WARNING: THIS IS A YOAI SONG FIC!!!!!!
I don't want you to give it all up
Leave your own life collecting dust
And I don't want you to feel sorry for me
You never gave us a chance to be
Kai lied in bed, thinking about what had happened earlier that day. He had just been minding his own business when Rei had tripped and landed on top of him, as their lips accidently met. Rei's lips were so soft and warm, like a blanket in the middle of winter.
And I don't need you
To be by my side
Tell me that everything's alright
Lately, Rei seemed to be more concerned about him. Kai wasn't sure if he just hadn't noticed it before, or if Rei was starting to have feelings for him. Kai felt confused; he had been having dreams about Rei for the past few week now.
I just wanted you
To tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
"Do I have feelings about him?" Kai asked himself, "But how would I know for sure?"
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
"Kai?" a voice asked from out side his door "Are you awake?"
"Yes." Kai said as he started to get dressed. "I'm going for a walk."
Cause I did enough
To show you that I
Was willing to give and sacrifice
And I was the one, who was lifting you up
When you thought your life had had enough
Rei sighed. He could still feel his own lips against Kai's own velvety lips. Rei had alays thought of Kai as a friend but a few weeks ago he started having dreams about Kai. He had always felt so calm around him, could he be falling in love with him?
When I get close
You turn away
There's nothing that I can do or say
Kai never did like getting help, even when he needed it. Every time Kai was in trouble Rei wanted to run to him to protect him. Every time he tried to get close to him Kai would just push him away.
So now I need you
To tell me the truth
You know I'd do that for you
"Am I in love with Kai?" Rei asked himself.
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
"You feeling okay Rei?" Tyson asked
"Yea. I'm just thinking about some things." Rei replied, "I'm gonna get some fresh air"
Is it me?
Is it you?
Nothing that- I can do- to make you- change your mind
Kai walked around in the park trying to figure out what was going on with him. He had tried to get close to Rei once, but Rei was so worried about Mariah.
Why do you run?
I wait for you
"That was a long time ago." Kai told himself, "Rei could have forgotten about her by now, right?"
Is it me?
Is it you?
Is it a- waste of time?
It was night already and it had started to rain. Rei looked up, letting the crisp, fresh rain fall on his face. Rei couldn't get Kai out of his head. He wanted to be with Kai so badly it had begun to hurt. Rei felt his tears start to run down his face.
Why do you run?
I wait for you
Kai always seemed to push everyone away, Rei felt so deeply about him now. Rei didn't want to risk Kai rejecting him, but him not knowing hurt just as much.
Is it me?
Is it you?
Nothing that- I can do- to make you- change your mind
Kai sat on a bench, letting the rain cover him. He felt a great pain in himself.
"I want Rei." He told himself, "I….I need him."
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
Kai stared up at the clouds as the rain fell. He liked the rain, it eased his pain a little. He wanted Rei so much, but he didn't want to find out that Rei was in love with someone else. So Kai decided to keep this to himself. Kai began to shiver slightly from the cold.
Why is it all I've to say?
To make you admit you're afraid
Rei wanted to shout how he felt, but the fear of rejection kept him silent. Rei decided to keep his feelings hidden for now. He didn't want Kai to reject him. A cold wind blew making him shiver slightly.
So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?
They both thought of each other as the rain began to stop. The clouds left the sky when they both looked up and saw a shooting star.
*~TBC~*