My Hero

As usual I am the one left to clean up the mess. I'm the one who will have to explain what happened. How when Voldemort dropped dead and those sparkling emerald eyes died too. How that little git, Ron gave his life for me. How Dumbledore fought off all the death eaters. Finally how my love died for our baby girl, Lily Potter. He always does this to me! U was the one who had to see the defeat of Lord Voldemort only to see minutes later Draco Malfoy come up behind and kill my love. I was the one who had to see our best friend dive in front of me and die. I had to see all my loved ones tortured. I saw them torture Lily so Harry would drop his wand.

So now I am left with the reporters and all the people who think they "have the right to know".

We were happy for 2 years before Voldemort changed everything. He kidnapped Lily and I and started to torture me in front of Lily. I fought with every once of energy I had in me. I blacked out and when Harry arrived he thought he was to late for me but went on to fight for the world and especially Lily. I woke up and sat up abruptly when Ron dove in front of me. Harry had always jumped to conclusions. Ron died they way he always wanted to for the cause of good and wanted to die to anyone but spiders.

I went searching for Harry and when I found him I saw him rocking a blood covered, Lily back and forth and crying. Then Lily pointed her weak finger behind Harry and before Harry could turn around someone put a wand to Lily's head. I screamed and Harry looked up at me. I tried to yell a spell but before I could someone put a silencing and restraining curse on me. Lily wailed for her "mummy-love" and just as she did someone took her from Harry. Harry watched helplessly.

They threw Lily back to Harry when she bit them and just as they did that scum yelled one final spell. Harry fought off the curse amazingly.

"Goodbye I love you both." Harry croaked with tears running down his face.

"Harry James Potter you know better than that, goodbye means forever, I taught you better than that." I said softly half smiling and sobbing. "I love you too. Please don't leave me. Please don't leave us!" I begged. I kissed him one last time and he died in our embrace. I screamed and a green light surrounded us and killed all the death eaters. I did not care, my life was over I rocked Harry and Lily back and forth and sang a lullaby Harry once told me his mom sang to him but I changed the words so they fit with Lily.

"You're the end of the rainbow

My pot of gold Your daddy's little girl To have and to hold

A precious gem

Is what you are

Your mummy's bright an shining star

You're the spirit of Christmas

The star on my tree

You're the Easter Bunny to Daddy and me

You're sugar

You're spice

You're everything nice

Cause your Daddy's Little girl"

I rocked Harry and Lily back and forth until the Minister of Magic took us away from him.

Now I suffer the aftermath. It has been 5 years and now I finally am ready to release the real story. Five years since I lost him and yet he is still here. I find notes every now and then from him and all of them the ink is still wet. Maybe from tears or maybe not. I will never love another man as I loved Harry. He is the world's hero, Lily's hero, my hero.