Lily sat in an office looking as if nothing had changed. Never mind the
fact that there was blood all over her hands. There was a small bulge to
her stomach which she hated like a passion. The mediwizard walked in. he
bowed to Lily and then handed her a small box.
"What's this?" she asked taking it and getting blood over it.
"That's your ultra sound." Said the mediwizard brightly. "Everythings fine and the baby is a he."
Lily just nodded and got up. She gave a small start and hand to grab on to the mediwizards shoulder.
"Everything alright?" he asked.
"The damn boy kicked again." Lily muttered and stood up straight. "I either want this thing to be born NOW or I want an abortion."
The mediwizard paled. "Our Lord will kill us." He said. "Me for aborting it and you for having him aborted."
Lily snorted. "I know. Just do me a favor and I dunno-fuck off maybe?" she asked angrily. She turned and left.
She walked unhappily towards her room only to have a few deatheaters come up to her offering greens and other healthy foods.
"It's good for the baby." Said one holding up prunes. Lily stared at him for a minute. The next thing she knew was that the deatheater had a black eye and was stalking away. She smiled grimly.
"Very bad." Said Lucious from behind her smirking.
Lily turned and smirked at him. "What do you expect? I have swollen ankles for crying outloud! I'm not allowed to go on any missions that include too much fighting and after three weeks the Dark Lord gave me a mission to go and dispose of some freak ministry official. Do you know that he made me go and have a check up as soon as I got back?" she asked angrily. She threw the ultra-sound box on the floor and it opened up to show the ultra sound. Lucious gently picked up the box and shut it.
"There, there. NO reason to get mad." He said trying to avoid Lilys bloody hands. "Why don't you wash them?" he asked eyeing her hands.
"Oh shut up." Said Lily. "I haven't had anyone's blood on my hands for ages. Let me revel in the feeling for awhile."
"Don't get angry." He said.
Lily suddenly started crying. "I hate you all!" she shrieked. A group of deatheaters was walking past her. She looked at them and sent them all flying into the wall behind them. One deatheater stood up in shock. "Lily calm down for heavens sake." He said with the hood still over his head. She ignored the trickle of blood coming down the deatheaters hood.
"All of you are on my back for one thing or another! Let me LIVE!" she exclaimed flailing her arms above her head. Lucious took a step back trying to avoid Lilys bloody hands.
"Shhh. OK I am sorry." He said. "Just don't get yourself so worked up. It's not healthy for you." Said Lucious and Lily suddenly stopped yelling.
"Thank you." She sobbed.
"For what?" he asked bewildered.
"How sweet!" she exclaimed and hugged him.
Now Lucious WOULD have pushed her of. She'd gotten blood on his Armani robes! But of course he didn't because the Dark Lord had warned everyone of these mood swings and said they'd better put up with it or else.
Lily was about to say thank you for caring about me and for once not saying this is good for the baby. He'd actually said it wasn't good for HER.
"Don't cry." Said Lucious. "That's not good for the baby either." Lily pulled back and stared at him with her eyes on fire.
Later on Lucious was seen walking with a broken jaw.
* * *
Lily stormed into Severus Snapes quarters making papers fly everywhere. Snape looked up and the next thing he knew was that Lily was holding him by the neck and had pushed him against the wall.
"You!" she exclaimed. "Told them!"
"So? You know it's my job." Said Snape.
"What if I just conveniently let it slip to Voldemort that you're a fucking spy?" she spat.
"What if I let it slip what is going on between you and him and what the both of you are planning to do with that child?" sneered Snape.
"Bastard." Lily spat. "My first mission after three weeks and you tell the ministry about it. Do you know who was there as protection?! Huh?! Do you?!" she asked slamming his head against the wall behind him. "That bastard LUPIN! He's going to go and tell Potter who is going to be the little fucker he is and try to come and 'save' me from this place! Asshole! Do you even think?!" Lily yelled.
Snape pushed Lily of him. He was in muscular strength stronger than her after all.
"They have brainwashed you!" Snape yelled. "where is the Lily that WANTED James to rescue her?"
"Dead and gone thank God!" Lily retorted. Snape grabbed her hands. "Look at this Lily!" he exclaimed referring to her hands. "Blood! Look at what you're doing! If you're still there wake up! WAKE UP! Do you know what you are doing?!"
Lilys breathing became short and very fast. She stared at her hands and closed her eyes. "Stop it.' Lily muttered.
"You've become a murderer!" Snape yelled ignoring her struggling and not leaving her arms.
"Stop it. No." she muttered. "No."
"You have blood on your hands! You have even killed a two year old girl Lily! And why? WHY? Because she was in the wrong place at the wrong time. That girl was my niece!" Snape yelled.
"Stop it." Lily muttered. Severus chanted it over and over again. Murdered, betrayer, Murderer. "NO!" she exclaimed. Her eyes shot up and Snape was sent flying backwards into he wall where he hit his head and became unconscious. Lily walked over towards him her long black robes sweeping the floor. She lifted them slightly and stared Snape. "Hope someone finds you." She said loftily and left.
Arms came around her waist from behind. "Cool it with the mood swings." He muttered in her ear.
"I'm sorry." She apologized. "Does it still hurt?"
"Nah." He whispered and kissed her forehead. Lily turned and smirked as she felt his hands travel to the lower part of her back. "You know the promise." She muttered and ruffled his hair.
He poked her stomach. "Don't do that." Lily said laughing.
"Hopefully the little bastard just died." He muttered.
"If Our Lord caught you saying that he'd kill you." Said Lily.
"I'm too precious to his plan for him to kill me."
"What plan?"
"..."
"I'll tell you later."
"No now. What plan?"
"Not now."
"Stop-mmm-nice try. Tell me now."
"..Lily there are too many spies here. I can't."
Lily gave a reluctant sigh and pulled away. "Someone might see." She said. "Snape already has."
"Is he going to tell?"
"No. I have a deal going with him."
"What kind of deal?"
"Can't tell there are too many spies here." Lily said smirking. She didn't pull back though when he pulled her into his arms.
A/N: **ahem** short.VERY short. Sorry but I had this written and my comp crashed down a longtime back and id put so much ENERGY into that chapter and it just got deleted and I didn't think I could write it all out again.and I didn't :P. That chapter kicked ass and was SOSOSOOOOOOOO long but well my comp crashed and so well..yeeaaa. But I mean that chapter was soooo gud I have to admit.this chapter was NOT gud at all.I changed it.cuz I felt like it :P. but this was part of the plot and I didn't know how to bring it about and I just did .next chap will be beter than this one I swear..just lemme get over this wirters block thing. Im going fine with my other stories tho.dunno why im having trouble with this one.
"What's this?" she asked taking it and getting blood over it.
"That's your ultra sound." Said the mediwizard brightly. "Everythings fine and the baby is a he."
Lily just nodded and got up. She gave a small start and hand to grab on to the mediwizards shoulder.
"Everything alright?" he asked.
"The damn boy kicked again." Lily muttered and stood up straight. "I either want this thing to be born NOW or I want an abortion."
The mediwizard paled. "Our Lord will kill us." He said. "Me for aborting it and you for having him aborted."
Lily snorted. "I know. Just do me a favor and I dunno-fuck off maybe?" she asked angrily. She turned and left.
She walked unhappily towards her room only to have a few deatheaters come up to her offering greens and other healthy foods.
"It's good for the baby." Said one holding up prunes. Lily stared at him for a minute. The next thing she knew was that the deatheater had a black eye and was stalking away. She smiled grimly.
"Very bad." Said Lucious from behind her smirking.
Lily turned and smirked at him. "What do you expect? I have swollen ankles for crying outloud! I'm not allowed to go on any missions that include too much fighting and after three weeks the Dark Lord gave me a mission to go and dispose of some freak ministry official. Do you know that he made me go and have a check up as soon as I got back?" she asked angrily. She threw the ultra-sound box on the floor and it opened up to show the ultra sound. Lucious gently picked up the box and shut it.
"There, there. NO reason to get mad." He said trying to avoid Lilys bloody hands. "Why don't you wash them?" he asked eyeing her hands.
"Oh shut up." Said Lily. "I haven't had anyone's blood on my hands for ages. Let me revel in the feeling for awhile."
"Don't get angry." He said.
Lily suddenly started crying. "I hate you all!" she shrieked. A group of deatheaters was walking past her. She looked at them and sent them all flying into the wall behind them. One deatheater stood up in shock. "Lily calm down for heavens sake." He said with the hood still over his head. She ignored the trickle of blood coming down the deatheaters hood.
"All of you are on my back for one thing or another! Let me LIVE!" she exclaimed flailing her arms above her head. Lucious took a step back trying to avoid Lilys bloody hands.
"Shhh. OK I am sorry." He said. "Just don't get yourself so worked up. It's not healthy for you." Said Lucious and Lily suddenly stopped yelling.
"Thank you." She sobbed.
"For what?" he asked bewildered.
"How sweet!" she exclaimed and hugged him.
Now Lucious WOULD have pushed her of. She'd gotten blood on his Armani robes! But of course he didn't because the Dark Lord had warned everyone of these mood swings and said they'd better put up with it or else.
Lily was about to say thank you for caring about me and for once not saying this is good for the baby. He'd actually said it wasn't good for HER.
"Don't cry." Said Lucious. "That's not good for the baby either." Lily pulled back and stared at him with her eyes on fire.
Later on Lucious was seen walking with a broken jaw.
* * *
Lily stormed into Severus Snapes quarters making papers fly everywhere. Snape looked up and the next thing he knew was that Lily was holding him by the neck and had pushed him against the wall.
"You!" she exclaimed. "Told them!"
"So? You know it's my job." Said Snape.
"What if I just conveniently let it slip to Voldemort that you're a fucking spy?" she spat.
"What if I let it slip what is going on between you and him and what the both of you are planning to do with that child?" sneered Snape.
"Bastard." Lily spat. "My first mission after three weeks and you tell the ministry about it. Do you know who was there as protection?! Huh?! Do you?!" she asked slamming his head against the wall behind him. "That bastard LUPIN! He's going to go and tell Potter who is going to be the little fucker he is and try to come and 'save' me from this place! Asshole! Do you even think?!" Lily yelled.
Snape pushed Lily of him. He was in muscular strength stronger than her after all.
"They have brainwashed you!" Snape yelled. "where is the Lily that WANTED James to rescue her?"
"Dead and gone thank God!" Lily retorted. Snape grabbed her hands. "Look at this Lily!" he exclaimed referring to her hands. "Blood! Look at what you're doing! If you're still there wake up! WAKE UP! Do you know what you are doing?!"
Lilys breathing became short and very fast. She stared at her hands and closed her eyes. "Stop it.' Lily muttered.
"You've become a murderer!" Snape yelled ignoring her struggling and not leaving her arms.
"Stop it. No." she muttered. "No."
"You have blood on your hands! You have even killed a two year old girl Lily! And why? WHY? Because she was in the wrong place at the wrong time. That girl was my niece!" Snape yelled.
"Stop it." Lily muttered. Severus chanted it over and over again. Murdered, betrayer, Murderer. "NO!" she exclaimed. Her eyes shot up and Snape was sent flying backwards into he wall where he hit his head and became unconscious. Lily walked over towards him her long black robes sweeping the floor. She lifted them slightly and stared Snape. "Hope someone finds you." She said loftily and left.
Arms came around her waist from behind. "Cool it with the mood swings." He muttered in her ear.
"I'm sorry." She apologized. "Does it still hurt?"
"Nah." He whispered and kissed her forehead. Lily turned and smirked as she felt his hands travel to the lower part of her back. "You know the promise." She muttered and ruffled his hair.
He poked her stomach. "Don't do that." Lily said laughing.
"Hopefully the little bastard just died." He muttered.
"If Our Lord caught you saying that he'd kill you." Said Lily.
"I'm too precious to his plan for him to kill me."
"What plan?"
"..."
"I'll tell you later."
"No now. What plan?"
"Not now."
"Stop-mmm-nice try. Tell me now."
"..Lily there are too many spies here. I can't."
Lily gave a reluctant sigh and pulled away. "Someone might see." She said. "Snape already has."
"Is he going to tell?"
"No. I have a deal going with him."
"What kind of deal?"
"Can't tell there are too many spies here." Lily said smirking. She didn't pull back though when he pulled her into his arms.
A/N: **ahem** short.VERY short. Sorry but I had this written and my comp crashed down a longtime back and id put so much ENERGY into that chapter and it just got deleted and I didn't think I could write it all out again.and I didn't :P. That chapter kicked ass and was SOSOSOOOOOOOO long but well my comp crashed and so well..yeeaaa. But I mean that chapter was soooo gud I have to admit.this chapter was NOT gud at all.I changed it.cuz I felt like it :P. but this was part of the plot and I didn't know how to bring it about and I just did .next chap will be beter than this one I swear..just lemme get over this wirters block thing. Im going fine with my other stories tho.dunno why im having trouble with this one.