Day Seven:
(Ashlyn Davies)
If we think this is bad, wait till we get to the real world. I hate people who think they are so much better than everyone else. And I also hate those who latch onto the "popular" people in hope. Sorry, but I know a specific somebody that is like that...
(Cho Chang)
And I know a certain someone who has the hugest ego in the whole world. And everyone hates them. But they think everyone loves them.
(Marietta Edgecombe)
So true.
(Cho Chang)
And I know who everybody is talking about. Haha. And this certain person tries to be all 'cool', but they are not. Obviously, cuz even the people who love that person, hate them.
I wish I could talk to Hermione and Harry and Marietta. They are the only people who really know me right now. Marietta mostly...
The person I was speaking of before is a slutty bitch and a fucker!
Tee hee.
Wow, that was fun! A tiny bit of my pissy-offy-ness was relieved, but of course not ALL. And I hope this certain person knows how I feel towards them right now or else I would be sad, and even have more of a reason to be pissed at them. But that's not the point, well it is... Oh well. I'm done... for now.
(Camilla Blue)
Ok, it's official, by Muggle film standards this book is now rated PG-13 for "offensive language", "drug references", "sexual content and innuendo", and general teenage angst and sarcasm.
Today during Arithmancy I started having a mental spaz session over my grades. I have never been out of the top ten in any subject IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. And I'm worried I might be slipping in Potions and/or Arithmancy right now. THAT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. EVER. I am supposed to get top marks in every subject forever, graduate with honours, go to a good Muggle university, graduate with some fancy and semi-useful degree, and go into the world successfully. I can't not be getting top marks. I will die. Either my parents will kill me, or I will kill myself. But that will only happen if I'm not getting top marks. I don't care if I'm exactly number ten on the top ten list, as long as I'm in the top ten I won't die. I know this makes me sound like some hyperstudious grades-obsessed neurotic freak, like Hermione, but you know what? I don't care! Right now I am in hyperstudious grades-obsessed neurotic freak mode!!! It's not Potions I'm worried about so much (my parents know Professor Snape is a right prick) but if I'm not in the top ten for Arithmancy they will kill me!!! They always tell me to do my best... but MY GOD, I just don't understand Arithmancy sometimes. Ok, usually not much. Not lately at least. Too many goddamn things to memorize, I can't keep them all straight. What will happen if I get out of the top ten? Will I be getting an angry owl from my parents? Will it ruin my chances of getting into my as-yet-undecided dream university? Will it affect my chances of graduating with honours? Is it so awful of me to just want to be able to do all this without effort? I know I sound totally self-obsessed right now... but if I am not in the top ten for marks, I will DIE. Maybe just of guilt. But I will die somehow, I know it. Be it by homicide, suicide, guilt, or what have you... but I will die somehow. I am too young to die! I haven't become a Muggle movie star yet, I haven't written a novel yet, I haven't been midnighting (how my friends and I refer to going to a midnight showing of Rocky Horror) yet, I haven't dyed my hair a crazy colour, I haven't pierced my ears yet! I've never had a job, I've never read The Catcher in the Rye yet, I haven't even been in love with someone who isn't a character in a book yet! I'm too young to die! I can't not get top marks! If I don't get top marks I'll die and I can't die because then I'll go all Bang, Bang, You're Dead, all "I'll never get to go to Paris? Texas? No, France! I'll never get to have my beautiful husband hold my hand in the delivery room of the maternity ward and tell me to push, push, push, while I tell him to SHUT UP!" cause I'm too young to die and I'll miss out on all these important life things cause I'll be DEAD and I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!
...Okay, I'm somewhat better now. Oh, I'm just gonna say that any opinions in this little living message-board are solely that of the author. If I'm not the one writing it, it is not my opinion and therefore please don't blame me. Not my writing, not my fault. Got that? Just clearing that up cause I don't want to get people mad at me for stuff I didn't even say. Whee. I know that makes me sound like a total dippy idiot, but today I am. So ha-ha to all of it.
(Marietta Edgecombe)
Yay, it's so funny about what Cho and Ashlyn wrote, it makes me laugh, oh well...
(Camilla Blue)
Poor Marietta, she keeps having to stop in the middle of her sentences...
(Ashlyn Davies)
If we think this is bad, wait till we get to the real world. I hate people who think they are so much better than everyone else. And I also hate those who latch onto the "popular" people in hope. Sorry, but I know a specific somebody that is like that...
(Cho Chang)
And I know a certain someone who has the hugest ego in the whole world. And everyone hates them. But they think everyone loves them.
(Marietta Edgecombe)
So true.
(Cho Chang)
And I know who everybody is talking about. Haha. And this certain person tries to be all 'cool', but they are not. Obviously, cuz even the people who love that person, hate them.
I wish I could talk to Hermione and Harry and Marietta. They are the only people who really know me right now. Marietta mostly...
The person I was speaking of before is a slutty bitch and a fucker!
Tee hee.
Wow, that was fun! A tiny bit of my pissy-offy-ness was relieved, but of course not ALL. And I hope this certain person knows how I feel towards them right now or else I would be sad, and even have more of a reason to be pissed at them. But that's not the point, well it is... Oh well. I'm done... for now.
(Camilla Blue)
Ok, it's official, by Muggle film standards this book is now rated PG-13 for "offensive language", "drug references", "sexual content and innuendo", and general teenage angst and sarcasm.
Today during Arithmancy I started having a mental spaz session over my grades. I have never been out of the top ten in any subject IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. And I'm worried I might be slipping in Potions and/or Arithmancy right now. THAT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. EVER. I am supposed to get top marks in every subject forever, graduate with honours, go to a good Muggle university, graduate with some fancy and semi-useful degree, and go into the world successfully. I can't not be getting top marks. I will die. Either my parents will kill me, or I will kill myself. But that will only happen if I'm not getting top marks. I don't care if I'm exactly number ten on the top ten list, as long as I'm in the top ten I won't die. I know this makes me sound like some hyperstudious grades-obsessed neurotic freak, like Hermione, but you know what? I don't care! Right now I am in hyperstudious grades-obsessed neurotic freak mode!!! It's not Potions I'm worried about so much (my parents know Professor Snape is a right prick) but if I'm not in the top ten for Arithmancy they will kill me!!! They always tell me to do my best... but MY GOD, I just don't understand Arithmancy sometimes. Ok, usually not much. Not lately at least. Too many goddamn things to memorize, I can't keep them all straight. What will happen if I get out of the top ten? Will I be getting an angry owl from my parents? Will it ruin my chances of getting into my as-yet-undecided dream university? Will it affect my chances of graduating with honours? Is it so awful of me to just want to be able to do all this without effort? I know I sound totally self-obsessed right now... but if I am not in the top ten for marks, I will DIE. Maybe just of guilt. But I will die somehow, I know it. Be it by homicide, suicide, guilt, or what have you... but I will die somehow. I am too young to die! I haven't become a Muggle movie star yet, I haven't written a novel yet, I haven't been midnighting (how my friends and I refer to going to a midnight showing of Rocky Horror) yet, I haven't dyed my hair a crazy colour, I haven't pierced my ears yet! I've never had a job, I've never read The Catcher in the Rye yet, I haven't even been in love with someone who isn't a character in a book yet! I'm too young to die! I can't not get top marks! If I don't get top marks I'll die and I can't die because then I'll go all Bang, Bang, You're Dead, all "I'll never get to go to Paris? Texas? No, France! I'll never get to have my beautiful husband hold my hand in the delivery room of the maternity ward and tell me to push, push, push, while I tell him to SHUT UP!" cause I'm too young to die and I'll miss out on all these important life things cause I'll be DEAD and I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!
...Okay, I'm somewhat better now. Oh, I'm just gonna say that any opinions in this little living message-board are solely that of the author. If I'm not the one writing it, it is not my opinion and therefore please don't blame me. Not my writing, not my fault. Got that? Just clearing that up cause I don't want to get people mad at me for stuff I didn't even say. Whee. I know that makes me sound like a total dippy idiot, but today I am. So ha-ha to all of it.
(Marietta Edgecombe)
Yay, it's so funny about what Cho and Ashlyn wrote, it makes me laugh, oh well...
(Camilla Blue)
Poor Marietta, she keeps having to stop in the middle of her sentences...