I Don't Believe in Good-Byes
Disclaimer Geez just because I haven't updated in a long time doesn't mean inbetween that time I suddenly owned all of Harry Potter!!
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Chapter 3 Rain Are My Tears
Hermione's POV
I gasp as my eyes scan through the contents of the letter and I fall back against the wall as I let all the information process in my head.
Dear Ms. Granger,
We regret to inform you that your mother, Annelise Granger, has been declared deceased on September 8, 2004 in her London home at 7:13 am. There will be a funeral for her on September 11th that you are to attend. On September the 10th there will be a reading of her will and any other legal matters. We mourn your losses and hope to see you on the 10th.
Minister of Magic,
Cornelius Fudge
(Sorry I don't know if I mentioned Hermione mother's name earlier or not and the exact date sorry!)
I stare at the letter in my hands and completely ignore the curious and worried glances I am receiving from the other prefects. I quickly put on my emotionless face and walk up to my room and slam the door shut. I was completely oblivious to all the looks I was receiving, but I didn't care. All I could do was sit in my room and stare at the letter before me.
No One's POV
The other prefects had left Hermione alone for the rest of the night and thought she might want to be excused during the next day's classes because unknown to Hermione, the other prefects had seen the emotions she had possessed before she had placed a wall around her. No one had bothered to check in on her until it was about dinnertime. Padma had gone up to see…..
That Hermione was gone…
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In the pouring rain you could see a lonely and depressed girl standing in front of a dark and sullen house in the middle of the night…
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Hermione stood there in the rain just staring into the darkness. She couldn't cry, she just couldn't. Why couldn't she cry? The rain is expressing her emotions that she cannot unveil. Yes… let the rain be her tears, the tears she cannot shed for the loss of the only person who understood her. They had just learned so much about each other that summer and she had been owling her mother since she arrived back at Hogwarts. She didn't want to go back, but reluctantly agreed to please her mother. And look… her mother was gone. She hadn't known that she could feel this empty before.
Hermione sat in the rain and stared up at the sky and screaming, "Why did you have to do this to me! Why did you have to take away the only person who ever cared bout me! WHY! WHY WHY!!" Hermione tries to cry but she just can't, only a solitary tear slides down her cheek. Hermione lets out a sigh and she beings to sing…
Hurt me…
Why in the world did you hurt me
Just when I thought I'd found someone to trust
You took away your love…
And hurt me…
I still can't believe you hurt me…
Just when I thought it was safe to come in
You let me want you
And need you and then
You left me
Like a child in the rain
Now, I'm mending myself in the pain
Oh, you hurt me
Yes, you left me
Like a child in the rain
Now I'm lost in an ocean of painOh, you hurt me
I fell in love
And it hurt me
Can't you imagine how I'm feeling now
Oooh, will you ever know how
You hurt me…
Hermione continues to stare into the rain until she falls into an uneasy sleep as a lone figure approaches her…
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A/N: Okay song not mine. It is LeAnn rime's hurt me.
I am trying to plan this out all nicely, but I'm having difficulty deciding a couple ship. Come on help me decide! There can be Hermione/ A Weasley (includes Ron, Fred or George) Hermione/Draco, Hermione/Harry, Hermione/OC (which includes Blaise, Seamus or Neville) yea I don't know what ships I should do. Please help me decide and I swear I will update sooner! XDD
Thanks to Rena and Jameslvr and my other two reviewers from when I first posted this story.
Sorry Rena if Hermione goes through a lot of changes and its OOC, but a know a bunch of people who go to skateboarding and swearing a lot when they feel really alone in the world and there are troubles just everywhere. It's all the inner anger inside you know? Haha yea bout the H/G ship sorry ; I'm not an H/G fan but I put it in there anyway.
Well yea here is another chapter and I'm trying my best to update more because I do realize this is a short chapter. I will update more often once I figure out what ship I am leaning towards. So help and contribute. Bravo!
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