This is the sequel to "A new Morning"... If you like it, thanks me for writing this; but if you don't like it, blame tayk, who convinced me to write this....
Dear diary, Here's Starfire, like usual. Today has been an hard day: the baby's teeth are growing and she cries every minute; at a certain point Cyborg turned off his audio to not hear the cries anymore and Beast Boy morphed in a strange animal without ears. Robin is busy as usual, always playing with our baby or fighting the crime. I quite give up it, because I can't find a babysitter, and I prefer to pass my time with my baby. As I was saying before, today it's a special day: it's an year since Raven's death, and I still miss her so much... I owe her my baby's and my life... an year seems so much time, but if I try to remember what I do, it seems seconds since I came in her room with my secret and she helped me like it was her baby. With her death, also something inside of us has died: we aren't like before. Beast Boy tries to be funny as usual, but sometimes he made out big sighs, and he starts staring at the wall, and he can stays there for hours. We all know at whom he thinks when he's in that mood, but we can't do anything for him: first or then he will get over this, but he will always remember her as her fist, true, lost love... We buried her in our garden, under the tree where she usually sat for meditating, I think it's the best place for her. Another thing: I know it's strange and it may be a coincidence, but when we buried her, a black raven appeared and started singing a melancholic song on the tree. Then, when we finished the funeral, he followed us inside the tower, and he never left. It's silly, but sometimes I think it can be Raven, my friend, and I talk to him like if I was talking to her, and sometimes I feel like he can understand me. He became also the greatest friend of our baby, and they play for hours strange games in the air, because she has take so much from me... I think she'd be a great crime fighter like her mom, one day... Well, for today it's all, I go to sleep; Robin is calling me. Goodnight.