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did, it has really inspired me to continue on writing my stories. Okay, this chapter doesn't have a lot of correspondents between the characters. This chapter is more of an descriptive one, based on Raven's emotion and how she feels about the current situation she is in. Hope you guys like.
Chapter 2 – Jealousy?! But why?
This time, she wasn't going to her dark room to go and meditate, she went downstairs beside the ocean to think over a few things, which has been troubling her mind. She sat on the rocks as she looked out into the sea. It was pretty windy and cold at this time of night so the waves were crashing and splashing against the rocks on shore. Raven sat on one of the huge rocks on the side of the shore and sat up looking innocently out into shore. Her rich lavender hair blew back from her face as she looked towards the sky. Why was she feeling this? Why has she been getting horrible butterfly feelings in the centre of her stomach? She was pretty confused, why of all times? Why was she having these feelings around...Beast Boy? Of all people, the person completely the opposite from her, the person who tells corny jokes, the person who irritates her so much that she just wants to kill someone? WHY HIM? She got frustrated and threw a rock against the sea violently. The waves became more violent as water sprayed against Raven's soft and delicate skin. She heard the sounds of Robin and Starfire on the other side of the little island. They were giggling and flirting with each other. They hands were connected with each other. Robin was hugging Starfire close to him, while she explained fascinating things about the moon, which not a lot of people would know about. Raven grunted with jealously and turned her head away from them. The waves suddenly became worse and splashed all over Robin and Starfire causing them to become completely drenched and muddy. They both freaked because they didn't expect that and instantly Starfire blamed the moon, pointing up to it, quite annoyed. She couldn't really make out what they were talking about, but it doesn't take a genius to work out what they were talking about. Robin calmed her down and led her back into Titan's Tower wrapping his arm around her. Raven breathed deeply as they walked off, not noticing her sitting by the ocean alone. All alone, yes, she loves that word so so much. She looked to her right and had an immediate vision of the past with Beast Boy and Terra sitting there, flirting with each other.
Flashback
Terra was sitting in the exact same spot as Raven, chucking small pebbles out into the ocean with her powers. She had a very depressed look in her face. Beast Boy saw the girl and sat next to her.
"So, I'm guessing the couch was too lumpy?" She turned her head and realized it was Beast Boy, she gave a soft smile and looked back out into the ocean. Beast Boy saw what she was doing and copied her. He picked up a pebble, which laid next to him and threw it into the ocean. 'Splosh' was all the two teens heard. Terra started to laugh at him when Beast Boy looked at her rather embarrassed. She picked up another rock with her powers and placed it into his hand. He then threw it, but she used her powers to make it look like he threw it the right way. Big headed, he started to flex his muscles. She breathed out deeply and rolled her eyes at him. He pulled a face, and she pulled one back. This continued for about 20 seconds when they burst out into fits of laughter. They turned their heads towards each other and they instantly stopped. They faces were so close to each other. They both looked into each other's eyes deeply. They both lent in for a kiss but then realized what they were doing. They both turned away sharply, both going slightly red, looking out into the ocean. Beast Boy had a small grin on his face and so did Terra. But soon enough the smile faded away from the young girl's face.
"I can't stay." She brung her knees up and rested her chin on it. Beast Boy turned to her gutted, he really didn't want her to go the next morning.
"Why not?" He was pretty confused why she couldn't stay.
"Places to go, people to see." She lied, rocking backwards and forwards not looking at Beast Boy.
"Come on, you know you want to stay. We've got free cable, indoor plumbing, and all the tofu you can eat!" Terra gave out a subtle laugh and lent back onto the rocks, now facing him.
"Tofu?! You sure know how to charm a girl. Sure, I guess I hang out for on more day." Instantly Best Boy jumped up with joy, he was so excited and so happy.
"Awesome!!!! We're gonna have so much fun. And I can't wait to see what your power do when you really cut them lose!"
Flashback Ended.
It wasn't a flashback, a vision. She doesn't remember this happening. Then she realized it must have been one Beast Boy's memory. That vision she just had, made her even more confused and even angrier. Just thinking about Terra made her dark side rise above her. Realizing that the throwing stone thing was what Terra was doing when she was upset, Raven instantly stopped and stood up fixing her cape. She turned away from the ocean and began to walk around Titans Tower for a bit. As she got round to the front of the house, she saw Cyborg walking back home with a absolutely beautiful young girl. It was around one o'clock so they must of came back from one of his friend's house parties. She had long silky black hair, which caught Raven's attention. He walked behind her, holding the beautiful young and sophisticated girl around her waist with his mechanical and muscular arms. She had the most nicest smile Raven has ever seen in her whole entire life. Cyborg looked like he was...deeply in love. You could tell by the look in his eyes. The way he smiled, laughed and joked with her. Raven was gutted, even Cyborg was in a serious relation. Cyborg was like, her older brother to her, it was a lot to take in when she knows how deep his relationship with that girl is. He stopped and looked in Raven's direction, he has noticed that she was standing there, alone.
"Rae?! Are you okay?" He called over, waving one of his arms in the air. Raven clocked on and started to walk back from the way she came from. Cyborg stopped after a while, he knew something wasn't right. But because he knows how Raven stays sometimes, he didn't bother go running after her. Instead he continued to walk towards the front door of Titans Tower. He would only get his head bitten off. Raven would come to him if there was something wrong, eventually. She went back around the other side and used the back door to let herself into the tower.
All Raven wanted at this particular moment was to have a nice, warm bath with some of bath oils and moisturisers. Her towel and stuff was all in her hand as she walked towards the bathroom. Steam was coming out of the slightly open door, she heard two voices giggling and laughing in there. Raven pulled a face, then peered in to see who was using the bathroom. Starfire sat in the Luke-warm bubbly bathtub while Robin sat on the side of the tub, behind her. He was wearing his uniform as Starfire was in her Bikini. He was massaging her back with his foamy hands. Starfire had her eyes closed, enjoying every second of Robin's company. Raven grunted now really annoyed and marched off down the corridor. Just by doing that, she blew a bulb, and that bulb just so happen to be the one in the bathroom.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Who turned out the lights?! EK!!" Starfire yelped in the darkness. All we could here was squabbling and a loud thud!! "AH! Your hands are on my Gripmask!!" Oh dear, not good!
As soon as she got to her bedroom door, she was stopped by Beast Boy. 'Great, of all fucking times!' She thought to herself. Beast Boy stood there timidly, looking at Raven. Looking like a little school boy, he was covered in mud.
"What do you want?" She spat really annoyed. All she wanted to do was get in her room and continue with her meditation seeming there is nothing else to do.
"Ummmm, Rae...."Beast Boy began. He looked down to the floor. His hands were behind his back. "...I um...got you these." He pulled his hand from his back to reveal some flowers mixed in with garden weeds. They were a bit scraggy and muddy, but hey, its the thought that counts. Raven put her hand on her hip and looked at the picked flowers he had in his muddy hands. She was not impressed.
"Picked flower weeds from the garden downstairs, I am soooo thrilled." She said sarcastically. Beast Boy's heart sunk and he looked back towards the floor letting his hand flop to his side. She thought all of this was extremely childish. "Why don't you give it to one of your 'many admires?' I guess one of them would really like that. Oh, how many do you have exactly?" Knowing that she was being sarcastic, Beast Boy turned away from her and walked off slowly down the corridor. Raven rolled her deep lavender eyes and entered her room, slamming her bedroom door during the whole process.
She fell onto her bed. 'I am losing it! I'm losing control of my powers.' This is what Raven feared would happen sooner or later. Years and years she has been preparing herself for this moment of her teen life, but when it finally comes, she doesn't know how to control her emotions. Love, hate, jealousy, revenge, was all clogging up from minor problems, into one massive problem. But the bizarre thing was that it was all because of Beast Boy! Of all the fucking people! He is a prat, the little brother of the team, the little weirdo who skin colour is green. Why did she allow him to grow on her? This was very confusing and a lot to handle all in one go. She needed to calm herself down and take everything one step at a time. Why does things like this have to be so complexed? Why couldn't she just fall for someone else, someone like Robin? He may have been Starfire's man, but it would of made Raven's life so much easier to handle. She hated herself for this.
It seems like she is the only one out of the titans who hasn't experienced love or even lust yet. Robin and Starfire obviously have. So has Cyborg, even Beast Boy and Terra, but that was merely puppy love but that still wasn't the point. She wanted to be loved! She absolutely adores Beast Boy, but she doesn't think he feels the same way back. Besides, even if some miracle they become an item, she won't be able to control herself. She can not like him in that way, she has to force those thoughts away. If she does then something terrible would happen. She has to be responsible, she is a heroin, that is her role in life. She cannot let stupid teenage phases get in her way. Fighting crime and stopping the bad guys are her number one priority, she cannot let lust over her fellow team mate get in her way. As much as she wants to have feelings for him, she can't. That was that.
So there you have it, chapter two of my story. Did you guys like? Please R/R it really does help me write on. I promise that the third chapter will have more communication in it between the other titans. And also, I want to get all of the titans into my story, even though this story is heavily based on Beast Boy and Raven. Like I said in my last chapter, if you guys don't review, then no story!!!!
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