Still blind with out you!
Chapter 4: Lets Talk
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People killing people dying
Children hurting, heard them crying
When can you practice what you preach!
Or would you turn the other cheek
Father, father, father help us
Listening to the radio, Jhene laid flat on her bed listening to the Muggles station power 1051. "I wish Malfoy knew what love was like," she thought hugging the pillow. "What happen to him...why do I feel this ache in my chest for him? I don't even like him... or do I... of course not" she turns up the radio.
With the guidance from above
People got me... got me questioning where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love... the love... the love?
"I wish you can open up to me," she thought "yea right, Malfoy confine in you... but I know what it's like too, to be alone... to want to dream and never wake up, I know what it's like." she thought then she look at the time.
She had been in her room all day since her last encounter with Malfoy. It was getting really late "Oh my God I have to get going." with that she slowly walk out her room and over to Malfoy's room. She quietly opens the door to check if he was sleeping. When she seen him fast asleep she blush and close his door. "What going on with me suddenly blushing at his present" she walks over to the maid room to see if she to was sleeping and she was. After all that she snuck out the back entrance and went off into the night.
She climbed into her room window and took off her jacket it was midnight when she reaches. She looks around and signed, "good I'm safe" she thought. "This Job harder then I thought." she said walking into the bathroom and running the warm water for a bath. When she finishes she raps the towel over her head and one around her body. When she walks out she nearly drop the towel that was covering her naked body.
"Where the hell have you been?" Ron yelled
"Wa.." she was cut off
"How could you stay out this late??? Did you know how worried we was?" George and Fred yelled in unison.
"But ii... ..."
"No excuse Gin, we know you wasn't at mark" Ron Yelled
"What?? I never said I was..."
"Then where were you Ginny, your brothers came banging on my door thinking I keep nap you," Ginny froze at the sound of his voice, she turn a dark shade of red as he entered her room. "Mark, He was gorgeous. He had beautiful hazel eyes that when he look at you, you just melt. His short black hair and sexy lips {like Harry just black hair instead,} to bad we couldn't be together" she thought.
"Look mark I'm sorry they harass you. But when did you all become my father" Gin said looking at her four bother including Harry.
"No excuse Gin,' where have you been it's dangerous out there" Harry asks
"Look stop worrying about me, I'm 18 I can take care of my self." she answered
"Oh No you Can't Missy, not until your forty" Ron yelled
"What???"
"Look I can do what I want, when I want!! Why can't you see I'm not little gin anymore? I'm older; I grew up, look Ron, George & Fred, Percy and Harry. You all have to trust me. What are you going to do when I move out in a few months, stand guard by my apartment?"
"Yes" Ron Muttered, everyone look at him
"No...no Ron you have to let me grow up and make my own mistakes. You have to stop trying to protect me. I'm a big girl let me be" everyone look to the floor
"Your right Ginny, you are 18 and you're also a adult. I guess we forgot that," Percy answered
"No you are NOT. You still my baby sister and when I say no I say no MOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Ron yelled stomping out of the room. Everyone shook his or her head and laugh.
"Hearing Ron yelled is the funniest thing" Mark spoke and Ginny blushed " anyway Gin nice seeing you again, come see me when you have nothing to do okay," he walk over to her and kiss her gentle on the cheek and waved to the other goodbye. While everyone was leaving Ginny room Harry stayed behind
"Bye..." she looks back to everyone. Starring at Harry, Face to face alone thoughts ran thought her mind. "Harry is there a problem?" she asks
"Yea" he grin evilly
"So what's up... what is it???" she said nervously
"Gin just curious where have you been all day? I mean, you left before we woke up and now your back really late what's up"
"oh umm ...I was... you know..." lost for words
"Look you know you could tell me anything," he informed her
"What do you think I'm hidden something from you? That so 6 years old," she flirts
"Hmm...funny"
"What's funny Harry?
"For the 1st time your lying to me"
"Wa...what... what make you say that Harry?" she froze
"Uh huh...you know I seen this add in the newspapers, looking for a sitter for Malfoy, it the funniest thing. It pays a lot but only a fool would be caught dead staying with Malfoy. Anyway love, I'll let you get some sleep," with that Harry walk passed her grinning.
"Oh yea Gin..." he's aid before walking out "be careful" with that he left.
"Do he know" she thought, "oh lord" she laid on her bed. "Why is life so hard"
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Tossing and turning Malfoy couldn't sleep, like every other night he worried who was out there. He couldn't see so that was an advantage to others that didn't like him. But he didn't care he wanted to die. Life was always unfair to him. "Jhene" was all that been through his mind all day. How he wishes he could see her. "Damn that girl," he thought. the voice was familiar but didn't remember from where. He wonder were her lips as soft as they sound. Remembering about their last encounter.
{Flashback}
"So... what do you do around here when you're bored?" she question
"Wait to die" he said in a low tone. "I'm alone take this pain away" he shook his head.
"Why are you always so negative?" she answers
He raises his eye brown "being positive is a waste of time?" he coldly answered
"How???" for that moment she felt something pass through her, "why was he so egger to die" she wonders
"Hoping for something to come true when it never will" he answered
"And why you say that?" she question
"Cause I pray to god everyday to kill me and still he keeps me alive, alone." His voice faded.
"So the accident... was that you trying to kill your self?" she wondered
"Why would you care?" he raise his eyebrow
"I don't but I..." she was cut off
"Look what goes on in my life does not concern you or anyone...it's fine that your working here - - good we accomplish that... but don't try to get in to my head... you can't help me with my problems... no one can" he said with an angry tone.
"I just want to help," she said in a low tone.
"Don't," he braked. "No one can"
{Flashback Ends}
"You don't understand you can't help me no one can" He got up and walks over to her room. Standing by her door for a few minutes before he got courage to enter. He waited and argued with his-self. "Why if she don't want to talk to me? She have to she have no choice! But why if she still mad at me? Well she'll get over it! What make you say that?? I know she a girl? But a... NO if and Buts about it, NOW LISTEN TO ME, JUST GO!" Entering, He whisper her name gently incase she was sleeping. He felt this was the right moment to explain his behavior he didn't know why, or why to her. But he felt a connection with this new girl.
"Maybe she sleeps Heavy," thought. So he reaches to tap her. She wasn't there. "Where did she go? Maybe to the restroom" He hopes she would hurry back before he loses courage and leave. So he sat there and waited till she come back and she never did.
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Ginny woke up really early and jump in the shower, after blowing out her hair she walk out the door making sure no one see her leave.
"OH LORD VIRGINA WEASLEY IS THAT YOU" she quickly pull her jacket over her head, as she heard Hermione voice. Hermione walk up to her in disbelief. " What the hell did you do to your hair?
"Hermione shhh... please don't tell anyone" Hermione look at her as if she didn't know who she was "I can explain"
"I'm open" Hermione crosses her hand, and Ginny explain the hold thing
"Oh My God Ginny... you know your not allowed to be by that git he a every bad person"
"I know Mione But it's for the money... see this is my only hope in ever being happy, and beside Malfoy isn't that bad, you should check out the house its beautiful but..."
"But what?"
"He so lonely, I also know he not happy, I guess that why he treat people the way he do, I mean Malfoy actually sweet" "sexy To" she thought
"Reality check... I know this not what I think I'm hearing Gin"
"what?
"I think your falling for the Blue EYE mistake," Hermione answered smiling at her friend
"No I'm not"
"Well I'm not going to argue with you, you know your family is not going to approve of this" Ginny lowered her head "but your secret safe with me" Ginny smiles as she jump to hug Hermione.
"Oh thank you... thank you, that why you my sister in law I love you thank you," she said hugging her.
"Yea... yea just get going"
"Thank you" she said running out the door
Ginny wait she called "don't be afraid to express yourself... oh yea I love the new hair colour but you know your mom and dad going to kill you when they see it"
"Don't worry I can wash it out" with that she smiled and close the door.
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Rushing back over to the Manor. She rushes through the back door so no one would see her. Straight to her room her heart stops at the sight of Malfoy sleeping on the chair next to her bed. He woke up to her touch.
"You didn't sleep in?" he said with anger in his voice
"Why are you in my room in the 1st place," she answered
"You didn't sleep in"
"What is it to you as long as I'm back there shouldn't be a problem?
"Your supposes to be here" he said feeling alone again
"Well you was sleeping it not like you needed me" she watches him get up and headed for the door. She touch him and he nock her hand off
"That's where your wrong, I did" with that he left
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*end of Chapter 4 hehe r/r please
Chapter 4: Lets Talk
*@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *@, *
People killing people dying
Children hurting, heard them crying
When can you practice what you preach!
Or would you turn the other cheek
Father, father, father help us
Listening to the radio, Jhene laid flat on her bed listening to the Muggles station power 1051. "I wish Malfoy knew what love was like," she thought hugging the pillow. "What happen to him...why do I feel this ache in my chest for him? I don't even like him... or do I... of course not" she turns up the radio.
With the guidance from above
People got me... got me questioning where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
Where is the love... the love... the love?
"I wish you can open up to me," she thought "yea right, Malfoy confine in you... but I know what it's like too, to be alone... to want to dream and never wake up, I know what it's like." she thought then she look at the time.
She had been in her room all day since her last encounter with Malfoy. It was getting really late "Oh my God I have to get going." with that she slowly walk out her room and over to Malfoy's room. She quietly opens the door to check if he was sleeping. When she seen him fast asleep she blush and close his door. "What going on with me suddenly blushing at his present" she walks over to the maid room to see if she to was sleeping and she was. After all that she snuck out the back entrance and went off into the night.
She climbed into her room window and took off her jacket it was midnight when she reaches. She looks around and signed, "good I'm safe" she thought. "This Job harder then I thought." she said walking into the bathroom and running the warm water for a bath. When she finishes she raps the towel over her head and one around her body. When she walks out she nearly drop the towel that was covering her naked body.
"Where the hell have you been?" Ron yelled
"Wa.." she was cut off
"How could you stay out this late??? Did you know how worried we was?" George and Fred yelled in unison.
"But ii... ..."
"No excuse Gin, we know you wasn't at mark" Ron Yelled
"What?? I never said I was..."
"Then where were you Ginny, your brothers came banging on my door thinking I keep nap you," Ginny froze at the sound of his voice, she turn a dark shade of red as he entered her room. "Mark, He was gorgeous. He had beautiful hazel eyes that when he look at you, you just melt. His short black hair and sexy lips {like Harry just black hair instead,} to bad we couldn't be together" she thought.
"Look mark I'm sorry they harass you. But when did you all become my father" Gin said looking at her four bother including Harry.
"No excuse Gin,' where have you been it's dangerous out there" Harry asks
"Look stop worrying about me, I'm 18 I can take care of my self." she answered
"Oh No you Can't Missy, not until your forty" Ron yelled
"What???"
"Look I can do what I want, when I want!! Why can't you see I'm not little gin anymore? I'm older; I grew up, look Ron, George & Fred, Percy and Harry. You all have to trust me. What are you going to do when I move out in a few months, stand guard by my apartment?"
"Yes" Ron Muttered, everyone look at him
"No...no Ron you have to let me grow up and make my own mistakes. You have to stop trying to protect me. I'm a big girl let me be" everyone look to the floor
"Your right Ginny, you are 18 and you're also a adult. I guess we forgot that," Percy answered
"No you are NOT. You still my baby sister and when I say no I say no MOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Ron yelled stomping out of the room. Everyone shook his or her head and laugh.
"Hearing Ron yelled is the funniest thing" Mark spoke and Ginny blushed " anyway Gin nice seeing you again, come see me when you have nothing to do okay," he walk over to her and kiss her gentle on the cheek and waved to the other goodbye. While everyone was leaving Ginny room Harry stayed behind
"Bye..." she looks back to everyone. Starring at Harry, Face to face alone thoughts ran thought her mind. "Harry is there a problem?" she asks
"Yea" he grin evilly
"So what's up... what is it???" she said nervously
"Gin just curious where have you been all day? I mean, you left before we woke up and now your back really late what's up"
"oh umm ...I was... you know..." lost for words
"Look you know you could tell me anything," he informed her
"What do you think I'm hidden something from you? That so 6 years old," she flirts
"Hmm...funny"
"What's funny Harry?
"For the 1st time your lying to me"
"Wa...what... what make you say that Harry?" she froze
"Uh huh...you know I seen this add in the newspapers, looking for a sitter for Malfoy, it the funniest thing. It pays a lot but only a fool would be caught dead staying with Malfoy. Anyway love, I'll let you get some sleep," with that Harry walk passed her grinning.
"Oh yea Gin..." he's aid before walking out "be careful" with that he left.
"Do he know" she thought, "oh lord" she laid on her bed. "Why is life so hard"
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Tossing and turning Malfoy couldn't sleep, like every other night he worried who was out there. He couldn't see so that was an advantage to others that didn't like him. But he didn't care he wanted to die. Life was always unfair to him. "Jhene" was all that been through his mind all day. How he wishes he could see her. "Damn that girl," he thought. the voice was familiar but didn't remember from where. He wonder were her lips as soft as they sound. Remembering about their last encounter.
{Flashback}
"So... what do you do around here when you're bored?" she question
"Wait to die" he said in a low tone. "I'm alone take this pain away" he shook his head.
"Why are you always so negative?" she answers
He raises his eye brown "being positive is a waste of time?" he coldly answered
"How???" for that moment she felt something pass through her, "why was he so egger to die" she wonders
"Hoping for something to come true when it never will" he answered
"And why you say that?" she question
"Cause I pray to god everyday to kill me and still he keeps me alive, alone." His voice faded.
"So the accident... was that you trying to kill your self?" she wondered
"Why would you care?" he raise his eyebrow
"I don't but I..." she was cut off
"Look what goes on in my life does not concern you or anyone...it's fine that your working here - - good we accomplish that... but don't try to get in to my head... you can't help me with my problems... no one can" he said with an angry tone.
"I just want to help," she said in a low tone.
"Don't," he braked. "No one can"
{Flashback Ends}
"You don't understand you can't help me no one can" He got up and walks over to her room. Standing by her door for a few minutes before he got courage to enter. He waited and argued with his-self. "Why if she don't want to talk to me? She have to she have no choice! But why if she still mad at me? Well she'll get over it! What make you say that?? I know she a girl? But a... NO if and Buts about it, NOW LISTEN TO ME, JUST GO!" Entering, He whisper her name gently incase she was sleeping. He felt this was the right moment to explain his behavior he didn't know why, or why to her. But he felt a connection with this new girl.
"Maybe she sleeps Heavy," thought. So he reaches to tap her. She wasn't there. "Where did she go? Maybe to the restroom" He hopes she would hurry back before he loses courage and leave. So he sat there and waited till she come back and she never did.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Ginny woke up really early and jump in the shower, after blowing out her hair she walk out the door making sure no one see her leave.
"OH LORD VIRGINA WEASLEY IS THAT YOU" she quickly pull her jacket over her head, as she heard Hermione voice. Hermione walk up to her in disbelief. " What the hell did you do to your hair?
"Hermione shhh... please don't tell anyone" Hermione look at her as if she didn't know who she was "I can explain"
"I'm open" Hermione crosses her hand, and Ginny explain the hold thing
"Oh My God Ginny... you know your not allowed to be by that git he a every bad person"
"I know Mione But it's for the money... see this is my only hope in ever being happy, and beside Malfoy isn't that bad, you should check out the house its beautiful but..."
"But what?"
"He so lonely, I also know he not happy, I guess that why he treat people the way he do, I mean Malfoy actually sweet" "sexy To" she thought
"Reality check... I know this not what I think I'm hearing Gin"
"what?
"I think your falling for the Blue EYE mistake," Hermione answered smiling at her friend
"No I'm not"
"Well I'm not going to argue with you, you know your family is not going to approve of this" Ginny lowered her head "but your secret safe with me" Ginny smiles as she jump to hug Hermione.
"Oh thank you... thank you, that why you my sister in law I love you thank you," she said hugging her.
"Yea... yea just get going"
"Thank you" she said running out the door
Ginny wait she called "don't be afraid to express yourself... oh yea I love the new hair colour but you know your mom and dad going to kill you when they see it"
"Don't worry I can wash it out" with that she smiled and close the door.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Rushing back over to the Manor. She rushes through the back door so no one would see her. Straight to her room her heart stops at the sight of Malfoy sleeping on the chair next to her bed. He woke up to her touch.
"You didn't sleep in?" he said with anger in his voice
"Why are you in my room in the 1st place," she answered
"You didn't sleep in"
"What is it to you as long as I'm back there shouldn't be a problem?
"Your supposes to be here" he said feeling alone again
"Well you was sleeping it not like you needed me" she watches him get up and headed for the door. She touch him and he nock her hand off
"That's where your wrong, I did" with that he left
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*end of Chapter 4 hehe r/r please