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Behind Green Eyes

By: Jenkid11

Hidden Feelings

(Harry's P. O. V.)

My eyes slowly drift open,

It seems a new day has begun,

It is now that I first notice,

I'm not alone,

My hand is heavier than I remember,

Which makes since at second glance,

My hand is carefully entwined in Remus's gentle grasp,

I try to remove my hand without notice,

But alas it is not meant to be,

With the movement of my hand,

He is awoken from his sleep,

His eyes gaze at me blearily,

But his concern is ever clear,

His worry slightly unnerves me,

For it's like he can see right through me,

See all the guilt and the shame,

The layers I've tried so hard to hide,

The me I've hid from the world,

The me deep down inside,

He sees right through my shell,

Under his intense gaze,

I really am Harry,

Nothing else,

Just me,

He asks me how I'm doing,

I tell him that I'm fine,

But I know he sees through me lies,

He knows the truth,

That I'm anything but fine,

But, thought he notices he says nothing,

Just keep glancing my way,

Judging by my very appearance,

I know he has much more to say,

His lips start to part,

As he opens his mouth to speak,

Only to snap it shut in the last moment,

It seems like he doesn't know where to begin,

His eyes look lost,

Like he seeks an answer,

But is afraid to ask the question,

Afraid of the answer he'll receive,

Unwilling to put his heart out on the line,

To take the unsure risk,

He opens his mouth again,

But this time has not the chance to speak,

For through the window pane,

Professor Dumbledore is seen.

Author's Notes:

To everyone,

I'm sooooo sorry not updating in such a long time. Everything has been really hectic around here lately, and I have had NO TIME! I really hope you'll forgive me and continue to read and review my works. Thanks again! Now enough of my blabbing, on to your reviews.

~Jenkid11~ (Your very apologetic author)

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