Thoughts On Heero by MoonsSprite
Once I thought he was destined to kill me. Morbid, who me? He he, I like to think of myself as cautious. Aww, what the hell, I like to blow shit up. I'm not ashamed. Now getting blown up, that's his MO, not mine.
I'd like to think I'd gotten him out of that habit though. The war's been over for four years now. I guess that's why he's not as jumpy as before. He's more mellowed out, learning to be human. I personally new he always had it in him. I just figured one day the sexual tension would finally make him explode and he'd haul the first person he'd see into the nearest closet and they'd never be seen again. But I guess I was just at the right place at the right time, ne? Heck, even in my thoughts, he's gotten me whispering sweet little Japanese nothings.
The reason I'm thinking so much is currently at his sleeping off a fun night at Wu's house. I'm glad in a ways. I guess I've just come round full circle to my first thought. I thought he was destined to kill me; but lately, he's been getting funny looks in his eyes whenever he looks at me. Not the normal 'I handle your idiotic nature because you're a sex God, Duo' kind of looks, but something more quiet. Kind of like he's watching for something I don't wanna show yet.
The other day he told me him and Relena had gone on a shopping trip. Nothing unusual for a rich girl and her bodyguard to do. But then he started going on about this wedding shop and I thought ' Whoa! Whoa whoa whoa whoa!!!' cause I if I were to do something crazy and maybe…I don't know, connect that with the creepy little looks he's been giving' me, one would think Heero Yuy's got nesting on his mind.
That's not good. I don't nest. I don't even like eggs! So now I'm just staring at he's prone, dead weight body on the bed, knowing that he'll probably wake up soon with a killer hangover, groggy and pissy. I know that he'll be giving me those looks until I decide to finally come out and tell him I love him, to which he will most assuredly try to get me into marital bliss with him. Try to make an honest man out of me and have a big white wedding knowing full damn well that I don't lie and we are NOT virgin's. He'll probably have Relena do up the whole damn thing and then he'll want me to be a penguin for the day! Put me through hoops and torture in front of our closest and dearest and expect me to be smiling the entire time.
And damned if I wont do it in the end because I love him and I don't much mind going through hoops and torture if I get to see that small smile on his face that I know means he's happy just to 'be'. I'd give up my entire life for that. Die for that. And maybe, JUST maybe, I might be convinced to be a penguin for a day. But I'll be damned, DAMNED, before I dress up in white Heero Yuy. Even you can't expect miracles.
Once I thought he was destined to kill me. Morbid, who me? He he, I like to think of myself as cautious. Aww, what the hell, I like to blow shit up. I'm not ashamed. Now getting blown up, that's his MO, not mine.
I'd like to think I'd gotten him out of that habit though. The war's been over for four years now. I guess that's why he's not as jumpy as before. He's more mellowed out, learning to be human. I personally new he always had it in him. I just figured one day the sexual tension would finally make him explode and he'd haul the first person he'd see into the nearest closet and they'd never be seen again. But I guess I was just at the right place at the right time, ne? Heck, even in my thoughts, he's gotten me whispering sweet little Japanese nothings.
The reason I'm thinking so much is currently at his sleeping off a fun night at Wu's house. I'm glad in a ways. I guess I've just come round full circle to my first thought. I thought he was destined to kill me; but lately, he's been getting funny looks in his eyes whenever he looks at me. Not the normal 'I handle your idiotic nature because you're a sex God, Duo' kind of looks, but something more quiet. Kind of like he's watching for something I don't wanna show yet.
The other day he told me him and Relena had gone on a shopping trip. Nothing unusual for a rich girl and her bodyguard to do. But then he started going on about this wedding shop and I thought ' Whoa! Whoa whoa whoa whoa!!!' cause I if I were to do something crazy and maybe…I don't know, connect that with the creepy little looks he's been giving' me, one would think Heero Yuy's got nesting on his mind.
That's not good. I don't nest. I don't even like eggs! So now I'm just staring at he's prone, dead weight body on the bed, knowing that he'll probably wake up soon with a killer hangover, groggy and pissy. I know that he'll be giving me those looks until I decide to finally come out and tell him I love him, to which he will most assuredly try to get me into marital bliss with him. Try to make an honest man out of me and have a big white wedding knowing full damn well that I don't lie and we are NOT virgin's. He'll probably have Relena do up the whole damn thing and then he'll want me to be a penguin for the day! Put me through hoops and torture in front of our closest and dearest and expect me to be smiling the entire time.
And damned if I wont do it in the end because I love him and I don't much mind going through hoops and torture if I get to see that small smile on his face that I know means he's happy just to 'be'. I'd give up my entire life for that. Die for that. And maybe, JUST maybe, I might be convinced to be a penguin for a day. But I'll be damned, DAMNED, before I dress up in white Heero Yuy. Even you can't expect miracles.