A/N: It's me again! I have changed previous chapters a little bit. Nothing serious just correcting my spelling errors. I'm not sure if all, but still. And you know what? It's already fourth part of my story! I can't believe! And so fast gasp! I really was sure that it would take me much longer to update.
Warning: Sad, very OOC, cursing, YAOI - don't like? Than don't read.
Rating: I'm almost sure it's R again - for cursing, but I may be wrong.
Genre: Drama/Angst
Disclaimer: Like I said previously I send you to first chapter! satisfied grin
Summary: Gaara has changed. Just like Naruto. What will happen now? [Sasu/Naru] [Gaara/Naru]
Important: Well, in my story Team 7 is 15 years old. And you graduate Ninja Academy at age 13. It's somehow Naruto POV, although I'm not good in those things. It's my first story! I'm not very good in writing in English, but I hope you will understand my story. If I made any mistakes please don't blame me too much. Oh, and this is my first story but it's already fourth chapter. So please, don't be too harsh on me. Please review, I would be very happy even if it would be an abuse.
Thanks to: Everyone who read it. Thanks for your time!
Special thanks and answers to:
-Sorry. Not in this chapter. In next one. Please don't be mad!
OK. I'm quiet now. Lets begin the story!
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Chapter 3: Normal life and rage
OK. That was unexpected. I mean who would have guessed that Gaara would change so much and in to such a nice guy? I mean, I live with him one week and he never ever wanted to kill someone, break something or hurt someone. Hell, he's nice. Yup. NICE. I mean this is Gaara we're talking about! A freak that is supposed to love only himself and fight only for himself! And you know what? He even slept! Well, I'm happy he still has this creepy and scary look sometimes, or else I would be sure it's some copy. Oh, and he still have this sand protecting him. I've checked it. I wanted to paint his face but the sand has stopped me and he was angry.
Oh yeah. I still have to keep my mask in place. I fool Temari and Kankurou - by the way, they are really COOL. Temari have thought me many wind/sand jutsus and Kankurou explained everything about his puppet and how to fight with one. I even tried and I already can do something. - but I've got a strange feeling that it doesn't fool Gaara. I mean, after that conversation we had he's watching me carefully and really intense.
He really is changed. Change, change, change! God, I hate this word!
Change - just a common word in this world
Change - nothing more than a innocent word
Change - sometimes good. To me not any more
Because I never wanted to be a whore
I'm changed for worse. I think so. Actually I wanted to change myself completely and be cold. I'm still not. But... I'm trying!
However I know I still can change myself
To a human being which I were
I never wanted to change in what I'm now
But there is still hope to change it - right?
Oh shit! I spaced again. I swear, Temari is going to kill me! I'll be late for dinner. Again. Fuck, fuck, fuck! I have to run faster, or I'll be late!
Phew... I made it in time.
"Hi Te-chan! See, I'm not late this time!" Strange. No one responded. "Te-chan? Temari? Are you here?" ..... Guess not. "Kankurou?" ..... He's not here too? What in the hell is going on here?
"Uzumaki Naruto..." Shit! Behind me! I turn around quickly and--
"Shit Gaara! Don't scare me like this! You fucking almost gave me a heart attack! Are you crazy?! And where are Te-chan And Kanrou?" Oh. Te-chan is nick name for Temari and Kanrou for Kankurou.
"Out." What the fuck?
"What kind of answer is that?
"None. I wanted them away from here." What the? Why?
"Why?"
"I... Wanted to talk with you." Shit! Shit, shit, shit! He knows something is not allright. Shit!
"Why?"
"You're lying. And you're not yourself." Fuck. "I want to... help you." Help me? Help me?! HELP ME?!
"Like hell! You want to help me?! YOU WANT TO HELP ME?! IT'S FUCKING TOO LATE TO HELP ME! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT FUCKER HAS DONE! AND I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING, FUCKING ANYTHING, TO STOP HIM AND YOU WANT TO HELP ME? DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH! Where were you when I needed someone to help me?! Where were you when I was screaming for help?! Where were you when I needed someone to comfort me after what have Sasuke--!" Shit. I didn't want to say it. FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!!! I can see he's getting angry. I can feel it's not at me. I have to run, escape! Quickly.
Made it. I have run away from Gaara.
Damn!
I weren't supposed to tell him anything! And I have almost tell about that night.
FUCK!
I have never wanted to tell you
But I have snapped and I told you
You don't know the whole truth yet
Now I'm afraid that you'll and that you'll be mad
I have ran away, I didn't want your pity
I have ran away, I didn't want to see you angry
At me - That I couldn't defend myself, that I was defenceless
At him - That he has take advantage of my weakness
Um... This one is really short, but don't worry! I will update really soon! I have already written it in notebook, but I don't have much time to write it on computer, but I'll improve! You know - school.