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Thursday, October 1 Mood: musical Music: various ideas for a song

When I was about 10, I begged the 'rents for some money so that I could buy a guitar. I even taught myself to play it, which, according to Lilly, makes me a freak on about six hundred eighty seven levels. And I really think that I do have some sort of problem, because Mia being a princess has inspired me to write songs.

Not that I'm going to be a professional musician. I read somewhere that it's pretty good to have an artistic, creative ability. It relaxes you more, I guess.

But right now, it's kind of hard for even the guitar to relax me. I really am trying to be rational about this, but she's a princess. Friends don't all of a sudden become princesses overnight. It's pretty unusual.

So what am I doing now? Strumming on my guitar, figuring some good lyrics for a song. I'm not that good of a writer. And why am I doing this? I'm going to actually play it for her. Yep, I'm going to confess a feeling I've carried around for YEARS.

The only problem is, when?

Friday, October 17 Mood: ehh Music: homesick for space camp – Fall Out Boy

Josh and Lana broke up. That was also unusual. Except now Josh seems really cocky. I mean, cockier than he usually is. Maybe he got signed up to be the next Abercrombie and Fitch model. Oh, joy.

Okay, here I am in G&T. I'm actually updating in school. But it's not like Lilly, Mia, or anyone else can see what I'm typing.

I've decided to make the song not mention any names. In other words, it's not going to have the word Mia, Amelia, or Thermopolis in it. But it is going to have a lot of hints. I'm kind of psyched to see what the outcome of my creative genius is going to be.

.........

Dammit.

Dammit dammit dammit.

Isn't it ironic, how I finally muster up the courage to tell Mia how I really feel, and then I hear this during G&T: Josh asked Mia to the Cultural Diversity Dance.

And I really was planning on taking her, after I played the song. And Lilly said something about Josh being on the rebound. Way to state the obvious. But this, apparently, goes right over Mia's head. In one ear, and then out the other.

I asked Lars if he was going to go with them. Because I know Josh. And it's not going to be nice for Mia's reputation as a princess if she's caught wandering around the streets of the city under the influence of beer and such. Not that she'd be stupid enough to try that. I mean, just in case. It seems right now that she would do anything for the admiration of Josh. Fortunately, Lars is going. But I'm still a bit worried. I keep on having a strange presentiment that something is going to happen, but I'm not sure what.

(A/N: again, guys, you've been really nice in reviewing these stories, please review this one too and I promise there's going to be an update in like two seconds. ()