Prologue:
Why am Ah here?
Why was Ah even born??
Two very important questions that Ah cant even answer..... but Ah can give ya a hint ta what Ah do know. These words fit exactly ta their meaning like my appearance fits mah attitude; (infact mahself)they describe me so perfectly its kinda strange how so a person like meh could be described with so many, simple words
Ah'm a freak, a monster, the "Untouchable", the school Ice Queen, and Ahm also an unwanted hated soul. Can there possibly be any other words to describe meh?? Oh yeah, Ahm an outcast; a freak among freaks.
Mah mutation is the reason Ah cant eva experience the joy of skin-to-skin touch without putting the person in coma.....or ...perhaps lead them to an early death. It can also be blamed for my Goth appearance,lonely life, and adds more ta mah list of pain.(Not like ah dont like my Goth appearance or being alone;Ahve grown accustomed to it.) In the end Ah will ALWAYS be truly alone. What truly bothers me..hell.. eats at meh...is the fact ah cant touch or eva be in love,cause being alone with no friends and being truly alone with no one to love ya or help ya through stuff are two different things completely.