Russian Roulette: The Third Player
Chapter 6: Lost Complex
Kurama's Point Of View
This sucked, really bad! I had no choice but to follow Chisa's orders. I had to go on dates, kiss her with emptyness, try and hold her and pretend she's Hiei except with breasts and make believe that I love her, which was the hardest thing I could ever do. How do you pretend to love somebody? Love isn't a feeling you can just make believe. You can, and people do it quite successfully, but you can't pretend to truly be on love with another, when you're already in love somebody else. It's just difficult.
" Ahh, Shuichi, my dear! Isn't it a beautiful day?" Chisa said, taking my arm. This was my first date with Chisa, she was trying to seduce me by wearing a tight, short black dress and boots to make her look spunky. The look wasn't really working for her when everybody around her could tell she was a self centered bitch.
" I guess." I shrugged.
" Aww, come on darling, we're going to have fun today." She said. I pulled down my sunglasses and looked at her like she was crazy. She wasn't really looking at me or paying attention to what I had to say, but I guess I didn't really expect much more from her.
" Right, right. Fun." I sighed. I was gazing at my surroundings, trying to find something prettier to look at and I saw a teenager with spiky black hair. He looked alot like Hiei, pretty hot too. About my age, not my height at all but still...wait.
" Hey, Shuichi, honey! Isn't that Jaganshi?"
" It might be. Why don't you just call him Hiei?"
" Hmmm, I don't want to know him. Come on, let's get out of here. That little four foot shrimp is not fit for your love." She said, turning so we could cross away from Hiei.
" Oh yeah? Then who is?"
" I am, of course. Boys shouldn't be dating boys, it's unnatural. Plus, a pretty boy like you should be with a woman of high calibur, like me. Not with some poor child."
" You know, stop acting like you run my life. Last time I checked, you were supposed to be my arranged fiance. I don't remember you ever giving birth to me." I said, starting to cross the street.
" As of now Shuichi, I DO run your life. I have you by a leash because you just so happen to love your little midget more then me. You dragged yourself into this."
" No, as a matter of fact, YOU dragged ME into this. I won't deny my feelings for him. We're been through alot, good and bad, his family issues and he's been through mine. We do everything together. I love him more then anything in this world, even if I am forced to love another. To put it simply Chisa, I don't and probably never will love you. I am in your deal simply because I care for Hiei far to much to let him hurt again. Speaking of which, you have Hiei's mother's name. It doesn't suit you." I explained as we continued to walk. I looked at the anger on her face as she bit her lip. She turned to face me and slapped me hard on the face.
" SHUT UP!" She yelled. " Shut up!" She glared at me. " I know you love Hiei more!" She grabbed me by the hair and swung my face closer to hers, nearly yanking my hair out. " I know you'll never love me in return so I resorted to making you spend all of your time with me and not that faggot bastard! You love ME! Only me! And I better not hear anything otherwise! Got it!? I don't even want to hear the word Hiei pass from your lips or there will be serious prices to pay my dear!" She said, throwing me back. " I have the power to ruin your life in my hands. I suggest you shut up." She said, continuing to walk.
" I'm going home." I said, turning around.
" No you won't!" She glared.
" Look, if you're going to be a bitch and make a scene in front of everybody I'm not going to deal with you."
" Shuichi, I'll tell Hiei." She said with an evil grin.
" You wouldn't." I said, confidence in my tone.
" Um, excuse me if you don't remember. I told you, you defy me, I'll tell Hiei, your step-dad and the entire student body."
" You know, it would have been better if you could have just tried to win my love naturally instead if being a bitch." He said. She punched me in the stomach. It didn't hurt, it was just more surprising.
" I told you to be quiet! One more outburst Shuichi and I'll gladly tell Hiei everything. Lies and all." She glared. I thought about it for a while and I came up with a way to save Hiei. It wouldn't exactly be the best thing ever, surely not the best idea I've ever had, but I knew this was the only way I could get out of it.
" Yes, Chisa. You want to go eat?" I said, obeying her commands.
" That's more like it. Sure, I want some chinese food!" She smiled, taking my hand again. I hit my sorrow behind a smile at the idea I had about what I was going to do about Hiei. This was by far the biggest sacrifice I had or will ever make.
Meanwhile, With Hiei...
" He should be here by now." Hiei said, looking at his watch. He was just outside of the cafe that him and Kurama went to often, the one Kurama and Chisa were going to go by until they spotted Hiei.
" He told me he'd meet me here." He sighed. " It's been an hour already."
" I don't know if I should be mad at him for making me wait, mad at myself for waiting as long as I have. Or be angry at Chisa because I just saw her walking with him." Hiei said, biting his lower lip. He crushed his watch in his right hand and headed back home, more hurt then ever.
A/N: AWWW! This chapter was short, but it explained alot. WHOO! Oh, guess what? I am cosplaying as Anna from Shaman King! I am a little too dark, but I don't care. My friend is gonna be Yoh. I wanted to do YYH, but I didn't know how I was gonna get my hair like Hiei's. Oh well...I was gonna be Amidamaru, but I'd have to learn how to float and plus, Amidamaru is SO cool, I couldn't dare discrase him with my crappy cosplaying. __ I love you Amidamaru!!!
Oh yeah, this chapter was named after a Gravitation song called Lost Complex. I don't know what they're saying in the song but it just kinda fit how Hiei was feeling, the background tune made me wonder. Now I have to find translation lyrics. *shakes her fist at Shuichi Shindou's beautiful voice and at Right Stuf for spelling Shuichi's last name "Shindo" on the advertisement*
Gods, this was so off topic!
Paisley
Chapter 6: Lost Complex
Kurama's Point Of View
This sucked, really bad! I had no choice but to follow Chisa's orders. I had to go on dates, kiss her with emptyness, try and hold her and pretend she's Hiei except with breasts and make believe that I love her, which was the hardest thing I could ever do. How do you pretend to love somebody? Love isn't a feeling you can just make believe. You can, and people do it quite successfully, but you can't pretend to truly be on love with another, when you're already in love somebody else. It's just difficult.
" Ahh, Shuichi, my dear! Isn't it a beautiful day?" Chisa said, taking my arm. This was my first date with Chisa, she was trying to seduce me by wearing a tight, short black dress and boots to make her look spunky. The look wasn't really working for her when everybody around her could tell she was a self centered bitch.
" I guess." I shrugged.
" Aww, come on darling, we're going to have fun today." She said. I pulled down my sunglasses and looked at her like she was crazy. She wasn't really looking at me or paying attention to what I had to say, but I guess I didn't really expect much more from her.
" Right, right. Fun." I sighed. I was gazing at my surroundings, trying to find something prettier to look at and I saw a teenager with spiky black hair. He looked alot like Hiei, pretty hot too. About my age, not my height at all but still...wait.
" Hey, Shuichi, honey! Isn't that Jaganshi?"
" It might be. Why don't you just call him Hiei?"
" Hmmm, I don't want to know him. Come on, let's get out of here. That little four foot shrimp is not fit for your love." She said, turning so we could cross away from Hiei.
" Oh yeah? Then who is?"
" I am, of course. Boys shouldn't be dating boys, it's unnatural. Plus, a pretty boy like you should be with a woman of high calibur, like me. Not with some poor child."
" You know, stop acting like you run my life. Last time I checked, you were supposed to be my arranged fiance. I don't remember you ever giving birth to me." I said, starting to cross the street.
" As of now Shuichi, I DO run your life. I have you by a leash because you just so happen to love your little midget more then me. You dragged yourself into this."
" No, as a matter of fact, YOU dragged ME into this. I won't deny my feelings for him. We're been through alot, good and bad, his family issues and he's been through mine. We do everything together. I love him more then anything in this world, even if I am forced to love another. To put it simply Chisa, I don't and probably never will love you. I am in your deal simply because I care for Hiei far to much to let him hurt again. Speaking of which, you have Hiei's mother's name. It doesn't suit you." I explained as we continued to walk. I looked at the anger on her face as she bit her lip. She turned to face me and slapped me hard on the face.
" SHUT UP!" She yelled. " Shut up!" She glared at me. " I know you love Hiei more!" She grabbed me by the hair and swung my face closer to hers, nearly yanking my hair out. " I know you'll never love me in return so I resorted to making you spend all of your time with me and not that faggot bastard! You love ME! Only me! And I better not hear anything otherwise! Got it!? I don't even want to hear the word Hiei pass from your lips or there will be serious prices to pay my dear!" She said, throwing me back. " I have the power to ruin your life in my hands. I suggest you shut up." She said, continuing to walk.
" I'm going home." I said, turning around.
" No you won't!" She glared.
" Look, if you're going to be a bitch and make a scene in front of everybody I'm not going to deal with you."
" Shuichi, I'll tell Hiei." She said with an evil grin.
" You wouldn't." I said, confidence in my tone.
" Um, excuse me if you don't remember. I told you, you defy me, I'll tell Hiei, your step-dad and the entire student body."
" You know, it would have been better if you could have just tried to win my love naturally instead if being a bitch." He said. She punched me in the stomach. It didn't hurt, it was just more surprising.
" I told you to be quiet! One more outburst Shuichi and I'll gladly tell Hiei everything. Lies and all." She glared. I thought about it for a while and I came up with a way to save Hiei. It wouldn't exactly be the best thing ever, surely not the best idea I've ever had, but I knew this was the only way I could get out of it.
" Yes, Chisa. You want to go eat?" I said, obeying her commands.
" That's more like it. Sure, I want some chinese food!" She smiled, taking my hand again. I hit my sorrow behind a smile at the idea I had about what I was going to do about Hiei. This was by far the biggest sacrifice I had or will ever make.
Meanwhile, With Hiei...
" He should be here by now." Hiei said, looking at his watch. He was just outside of the cafe that him and Kurama went to often, the one Kurama and Chisa were going to go by until they spotted Hiei.
" He told me he'd meet me here." He sighed. " It's been an hour already."
" I don't know if I should be mad at him for making me wait, mad at myself for waiting as long as I have. Or be angry at Chisa because I just saw her walking with him." Hiei said, biting his lower lip. He crushed his watch in his right hand and headed back home, more hurt then ever.
A/N: AWWW! This chapter was short, but it explained alot. WHOO! Oh, guess what? I am cosplaying as Anna from Shaman King! I am a little too dark, but I don't care. My friend is gonna be Yoh. I wanted to do YYH, but I didn't know how I was gonna get my hair like Hiei's. Oh well...I was gonna be Amidamaru, but I'd have to learn how to float and plus, Amidamaru is SO cool, I couldn't dare discrase him with my crappy cosplaying. __ I love you Amidamaru!!!
Oh yeah, this chapter was named after a Gravitation song called Lost Complex. I don't know what they're saying in the song but it just kinda fit how Hiei was feeling, the background tune made me wonder. Now I have to find translation lyrics. *shakes her fist at Shuichi Shindou's beautiful voice and at Right Stuf for spelling Shuichi's last name "Shindo" on the advertisement*
Gods, this was so off topic!
Paisley