Naota just sat there. His tears began to stream down his cheeks though he
made no whimper or sound. "Why am I feeling this? This is not what I should
feel, I hate her I really do." He was still thinking about her. He could
still smell her on him. It brought back the old memories of how she used to
smell. How he hated that smell so much back then. Now he craved it, that
smell was of Mamimi, the dry cent of cigarettes mixed with the sweet cent
of her hair.
Naota placed a used cigarette in his hands and stared at it. "is this
why I started smoking? Because of you?" he sat there in silence and grief.
His head felt like it was going to explode.
He dident even notates Gaku and Masashi as they ran by his side.
"Naota! Did you fall down and burse your ass?" Gaku laughed. Naota
realized that tears were still streaming down his face.
"Shut the fuck up Gaku!" Naota snarled, "I was waiting here like half an
hour for your two asses."
"sorrrrry Naota but we got caught up." Masashi said with a smile "oh and
guess who we saw Naoootttaaa!"
"who?" Naota asked with a questioned look.
"your old girl friend Mamimi! Uh I think that was her name?" Gaku said
happily.
"she looks really banging Naota did you see her?" Masashi grinned.
Naota just sat there and gazed off into space. "Yeah . . . I saw her
. . . "
"Did she say anything to you?" Gaku asked. "naw . . . "Naota lied. "Come-
on did you get the coke?
Gaku smiled widely and pulled out a bag of white powder. "Here it is"
"Awesome" Naota said. His face still looked depressed and his eyes were
red. "Now you two can spend your time playing with that shit. I'm going
home. See ya."
Gaku and Masashi's faces grew with deep exclamation. "What the fuck
Naota?!!?? You paid for this!!!" Gaku exclaimed.
"I'm . . . just not up for it Gaku, sorry." And with that Naota got up and
put his red base ball cap on his face, hiding his deep features with an
eclipsing shadow. He walked away from them without looking back. His
walking motion looked very crooked. As if he were about to fall down.
Gaku and Masashi just looked at him. "What's wrong with him man? He looked
like he was crying or something... "Masashi questioned.
Gaku looked at Masashi and his expression grew serious. "He was crying
dude... something's fucked up with him. Something's not right . . .
made no whimper or sound. "Why am I feeling this? This is not what I should
feel, I hate her I really do." He was still thinking about her. He could
still smell her on him. It brought back the old memories of how she used to
smell. How he hated that smell so much back then. Now he craved it, that
smell was of Mamimi, the dry cent of cigarettes mixed with the sweet cent
of her hair.
Naota placed a used cigarette in his hands and stared at it. "is this
why I started smoking? Because of you?" he sat there in silence and grief.
His head felt like it was going to explode.
He dident even notates Gaku and Masashi as they ran by his side.
"Naota! Did you fall down and burse your ass?" Gaku laughed. Naota
realized that tears were still streaming down his face.
"Shut the fuck up Gaku!" Naota snarled, "I was waiting here like half an
hour for your two asses."
"sorrrrry Naota but we got caught up." Masashi said with a smile "oh and
guess who we saw Naoootttaaa!"
"who?" Naota asked with a questioned look.
"your old girl friend Mamimi! Uh I think that was her name?" Gaku said
happily.
"she looks really banging Naota did you see her?" Masashi grinned.
Naota just sat there and gazed off into space. "Yeah . . . I saw her
. . . "
"Did she say anything to you?" Gaku asked. "naw . . . "Naota lied. "Come-
on did you get the coke?
Gaku smiled widely and pulled out a bag of white powder. "Here it is"
"Awesome" Naota said. His face still looked depressed and his eyes were
red. "Now you two can spend your time playing with that shit. I'm going
home. See ya."
Gaku and Masashi's faces grew with deep exclamation. "What the fuck
Naota?!!?? You paid for this!!!" Gaku exclaimed.
"I'm . . . just not up for it Gaku, sorry." And with that Naota got up and
put his red base ball cap on his face, hiding his deep features with an
eclipsing shadow. He walked away from them without looking back. His
walking motion looked very crooked. As if he were about to fall down.
Gaku and Masashi just looked at him. "What's wrong with him man? He looked
like he was crying or something... "Masashi questioned.
Gaku looked at Masashi and his expression grew serious. "He was crying
dude... something's fucked up with him. Something's not right . . .