-KizuPL
A/N: Hello! This is the last chapter. But I've got a new story. And it'll be different.
Warning: Sad, very OOC, cursing, YAOI - If you don't like go back. You don't have to read.
Disclaimer: Go to first chapter. I own one jutsu!
Summary: It all have happened so long ago...[Gaara/Naru]
Important:Umm... I can't say to much...
Thanks to: Everyone who have found a time to read it!
Now the last part. Behold!
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Chapter 7: The end...
Everything was fine. I became a Hokage. But... They all have died. I'm 'dead' too. But not for real like them. I was a Hokage something about... 358 years ago.
Yes. I'm still alive. Only me and Gaara. Temari, Ten Ten, Kankurou, Hinata, Neji, Lee, Shikamaru, Choji, Ino, Kiba, Shino, Kakashi, Kurenai, Asuma, Tsunade, Jiraiya, Gai and Anko. They all were my friends. Kabuto, Itachi and Akatsuki, Kabuto and Orochimaru are dead too. Although I had a hard time in killing them.
Gaara and I live together from... 355 years. He loves me but... I don't love him back.
He's back.
We kiss. We strip. He prepare me. We kiss. He's in me. He's gentle. He's nice. I... kind of like it. We came.
And than I want to cry.
He's so nice to me. Gentle. Understanding. Caring. Loving...
Yet I can't stand him. What he, we are doing.
Each time I see Sasu--Orochimaru.
Each time I want to vomit.
Each time I can't forgive myself I haven't noticed earlier.
He can sleep.
I can't. I'm trying my best to be like earlier but it's all an act.
I wanted to be cold-hearted -I was- but I can't
I want to by my old self but now I can't
I'm not sure who am I now
I want to know who I am. How?
I'm not him, not you, not me, so who?
I really don't think I can answer you
I'm acting but my mask is slipping. He's starting to get worried. I don't want to hurt him. Oh, he's wake again
It's another day. He wants to do it again. I let him, then do the same. I don't want to, but he have done so much to me. He doesn't want me hurt. His sand protect me too. Our demon like each others. I have cut myself from them all off. Kyuubi too. It pains my heart but I don't want to disturb their happiness.
Another day.
I feel like each day I'm drowning deeper and deeper. I can't be happy without them all. They were my friends. Especially Neji, Shikamaru, Temari, Shino, Tsunade, Jiraiya and Ino - she weren't friend with Haruno. Haruno run away and get killed by Itachi. That was one good thing he done. She wanted to join Orochimaru. She still thought he was Sasuke. I pity her. Almost. She had hurt me too much.
Another day.
Another. Another and another.
Gaara make love to me again. It didn't hurt. Not my body. It hurt my soul. Orochimaru has broken my.
He has broken my body and than my soul...
Until I had many friends I wasn't so broken. I thought I could bring myself back but...
Gaara... Stop. Don't touch me!
Another day.
He's on mission, he took Shushaku and Kyuubi with him...
I want to die, I want to disappear
I can't take it any longer, I want to be healed
Because I still feel pain - it still hurt too much
And you can't heal it with your touch
It makes it even worse but I know you don't mean it
I thin I'll just kill myself - than we all will be freed
Ninpou: One Soul Kill!(1)
Good bye...
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(1)Ninpou: One Soul Kill - It's a special suicide technique. Because Kyuubi is still connected with Naruto, if he would die the both will die. But thanks to that jutsu only Naruto will die.