I'm going to sound like a child, which won't surprise you, but this isn't fair. Don't get a journal, I want to hear it. I can hear you reading your letters when I read them. Yeah, I know, I'm hearing voices, I'll give myself a CT tomorrow if I have time. I tried to call you but I guess you must have been working or sleeping or something. I'll keep trying.
It's been crazy here – Chloe really doesn't want to be helped. I've almost convinced her to get into a rehab program – several times. It's like she doesn't think anything is wrong most of the time. Suzie, my niece, knows better. She can sense it or something. Ever see that move 'baby genius'? Apparently kids under the age of 2 have super-intelligence that they lose as soon as they learn to talk anything other than gaa gaa. Suzie's always upset when Chloe is high, even when Chloe's asleep. At least you know I'd much rather be with you. Not that there's an awful lot of competition. Well, there are a couple of cute interns… don't even think it.
Life's a lot slower here. Work actually has slow days. Now I know you don't know what that's like. You probably wouldn't like it. Under your charming exterior I'm beginning to suspect there's a workaholic hiding. I'm feeling pretty pathetic actually – I want to tell you to eat properly and get enough sleep. Not that I think it would make any difference – I know you too well.
I have to go, Suzie's crying and Chloe won't notice. Hey, my bad. Chloe is up. It amazes me how little faith I have in her. I wish I dared to but I'm so scared for Suzie. If it wasn't for her I'd be back on that train in a moment. I can't do anything for Chloe – not unless she wants me to. But maybe I can save Suzie. Maybe I can do something, anything, to make it better for her. She's quiet now. I should get some sleep while I can.
Miss you.
Sus
It's been crazy here – Chloe really doesn't want to be helped. I've almost convinced her to get into a rehab program – several times. It's like she doesn't think anything is wrong most of the time. Suzie, my niece, knows better. She can sense it or something. Ever see that move 'baby genius'? Apparently kids under the age of 2 have super-intelligence that they lose as soon as they learn to talk anything other than gaa gaa. Suzie's always upset when Chloe is high, even when Chloe's asleep. At least you know I'd much rather be with you. Not that there's an awful lot of competition. Well, there are a couple of cute interns… don't even think it.
Life's a lot slower here. Work actually has slow days. Now I know you don't know what that's like. You probably wouldn't like it. Under your charming exterior I'm beginning to suspect there's a workaholic hiding. I'm feeling pretty pathetic actually – I want to tell you to eat properly and get enough sleep. Not that I think it would make any difference – I know you too well.
I have to go, Suzie's crying and Chloe won't notice. Hey, my bad. Chloe is up. It amazes me how little faith I have in her. I wish I dared to but I'm so scared for Suzie. If it wasn't for her I'd be back on that train in a moment. I can't do anything for Chloe – not unless she wants me to. But maybe I can save Suzie. Maybe I can do something, anything, to make it better for her. She's quiet now. I should get some sleep while I can.
Miss you.
Sus