Still blind with out you!
{A/n LoL, I know that last chapter was I how can we say it?? Strange! {The whole Ginny-and-Malfoy situation.} So I decided to put chapter 9 out. For me, chapter 8' was the hardest to throw out. Cause I didn't want any one jumping at me with comments like! "What sense those that part make, and the Harry situation? But it wills all come clear towards the ending of the story. I promise, and it not Quid pro quo or rape if she wanted it! ::Smiles::
{WARNING GRAMMER ISSUSE}
Chapter 9: who that?
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"I hate you" those words tortured him. Shacking his head regretting everything he'd done over the years, maybe not everything. At lest not to Harry potter and that Weasel! Oh not to forget Mud-blood. He shook his head in disgust. If he could change one thing he'll probably change the way he made her feel low about her self, being a Muggle born at lest. But what done is done. But his thoughts went back to Harry and his sidekick.
No one knew of the hatred he had mainly for Ron Weasley, the hatred became a passion. If he had the chance he'll probably end his suffering, meaningless life. {and kill him.} He never understood why Ron wasn't a Slytherin, "no one seen his true ability to be great but I did. If he steps from behind Harry shadow he'll be unstoppable. But he was to dumb to ever notice or see himself more then a back up to Harry Potter, and that made him weak and to be weak is not worthy in his eyes, Malfoy exhale.
His thoughts went to the youngest Weasley. "What was her name again? Virginia was it! " He thought. She was to a disgrace to the Weasley family. "I wonder where she received her cloths from" he smiled. "Hand-me-down maybe, but can't be for Mrs. Weasley, no disrespect." {He respected Mrs. Weasley out of the whole Weasley Clan, because she was a mother he wished he had. Back to the youngest Weasley.}
"If she change her whole appearance she'll probably look at lest decent. But those freckles were swallowing her body." He blushed, but they look good on her. She wasn't bad looking neither. Matter of fact she wasn't bad looking at all, but know one really notice. I didn't neither, at lest until now. "No need in wasting time on useless memories lad" his conscience begin, but he shook his head and said go away.
He could remember their seventh year graduation, after the ceremony when everyone were crying, taking pictures and saying their goodbyes. For the first time in his life, he noticed he wasn't breathing. She walk passed him hugging Longbottom. {A/N did I spell his last name right??}
She was so beautiful. Her hair was neatly pressed with a white rose stuck in the side of her hair. She wear an elegant white gown that fit every curve of her body "where did she steal it from? What department store" he thought
She must of felt him starring cause she turned. They starred at each other for what seem like forever. Then she did what shock him. She walked up to him and hugs him. His heart completely stops, he wanted to push her away but something stop him and he hug her back. She pulled away quickly. Everyone even Head Master was in shock.
She turned back, wave to him goodbye. He thought he seen her tears in her eyes, he knew and she knew that this will be the last time that they would ever see each other again. She was going to remain in Hogwarts another year, even after that there world will never cross again, he lived in the upper class and she was in the lower class, but it didn't mean there memories would be forgotten.
"Love are you okay" amber said walking out into the balcony.
He turned slowly noticing the voice "I'm fine... are you still mad about the other night?" she stop her face turned red.
"No not really, just that my name not Jhene" she walk up to him.
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Kissing him passionately, feeling guiltily yet she didn't care. Her heart empty unsatisfied she was on a mission, and she wasn't leaving his bedchamber until she get what she wanted.
"I love you Draco," she whispered into his ears, but he hadn't answer her back. Braking from the kiss
"Thanks you... but I can't return your emotion" he said once more
"I don't care, just make love to me" she answered
"I don't"..." she kissed him cutting of his sentence
"Look just touch me" she placed his hand on her breast "don't be afraid I don't bit" she grins
"I'm not... I just can't"
"God damn it Malfoy, just touch me" she yelled. Then pressing her lips to his. {Into a more passionate kiss.} He moans low.
"You like that don't you"
"Jhene I..." he stops his sentence as amber pulled away
"What did you just called me?" she said in shock
"Amber"
"No, no! NO!!! You call Jhene" she got off of him.
"Okay so it slipped I'm sorry"
"No your not, cause it happen before" she said heading for the door, but he grabs her hand and pulls her to him.
"Look I'm sorry, I been stress out lately by her I didn't mean it, either you take it or leave it. I'm not going to apologize again."
"Leave it" she walks out the door
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He laughs remembering about the last night. "I told you I didn't mean it"
"Look, why don't you get ride of her, you wouldn't be so stress out love,"
"I can't it's the contract" he lied
"Why don't you just give her the money and let her go? I'll take care over you" she smiled, he didn't know how to reply to that one. so he was hoping something would happen.
~&~&~&~&~
Looking through the entire kitchen, Ginny wonders where all the food gone. She was starving but looks like that demon and friend finished everything. All that was left was a can soda. "I guess it's time to go food shopping once more. But the problems was actually facing Malfoy to get the money but if she didn't everyone would be jumping down her case eventually.
Knocking softly on his room-door, she waited but no answer. So she opens it. Walking in to his enormous she felt the cold breeze coming from the balcony, so she figured he was out there thinking. She stop at the door listen to the last few words of their conversation
~ "I can't it's the contract" he lied
"Why don't you just give her the money and let her go I'll take care over you" ~
Walking into the bedroom, amber notices Jhene just standing there. "What do you want eavesdropping? How low Ms Wilson." Amber said harsh.
Ginny blush at the look on Malfoy face, confuse, quite surprise, and a whole lot of hatred vibes. "Was you listen to our conversation?" she yelled again
"Actually no I just entered" Ginny glared
"How can I help you Ms Wilson" he spoke breaking the silence.
"I need... I mean there no food in the house and I need to go to the market"
"So, why do you need his approval, just go"?
"Look I'm not talking to you... just mind your business" Ginny said frustrated, amber made a fist and went straight to hit Ginny but Draco sense it and grab her.
"Ms. Wilson your here for money right" he sat amber down and pulled out a book and wrote a check. "Here, take any care I'm sure you know where the keys are"
"Yes" Jhene blushed
"Okay so hurry back" with that she left
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At the market Shopping for fruits, vegetables, and fresh bake bread and other goodies. Jhene couldn't help but to stair at the check. Who uses 35 thousand dollars on food shopping alone? "I mean the most my family ever use is at lest 3 hundred dollars and that last us for months." She shook her head.
There was a commotion in the market by the fruits stand, so Ginny went to see what was going on. She overheard someone yelling, "It was a mistake," and someone yelling, "it wasn't" back. She moves to see who and who was arguing when she saw her old friend and housemate Colin Creevey. There eyes lock and she move away quickly so he won't her. He took out money out of his pocket while still starring at Ginny. And drop it on the floor, and went after her.
"Whoa... Ginny is that you?" he said grabbing her coat.
"What, are you talking about" she said walk pass him
"Wow Ginny that is you, what happen to your hair? Black and blond highlights, I say you look marvelous" he said starring into her light brown eye's, she blushes and give in.
"How have you been?" she gave a weak smile.
"Oh I've been fine actually. I teach at Hogwarts now as a Flying Instructor" he said proudly
"Really wow, so why are you here?"
"It's Hogsmeade weekend"
"Oh"
"So what have you been up to?"
"Oh you know just working, and dating" she lied
"I don't blame you. You must have a lot of males chasing you"
"Yea that me... I can't get away from them he...he" she said sarcastic
"So what are you doing hear anyway" he asks
"Always knew he was slow" she thought giggling, "I'm shopping for food" smiled
"Ohh so are you almost done?"
"Yes why"
"Cause I want to walk you home meet your bothers and all"
"Um ii...I have a car so I drive"
"Really?"
"Yea but thanks anyway" she look at him, but he was starring straight behind her
"Are you okay?" she turns around and sees a girl with long black hair walk quickly out the store "who was that??"
"I don't know I've been watching her for sometime now, she walk passed us like 8 time trying to see your face at first it didn't bather me, but she stood by the door and starred at you... I think you have a stalker, if I had my camera I could've took a picture of her and you could've turn it in to the cops" he smiled
She laugh look back to Hogwarts he was a Harry potter groupie "it's not something to smile about I don't know her... BUT WHERE DID I SEE HER BEFORE??"
"Hold up you seen her before?"
"Yea, I think it was at the lake, or was it the market?" she thought.
"Now it's not funny Virginia!!!" He looked really worried
"I'm not being funny,"
"Look I think we should go talk to your parents about this" he grabs her arm dragging her
"Par... parent's know I'm just joking. I never seen her before... see hehe" she put on a fake smile"
"Your lying lets go home to your family G, this can be dangerous"
"Look I can't go home okay!" she yelled
"Why... did you run away?? Why?"
"No, I just can't"
"Why"
"My business is not yours Colin" she said aggravated
"If you don't fill me in, I'll drags you home. Ginny your not stronger them me, so clue me in"
"Look I just can't," she said low, eyes teary
"Is it that bad," he signed "look just clue me in. you use to talk to me back in Hogwarts. I never broking your trust before why start now?" he is right she thought
She signed "look I'll tell you but promise not to laugh of tell anyone, I mean no one, not even my family.
"I promise" she grabs his hand and headed out the market heading towards the cream color Escalade filled with grocery.
"Whoa, whoa who car???" he yelled not trying to believing the Weasley could owned it. They drove over to the park and she explains everything.
"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND GINNY THIS IS MALFOY YOUR TALKING ABOUT!"he yelled, but stops when her smile fades "look Gin I'm sorry, I heard about that Slytherin accident, I mean the whole Hogwarts know about it. But Malfoy cruel and self-centered. If he finds out who you are he'll...he'll... there no telling what he'll do"
Tears just form in Ginny eyes "why can't someone at lest be supportive, why can't someone say for once, maybe you to were meant to be together or I'm happy for you, why does it have to go back to what went on in Hogwarts?"
Ginny look I'm sorry, I am happy for you, and I also care deeply about you, I just don't want to see you hurt that all" he frowned
"Well let me make my own mistake," she snapped
"So how is it?" he said changing the conversation.
"How's what" she replied confused
"The Malfoy's estate! You know the Manor... how do he live??" he asks amused.
"Oh "she smiled "its so beautiful, its like a palace the high ceiling the elegant designs, colors. The arcs of land, oh and it have such a beautiful view of the mountains and the lake. It's so beautiful.
"Well we all expected it to be that way, so that fool haven't notice your voice yet?"
"Nope"
"And his mom didn't notice you neither, she pretty hard to fool"
"Yea I know, I was nervous," she laughed and he did also, "it really dark out how long had it been?"
"Umm a couple of hours" he answered
"I have to get back before he think I ran off with the money plus their no food in the house, so they haven't ate since yesterday," she laughed
"Serve them right" he smiled
"So... will you owl me?" she asked
"If it gets to you" he smiled as she drops him of at the station.
"I will, maybe after this Malfoy job thingy, I'll come work at Hogwarts maybe as a Defense Against The Dark Arts teacher. I mean I did pass with flying colors" she smiled
"That would be great... seeing you soon ginny bye! Oh yea watch out for the girl be careful love"
"I will I promise, Bye" she smiled
Watching him leave she smiles. Starting the car something told her to look through the rear view mirror. What she seen mad her heart stop. That same girl from the market was standing behind the car, letting her fear get to her she step on the gas and was off.
{End of chapter 9.}
{A/n LoL, I know that last chapter was I how can we say it?? Strange! {The whole Ginny-and-Malfoy situation.} So I decided to put chapter 9 out. For me, chapter 8' was the hardest to throw out. Cause I didn't want any one jumping at me with comments like! "What sense those that part make, and the Harry situation? But it wills all come clear towards the ending of the story. I promise, and it not Quid pro quo or rape if she wanted it! ::Smiles::
{WARNING GRAMMER ISSUSE}
Chapter 9: who that?
~P~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~p~P~
"I hate you" those words tortured him. Shacking his head regretting everything he'd done over the years, maybe not everything. At lest not to Harry potter and that Weasel! Oh not to forget Mud-blood. He shook his head in disgust. If he could change one thing he'll probably change the way he made her feel low about her self, being a Muggle born at lest. But what done is done. But his thoughts went back to Harry and his sidekick.
No one knew of the hatred he had mainly for Ron Weasley, the hatred became a passion. If he had the chance he'll probably end his suffering, meaningless life. {and kill him.} He never understood why Ron wasn't a Slytherin, "no one seen his true ability to be great but I did. If he steps from behind Harry shadow he'll be unstoppable. But he was to dumb to ever notice or see himself more then a back up to Harry Potter, and that made him weak and to be weak is not worthy in his eyes, Malfoy exhale.
His thoughts went to the youngest Weasley. "What was her name again? Virginia was it! " He thought. She was to a disgrace to the Weasley family. "I wonder where she received her cloths from" he smiled. "Hand-me-down maybe, but can't be for Mrs. Weasley, no disrespect." {He respected Mrs. Weasley out of the whole Weasley Clan, because she was a mother he wished he had. Back to the youngest Weasley.}
"If she change her whole appearance she'll probably look at lest decent. But those freckles were swallowing her body." He blushed, but they look good on her. She wasn't bad looking neither. Matter of fact she wasn't bad looking at all, but know one really notice. I didn't neither, at lest until now. "No need in wasting time on useless memories lad" his conscience begin, but he shook his head and said go away.
He could remember their seventh year graduation, after the ceremony when everyone were crying, taking pictures and saying their goodbyes. For the first time in his life, he noticed he wasn't breathing. She walk passed him hugging Longbottom. {A/N did I spell his last name right??}
She was so beautiful. Her hair was neatly pressed with a white rose stuck in the side of her hair. She wear an elegant white gown that fit every curve of her body "where did she steal it from? What department store" he thought
She must of felt him starring cause she turned. They starred at each other for what seem like forever. Then she did what shock him. She walked up to him and hugs him. His heart completely stops, he wanted to push her away but something stop him and he hug her back. She pulled away quickly. Everyone even Head Master was in shock.
She turned back, wave to him goodbye. He thought he seen her tears in her eyes, he knew and she knew that this will be the last time that they would ever see each other again. She was going to remain in Hogwarts another year, even after that there world will never cross again, he lived in the upper class and she was in the lower class, but it didn't mean there memories would be forgotten.
"Love are you okay" amber said walking out into the balcony.
He turned slowly noticing the voice "I'm fine... are you still mad about the other night?" she stop her face turned red.
"No not really, just that my name not Jhene" she walk up to him.
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Kissing him passionately, feeling guiltily yet she didn't care. Her heart empty unsatisfied she was on a mission, and she wasn't leaving his bedchamber until she get what she wanted.
"I love you Draco," she whispered into his ears, but he hadn't answer her back. Braking from the kiss
"Thanks you... but I can't return your emotion" he said once more
"I don't care, just make love to me" she answered
"I don't"..." she kissed him cutting of his sentence
"Look just touch me" she placed his hand on her breast "don't be afraid I don't bit" she grins
"I'm not... I just can't"
"God damn it Malfoy, just touch me" she yelled. Then pressing her lips to his. {Into a more passionate kiss.} He moans low.
"You like that don't you"
"Jhene I..." he stops his sentence as amber pulled away
"What did you just called me?" she said in shock
"Amber"
"No, no! NO!!! You call Jhene" she got off of him.
"Okay so it slipped I'm sorry"
"No your not, cause it happen before" she said heading for the door, but he grabs her hand and pulls her to him.
"Look I'm sorry, I been stress out lately by her I didn't mean it, either you take it or leave it. I'm not going to apologize again."
"Leave it" she walks out the door
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He laughs remembering about the last night. "I told you I didn't mean it"
"Look, why don't you get ride of her, you wouldn't be so stress out love,"
"I can't it's the contract" he lied
"Why don't you just give her the money and let her go? I'll take care over you" she smiled, he didn't know how to reply to that one. so he was hoping something would happen.
~&~&~&~&~
Looking through the entire kitchen, Ginny wonders where all the food gone. She was starving but looks like that demon and friend finished everything. All that was left was a can soda. "I guess it's time to go food shopping once more. But the problems was actually facing Malfoy to get the money but if she didn't everyone would be jumping down her case eventually.
Knocking softly on his room-door, she waited but no answer. So she opens it. Walking in to his enormous she felt the cold breeze coming from the balcony, so she figured he was out there thinking. She stop at the door listen to the last few words of their conversation
~ "I can't it's the contract" he lied
"Why don't you just give her the money and let her go I'll take care over you" ~
Walking into the bedroom, amber notices Jhene just standing there. "What do you want eavesdropping? How low Ms Wilson." Amber said harsh.
Ginny blush at the look on Malfoy face, confuse, quite surprise, and a whole lot of hatred vibes. "Was you listen to our conversation?" she yelled again
"Actually no I just entered" Ginny glared
"How can I help you Ms Wilson" he spoke breaking the silence.
"I need... I mean there no food in the house and I need to go to the market"
"So, why do you need his approval, just go"?
"Look I'm not talking to you... just mind your business" Ginny said frustrated, amber made a fist and went straight to hit Ginny but Draco sense it and grab her.
"Ms. Wilson your here for money right" he sat amber down and pulled out a book and wrote a check. "Here, take any care I'm sure you know where the keys are"
"Yes" Jhene blushed
"Okay so hurry back" with that she left
~*~*~*~*~*~
At the market Shopping for fruits, vegetables, and fresh bake bread and other goodies. Jhene couldn't help but to stair at the check. Who uses 35 thousand dollars on food shopping alone? "I mean the most my family ever use is at lest 3 hundred dollars and that last us for months." She shook her head.
There was a commotion in the market by the fruits stand, so Ginny went to see what was going on. She overheard someone yelling, "It was a mistake," and someone yelling, "it wasn't" back. She moves to see who and who was arguing when she saw her old friend and housemate Colin Creevey. There eyes lock and she move away quickly so he won't her. He took out money out of his pocket while still starring at Ginny. And drop it on the floor, and went after her.
"Whoa... Ginny is that you?" he said grabbing her coat.
"What, are you talking about" she said walk pass him
"Wow Ginny that is you, what happen to your hair? Black and blond highlights, I say you look marvelous" he said starring into her light brown eye's, she blushes and give in.
"How have you been?" she gave a weak smile.
"Oh I've been fine actually. I teach at Hogwarts now as a Flying Instructor" he said proudly
"Really wow, so why are you here?"
"It's Hogsmeade weekend"
"Oh"
"So what have you been up to?"
"Oh you know just working, and dating" she lied
"I don't blame you. You must have a lot of males chasing you"
"Yea that me... I can't get away from them he...he" she said sarcastic
"So what are you doing hear anyway" he asks
"Always knew he was slow" she thought giggling, "I'm shopping for food" smiled
"Ohh so are you almost done?"
"Yes why"
"Cause I want to walk you home meet your bothers and all"
"Um ii...I have a car so I drive"
"Really?"
"Yea but thanks anyway" she look at him, but he was starring straight behind her
"Are you okay?" she turns around and sees a girl with long black hair walk quickly out the store "who was that??"
"I don't know I've been watching her for sometime now, she walk passed us like 8 time trying to see your face at first it didn't bather me, but she stood by the door and starred at you... I think you have a stalker, if I had my camera I could've took a picture of her and you could've turn it in to the cops" he smiled
She laugh look back to Hogwarts he was a Harry potter groupie "it's not something to smile about I don't know her... BUT WHERE DID I SEE HER BEFORE??"
"Hold up you seen her before?"
"Yea, I think it was at the lake, or was it the market?" she thought.
"Now it's not funny Virginia!!!" He looked really worried
"I'm not being funny,"
"Look I think we should go talk to your parents about this" he grabs her arm dragging her
"Par... parent's know I'm just joking. I never seen her before... see hehe" she put on a fake smile"
"Your lying lets go home to your family G, this can be dangerous"
"Look I can't go home okay!" she yelled
"Why... did you run away?? Why?"
"No, I just can't"
"Why"
"My business is not yours Colin" she said aggravated
"If you don't fill me in, I'll drags you home. Ginny your not stronger them me, so clue me in"
"Look I just can't," she said low, eyes teary
"Is it that bad," he signed "look just clue me in. you use to talk to me back in Hogwarts. I never broking your trust before why start now?" he is right she thought
She signed "look I'll tell you but promise not to laugh of tell anyone, I mean no one, not even my family.
"I promise" she grabs his hand and headed out the market heading towards the cream color Escalade filled with grocery.
"Whoa, whoa who car???" he yelled not trying to believing the Weasley could owned it. They drove over to the park and she explains everything.
"ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND GINNY THIS IS MALFOY YOUR TALKING ABOUT!"he yelled, but stops when her smile fades "look Gin I'm sorry, I heard about that Slytherin accident, I mean the whole Hogwarts know about it. But Malfoy cruel and self-centered. If he finds out who you are he'll...he'll... there no telling what he'll do"
Tears just form in Ginny eyes "why can't someone at lest be supportive, why can't someone say for once, maybe you to were meant to be together or I'm happy for you, why does it have to go back to what went on in Hogwarts?"
Ginny look I'm sorry, I am happy for you, and I also care deeply about you, I just don't want to see you hurt that all" he frowned
"Well let me make my own mistake," she snapped
"So how is it?" he said changing the conversation.
"How's what" she replied confused
"The Malfoy's estate! You know the Manor... how do he live??" he asks amused.
"Oh "she smiled "its so beautiful, its like a palace the high ceiling the elegant designs, colors. The arcs of land, oh and it have such a beautiful view of the mountains and the lake. It's so beautiful.
"Well we all expected it to be that way, so that fool haven't notice your voice yet?"
"Nope"
"And his mom didn't notice you neither, she pretty hard to fool"
"Yea I know, I was nervous," she laughed and he did also, "it really dark out how long had it been?"
"Umm a couple of hours" he answered
"I have to get back before he think I ran off with the money plus their no food in the house, so they haven't ate since yesterday," she laughed
"Serve them right" he smiled
"So... will you owl me?" she asked
"If it gets to you" he smiled as she drops him of at the station.
"I will, maybe after this Malfoy job thingy, I'll come work at Hogwarts maybe as a Defense Against The Dark Arts teacher. I mean I did pass with flying colors" she smiled
"That would be great... seeing you soon ginny bye! Oh yea watch out for the girl be careful love"
"I will I promise, Bye" she smiled
Watching him leave she smiles. Starting the car something told her to look through the rear view mirror. What she seen mad her heart stop. That same girl from the market was standing behind the car, letting her fear get to her she step on the gas and was off.
{End of chapter 9.}