A/N: Hello! Did you guys miss me? Like I said I've updated quickly!
Warning: Sad, very OOC, cursing, YAOI - don't like? Than don't read.
Rating: I think R again and like earlier for cursing.
Disclaimer: Blah, blah, blah... Go to first chapter because I won't write it again! grin But I own one jutsu! I made it by myself!
Summary: Naruto has snapped and now Gaara know that his change have something in common with Sasuke. What will happen? [Sasu/Naru] [Gaara/Naru]
Important: Just like in earlier chapters: Team 7 is 15 years old. You graduate Ninja Academy at age 13. It's somehow Naruto POV, although I'm not good in those things. It's my first story! I'm not very good in writing in English, but I hope you will understand my story. If I made any mistakes please don't blame me too much. Hey, do you know it is already fifth chapter? Anyway, don't be too harsh on me and review - I would be very happy even if it would be an abuse.
Like I promised:
Thanks to: Everyone who read it. And to everyone who like my story.
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Ok. I shut up and let you enjoy fresh and still warm bread... Something is not right. Let see... Fresh -ok, warm - ok, bread- ok, wait... Bread? Where in the hell that came from? I meant chapter!
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Chapter 4: Safety, strange hunger and... Madness?
Two days have passed. Two days since I snapped. He wanted to talk to me again but I haven't told him anything. Hell, I even said that it wasn't anything bad. Just a stupid argument I had with Sasuke that day so he shouldn't take it serious. I have talked to him. And it went good. I mean I didn't snapped like last time. It looks like I'm getting better and better at being cold.
(FLASHBACK)
"Uzumaki..." Oh. It's Gaara. I bet he want to talk.
"Yes? How can I help you Gaara?" Don't worry. You know what to tell
"What you said earlier... What was that about?" I knew he would ask me this!
"Well... It's complicated. I don't think you want to know." Oh. Look. He's mad.
"I want to know what have happened." He got that annoying sand near me.
"Okay, I'll tell you. But it's really stupid. You see, I have seen Sasuke today and we had a... quarrel. So he said something that have upset me and made me angry. Nothing serious you see?"
"Hn. Only you could be upset about such a thing."
(END FLASHBACK)
That was what he said, but I still have a feeling he doesn't believe me completely. I can feel his eyes on me when he thinks I'm not looking at him. Nobody knows but I'm much, much stronger. I have mastered many basic and advanced fire, wind, sand, water, earth and even some sound jutsus. And did I told that I have... hm... How to tell it? Befriend? No. Reached agreement? Yup. Did I told that I have reached some kind of agreement with Nine-Tails? I have made it long time ago. Something about... one and half year ago? Well, something about that time. It was after Sasuke has beaten me really badly ...
(FLASHBACK)
Where... Am I? It's cold, ugly, run-down place...
I... I know this place... From somewhere...
This feeling... I know it too. But... From where...?
Wait. This is... Kyuubi chakra! So I'm in my mind. In other words Sasuke has beaten me to unconscious.
Hey, I can visit Kyuubi can't I? After all he can't do anything to me!
So I go to source of chakra. Whoa. This cage... Huge...
"WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW WHELP?" Hm... It looks like he's not in mood
"Aww... Nice as always aren't we?" Hi, hi. I love to annoy him
"YOU SURE HAVE GUTS TO TALK TO ME LIKE THIS SHRIMP." Shrimp?!
"Don't call me shrimp! I'm a future hokage of this village, so at least show me some respect, or I'll call you names too!"
"BWAHAHAHAHA! YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO CHEER ME UP DIMWIT." I warned you
"Shut up stupid furball!"
"WHAT?! HOW DARE YOU TO CALL ME, THE GREAT FOX DEMON A... A... A FURBALL?!"
"Hey! I warned you! Don't call me names or I'll call you to." Ok. We both are quite.
"So... Won't you call me names?"
Silence...
"Hey, hey! I asked you something!"
Silence... Grrr! I hate silence! It's so, so, so... agh!
"Hey! I ask--
"I HAVE HEARD YOU. AND I... AGREE." What?! He has agreed?! Awesome! But I don't know how to call him! I have always called him furball, baka kitsune, stupid fox demon, etc. So how am I supposed to call hi-- "SO WHAT'S YOUR NAME... HUMAN BOY?" Aww... He got the same problem!
"You may call me Naruto. After all it's my name. Bu how should I call you?"
"I... LONG TIME AGO I WAS CALLED YAMI. BUT FOR NOW CALL ME... KYUUBI. JUST KYUUBI."
"Cool!"
(END FLASHBACK)
Since that time I was visiting him often and often. We have got to know each other. Than I could call him Kistune than Yami and now I'm calling him Tsune. Now I can lend his chakra. It was him who has taught me many of jutsus.
No one care about me so I don't care too
Or at least I try my best to
Because there is someone who care about me
Although I never thought it would be him
He calls me Kit. At least someone care about me. Oh. And he know anything what happened to me. Sometimes we talk in my mind - I can't see him, but I can hear him. He knows what I'm feeling. I think he was mad when Sasuke raped me but I didn't talk to him since that accident. Actually I couldn't talk to him when that incident has happened. Hm... It was quite time since I visited him. Maybe I'll visit him again!
Whoa!!!!!
I'm inside of me again. Now to Tsune. Aha. I can see the cage
"Hey Tsune! You're there?"
"NO, I WENT FOR VACATION KIT." He's irritated.
"He, he." Hm... He looks pissed. I wonder why? "Something wrong Tsune?"
"WHY HAVEN'T YOU TALKED TO ME?! WHY DID YOU LET THIS FILTHY... UCHIHA--" He spat this word. He's mad. "--TO DO THAT HORRIBLE THING TO YOU?! YOU'RE MUCH STRONGER THAN THIS, THIS, THIS... HUMAN! YOU COULD RIP HIM! KILL HIM! WHY DIDN'T YOU?" I... I...
"I... I was scared Tsune. So scared... I was terrified of him. I couldn't reach you! You weren't there when I was screaming in my mind for your help. For someone help. After what happened I was feeling so used, so dirty and I wanted to change myself. I wanted to be like you. Uncaring, cold, heartless...! And still I couldn't punch him. I couldn't break my promise more than I had." Damn! I was supposed to be like Tsune yet I'm crying like a child! God! I hate myself!
I wanted to be cold like ice
I wanted to hard like a stone
I didn't want to be the hated one!
"I... I'M SORRY, KIT. DON'T CRY. COME HERE KIT."
"I'm so-oo-rry Tsu-uu-ne! So-oo so-oorr-yyy!" I curl into him. He's warm. He wraps me in his tails
"IT'S... OKAY KIT... LET IT OUT. I... I'LL HELP YOU." I cry even harder, but I stop quickly. Red chakra surrounds me and I feel much better. It looks like I'm getting harder thanks to Tsune.
"Thanks Tsune. Sorry for that thing. Well I'm off. I'll visit you soon! Bye!" I shout and I came back. I feel... different. I wonder what have Tsune done?
Suddenly I feel something new. It's a nagging feeling. I need something yet I don't know what. I want to go out from village. Then I sense something wrong. First I have to gaps landscape. So where am I? Hm... It looks like edge of village...
"Well, well. What do we have here? Isn't it some Leaf ninja?"
"Looks like weaker one. Genin I assume."
Those voices... I turn slowly. It's three Grass-Nins. Wait. Other ninja can't be in our village without permission. They don't have permission. If they had I would know it... So those must be Grass spy.
"Lets kill him." The tallest one with short black hairs and green eyes move closer but the smaller one with short green hairs and brown eyes stops him
"No, he's quite beautiful, we can have some fun with him." What?
"Wait Machi." The smallest one with long hairs and violet eyes stop him. "We're here to spy not to play."
"Aww. Come on Kane! He is cute. You have to admit." Is it jus me or are they ignoring me completely?
"Hm... You know Kane, he's right. He's fuckable, cute, little child." They're definitely ignoring me.
"Ichiru I've said no. Just kill him." They're going to pay.
'Run.' Huh? Someone said something? Besides I should run? Don't make me laugh! I never run away from opponent!
'You stupid brat. I'm Kane. I can read your mind and talk to you telepathically.' Hm. Interesting.
'It's not interesting. I don't want to kill you but you have seen us. You didn't want to run so die.'
No! Wait!
"What?" Aloud? Okay.
"Kane was it?"
"Yeah." I can see than he shut those two. Machi and Ichiru.
"Aren't you from Isankei clan? From what I know they were wiped out by Mist-Nins."
'I'm the last survivor. How did you know about my clan?'
"Lets just say that you shouldn't underestimate me. Because it'll be you who'll die." I smile and disappear.
I came behind Tallest and I shove my hand into his heart.
The blood gushed from him.
It has such a nice red color. It reminds me of Gaara.
Next one. The one with green hairs. I throw kunais into him. He dodges them but I'm behind him and I cut his throat.
The blood.
It's such a nice shade of red.
It's on my hands and kunai.
Seeing this blood it's such a nice feeling.
I've killed them. And I feel great.
Am I a monster? I feel like one
Do I regret? Not even a while
Why? - I can free myself
My anger, my pain, my grief
Now the last one. Oh. I think he's scared. No. Not scared. Terrified. Don't worry. Soon you'll meet rest of your clan. Now die.
He wants to run. Hi, hi. Run because I'm a predator and you're my pray.
I lick blood on my hands. It's sweet.
Such a nice taste. I wonder... How does your blood taste?
My pray - run as fast you can
The hunting have just began
I want to feel your blood all over me
I want to taste your blood and you fear
I killed him. I killed them. I feel... strange. I want to do it once again. I know I can't but still I want. The look of terror on their faces was priceless. In some twisted way it warms my heart. Wonder why?
'YOU WOULD MAKE A GREAT DEMON KIT.'
Thanks Tsune. Do you know what was that strange feeling in the beginning?
'YEAH. IT WAS BLOODLUST.'
Bloodlust? How?
'YOU WANTED TO BE LIKE ME SO I GAVE YOU PART OF MYSELF.'
Thanks Tsune.
'NO PROBLEM KIT, BUT SHOULDN'T YOU HEAD HOME? YOU WERE OUT FOR FIVE HOURS.'
You're right.
So now I'm heading home. Oh. Wait. I have to clean up this mess. Hm...
"Fire element! Shadow fire strike!"(1)
Ok. No sign of any body. Now to home. What's that? This smell...
"Uzumaki Naruto? The Fifth want to meet you." Some ANBU. Wait. Tsunade want to meet me? Wonder why? Never mind. Here I come.
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(1) I have made up this jutsu. It looks so: Your shadow became a black/red fire and burn your opponent. You can control its movements, but it uses a lot of chakra. It's high-level Jounin technique. It can melt metal.
In next chapter there'll be more my own jutsus.
Why Tsunade called Naruto?
How did you like change of Naruto?
Does it sucks?
It's soo long! (Ok, maybe not to you but to me it's long) It's not all. But I have to think up poems to next chapters. I'm lacking inspiration for them. School has almost finished me. And my Polish teacher is horrible! She gave us two books to read on Monday! And I have a Math test on Tuesday. Stupid woman! I wish she would go to hell. It's such a luck the end of school is near.