horror as his hand covered her mouth and violated her body and mind. It was too late when Yukito found her. Sakura was crying and trying to fight him off. In rage, Yukito went and pulled him off and gave him a beating of his life.
Yue cleared Naruko's memory of whatever that occurred between himself and Sakura. However, he couldn't remove Sakura's memory. Sakura wouldn't allow it, in fear that in the process, Syaoran will be forgotten as well.
~ ~ ~ End of Flashback ~ ~ ~
"You mean Naruko did this to you?" Touya cursed. "I thought he was better than that baka."
"Syaoran Touya, not baka." Yue corrected him gently.
"Whatever! Where is Naruko? I want to get my hands on him" Touya asked
Tomoyo glanced at Touya's direction. "He left the school a few weeks after the incident. I believe," She stared at Yue. "Someone arranged fate to be that way."
Yue just looked at his mistress. "Are you mad at me? I had to let Touya knows. He is too worried for you. Same goes for Clow Reed and Syaoran."
Sakura just stared at Yue. "No way are you going to inform the other two. I forbid you to do so."
"I understand. That is why they are not here today. I only allowed him to follow Yukito home. Eriol came to find him today, insisting that he wants to see Yue. He turned him down"
Tomoyo blushed. "I am so sorry for that. I told him to find Yue if he wanted answers."
"It's okay. I know Tomoyo-chan loves him too much to deny him information. That was why you diverted his attention to me." Yue looked at her, giving her a small smile.
"Hold it! Hold it! I am not done with my questions yet." Touya interrupted.
When he gotten everyone's undivided attention, he continued. "How did Sakura get two personality?"
"Simple. This negative part of my character came out once I was traumatized after what, what, Naruko did to me."
"Then how the hack do you change?" Touya asked, bewildered.
"I learnt it from Yue. He could change himself to Yukito. I just picked up a few pointers from him."
"Basically, I thought mistress how to channel her emotions to one of her personality and will it to appear. After some practice, she managed to master the skill. However,"
"However what?" Touya asked
"However, there are limitations." Yue made Sakura fall to sleep, not wanting her to hear the rest of the conversation.
"Why did you do that?" Touya looked at his little sister. When he looked at Yue, he started panicking. Yue refused to make eye contact with him. "Yue. Tell me. There is something wrong with her am I right?"
Yue looked at his worried face and decided not to leave out details. "If she gets depressed to the extent that she finds no reason to live. The darker personality will also take full control of her body, soul and mind as well. If she finally found a way to get over the incident, her darker personality will disappear, allowing Sakura to go back to normal."
"That means," Tomoyo continued. "If we want Sakura to permanently be the cheerful Sakura we know long time ago. Syaoran have to reassure her that he loves her. That is why Syaoran is our own hope. Only hope to see Sakura smiling for good."
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Great, the most confusing chapter is finally done. Phew. But I guess there will be loads of questions regarding this chapter. So, bring in your questions and reviews, and hope that it will improve this chapter. Cheers and God Bless. Thanks for the support so far! P.S: I won't be updating it for a while, because have to brainstorm how to carry on and on top of that I have homework to deal with. So please wait patiently. Thanks!
"Who is the S.O.B? I want to throttle, no I want to kill him right now. Sakura how could you not tell me, or father?" Touya demanded.
"And what? Let him be killed. There was no way I would let you do that."
"But damn. You suffered for five years and not told anyone."
"I did, Tomoyo and Yue knew."
"I respected Mistress decision not to inform anyone else except Tomoyo." Yue said
"Damn it! Not even your own brother Sakura?"
"I can't let Tomoyo know about my plans couldn't I? Not when I am going to see her everyday in school." Sakura gave her friend a sad smile. "I made her life a living hell."
Tomoyo just shook her head and placed her hands on the shoulder and squeezed it.
"Good Gracious! Tell me, what happened."
Sakura shook her head and gave Yue a pleading look. As Yue told Touya the details, she couldn't help but recall back the events that led to that incident.
~ ~ ~ Flashback ~ ~ ~
Sakura looked at the shop that had a big teddy bear as one of its prizes. She looked at her brother and Naruko, her boyfriend. "I want that teddy bear." She pleaded. The two of them looked at each other and immediately competed against each other to see who will win the bear for her.
She stared at the two of them, seeing them furiously throwing the rings to the loops, trying to get to the loop that might win them a teddy bear. She smiled at the situation, finding it familiar like the time she had with Syaoran.
"Here you go. Your teddy bear." Naruko said, feeling proud that he successfully outplayed her brother to win it for her. Touya at the meanwhile was fuming that he lost to a kid and Yukito had to calm him down.
"Thank you Syaoran. That's sweet of you." Sakura said, absent-mindedly. When she realized what she said, she gasped in shock and looked into Naruko's angry eyes.
"Excuse us for a moment." He addressed Tomoyo as he motioned Sakura to follow him. When they reached the lake, he turned around and pushed her onto the ground.
"Naruko? What are you doing?" Sakura questioned as he loomed over her.
"I thought you loved me. Never did I expect to still be fighting with Syaoran. Damn. He is not even here. He doesn't love you anymore. Can't you accept that fact?"
Sakura felt a sharp pain in her heart. She shook her head. "Naruko, I like you. Isn't that enough?"
"No! You like everyone. But the only one you could love is Syaoran." He lashed back.
"That's not true. I don't love him."
"Say that you don't love Syaoran. I want to hear you say his name." Naruko stared at her fiercely.
"I don't love him." Sakura tried, not being able to say his name.
"SAY IT!"
"I don't love... I don't love..." Sakura failed to complete her sentence when Naruko flew into bitter rage.
"You were using me weren't you? Using me to get rid of Syaoran's memories. It didn't work right?" Naruko grinned evilly.
"What are you doing? Naruko. Don't do it." Sakura said in horror as his hand covered her mouth and violated her body and mind. It was too late when Yukito found her. Sakura was crying and trying to fight him off. In rage, Yukito went and pulled him off and gave him a beating of his life.
Yue cleared Naruko's memory of whatever that occurred between himself and Sakura. However, he couldn't remove Sakura's memory. Sakura wouldn't allow it, in fear that in the process, Syaoran will be forgotten as well.
~ ~ ~ End of Flashback ~ ~ ~
"You mean Naruko did this to you?" Touya cursed. "I thought he was better than that baka."
"Syaoran Touya, not baka." Yue corrected him gently.
"Whatever! Where is Naruko? I want to get my hands on him" Touya asked
Tomoyo glanced at Touya's direction. "He left the school a few weeks after the incident. I believe," She stared at Yue. "Someone arranged fate to be that way."
Yue just looked at his mistress. "Are you mad at me? I had to let Touya knows. He is too worried for you. Same goes for Clow Reed and Syaoran."
Sakura just stared at Yue. "No way are you going to inform the other two. I forbid you to do so."
"I understand. That is why they are not here today. I only allowed him to follow Yukito home. Eriol came to find him today, insisting that he wants to see Yue. He turned him down"
Tomoyo blushed. "I am so sorry for that. I told him to find Yue if he wanted answers."
"It's okay. I know Tomoyo-chan loves him too much to deny him information. That was why you diverted his attention to me." Yue looked at her, giving her a small smile.
"Hold it! Hold it! I am not done with my questions yet." Touya interrupted.
When he gotten everyone's undivided attention, he continued. "How did Sakura get two personality?"
"Simple. This negative part of my character came out once I was traumatized after what, what, Naruko did to me."
"Then how the hack do you change?" Touya asked, bewildered.
"I learnt it from Yue. He could change himself to Yukito. I just picked up a few pointers from him."
"Basically, I thought mistress how to channel her emotions to one of her personality and will it to appear. After some practice, she managed to master the skill. However,"
"However what?" Touya asked
"However, there are limitations." Yue made Sakura fall to sleep, not wanting her to hear the rest of the conversation.
"Why did you do that?" Touya looked at his little sister. When he looked at Yue, he started panicking. Yue refused to make eye contact with him. "Yue. Tell me. There is something wrong with her am I right?"
Yue looked at his worried face and decided not to leave out details. "If she gets depressed to the extent that she finds no reason to live. The darker personality will also take full control of her body, soul and mind as well. If she finally found a way to get over the incident, her darker personality will disappear, allowing Sakura to go back to normal."
"That means," Tomoyo continued. "If we want Sakura to permanently be the cheerful Sakura we know long time ago. Syaoran have to reassure her that he loves her. That is why Syaoran is our own hope. Only hope to see Sakura smiling for good."
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Great, the most confusing chapter is finally done. Phew. But I guess there will be loads of questions regarding this chapter. So, bring in your questions and reviews, and hope that it will improve this chapter. Cheers and God Bless. Thanks for the support so far! P.S: I won't be updating it for a while, because have to brainstorm how to carry on and on top of that I have homework to deal with. So please wait patiently. Thanks!