I remember
How I locked myself in my bedroom
To hide away from my father
When he used the cruciatus curse
On kreacher
I remember
How I cried in the gardens
when my mother
screamed at me
for not being good enough
I remember
How I silently raged
For hours and hours
Because my brother got all the praise
And I was left with none
I remember
My first days of Hogwarts
Where I met him
He smiled and laughed
Will I ever see him again?
I remember
When I first found out
We told him that we would help
And he cried with happiness
I will never doubt him again
I remember
When he followed us around
How long had he been plotting?
If I ever see him again,
I will kill him.
I remember
Holding him for the first time
He was so small and vulnerable
They named me his guardian
I was honoured
I remember
Giving up my position
Because I thought
It would save them
How wrong I was
I remember
Going to his house
And finding it empty
No signs of a struggle
And I was scared
I remember
Riding to their house
And seeing it in ruins
Smoking and smouldering
And terror gripped me
I remember
Running into the rooms
Screaming in fear
Their eyes blank and unseeing
Shells on the floor
I remember
Hearing his cry
I was going to take him with me
I needed to protect him
We were both lost
I remember
Him being pulled from my arms
Damn that old fool!
Take my bike,
I won't be needing it anymore
I remember
Hunting him down
Cornering him in the street
He whimpered
I smiled
I remember
Him shouting
Accusing me
Blowing up the street
And disappearing
I remember
Laughing
Laughing
He thought he could make my life hell
I was already in hell
I remember
The cell door closing
The memories coming
They screamed
Oh how they screamed
I remember
Changing into my other form
Keeping sane
Must have my mind
Saving it for him
I remember
The article
He was in it
At Hogwarts
I would kill him
I remember
Escaping
Squeezing through the bars
Swimming
I would get revenge
I remember
The first time I saw him
He had grown, and I had missed it
He looked like...
I turned away
I remember
finding the traitor,
losing him.
Being saved by his son
He believed me
I remember
Protecting him
Loving him
Taking care of him
As best I could
I remember
Being called to his aid
And finding him here
Still protecting him
Nothing shall harm him
I remember
Fighting with her
Feeling the jet of the spell on my chest
She is evil
I wish she would die
But now
As I am falling
I can hear her scream of triumph
Others shouting
But only faintly
The one thing
That cuts through the mist
Is his face
He is screaming
He is rushing towards me
Desperation is in his eyes
But there is nothing I can do
I fall through the veil
And the black, murky folds
Flutter around me
But just before it closes
I catch a glimpse of his face
He is calling my name
I try to reach for him
But I can't
The veil closes
All is silent
Except for his screams
They repeat,
over and over again
Sirius
Sirius
I can hear him dying
And there is nothing I can do
I am sorry Harry
-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-
A/N: RIP SIRIUS!!! cries
Or better yet,
COME BACK TO LIFE!!
That was a bit... how shall I put it... longwinded and possibly boring in some places, but hey – I had fun! :D first hp poem ive ever done! :D
Let me know what you think please !!