Was it her?
After Lauren left, Vaughn was a mess. He had so many thoughts bouncing around in his head. Rationally he knew that Syd was dead, but that little voice in his head told him that it was her. He would know that face anywhere. He saw that face every time he closed his eyes; it wasn't something he could readily forget. He remembered the first time that he saw her. Vaughn didn't know it at the time, but gradually he had begun to realize the truth. Vaughn had loved her from the moment he saw her, with her bright red hair and all. Time had passed and Vaughn got to see who she was. They went on missions together and they became very close. They took down SD-6 and then they officially became a couple. It all changed when she was taken away form him. There was a fire in her apartment and she died. The DNA was a match, she was dead. The woman in the car couldn't have possibly been her. Sydney was never coming back. It was just his imagination, the woman, the car, everything. Vaughn had seen her and talked to her since she died. It had been as if she was right there, even though it was all in his mind. Why should this be any different? Vaughn had just begun to imagine her again. This hadn't happened to him much since he met Lauren, but maybe having her over triggered something, a longing for Sydney. He missed her so much.
At that moment, Vaughn had the sudden urge to go see if the car was still there. Unfortunately, it was nowhere in sight. Vaughn decided to drive around for a bit and see if he could find that mysterious car. As soon as he started the car Sarah McLachlan's voice drifted over the radio. . . . .
What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuous rage Created you a monster broken by the role of love And fate has lead you through it you do what you have to do
"Fate lead her to her death, fate lead me to a life alone without her"
And fate has lead you through it you do what you have to do
"Every told him to move, she was gone, he had to"
I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go Every moment marked with apparitions of your soul
"I see her everywhere, in my dreams, in my head, in the street"
However swiftly moving trying to escape this desire The yearning to be near you I do what I have to do The yearning to be near you I do what I have to do I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go
"I still love her, I always will"
I don't know how to let you go
A glowing ember burning hot and burning slow
"That's my love for her"
Deeper then I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you
"I will only love one person, Sydney Bristow"
I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do
I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go
"Even though she's dead"
I don't know how to let you go
"Even though she's gone forever"
I don't know how to let you go
"I love you Syd"
Michael Vaughn never even made it out of the driveway. He slumped back into the depression that he had worked for months to dig himself out of.
*
The song is Sarah McLachlan's Do What You Have to Do
After Lauren left, Vaughn was a mess. He had so many thoughts bouncing around in his head. Rationally he knew that Syd was dead, but that little voice in his head told him that it was her. He would know that face anywhere. He saw that face every time he closed his eyes; it wasn't something he could readily forget. He remembered the first time that he saw her. Vaughn didn't know it at the time, but gradually he had begun to realize the truth. Vaughn had loved her from the moment he saw her, with her bright red hair and all. Time had passed and Vaughn got to see who she was. They went on missions together and they became very close. They took down SD-6 and then they officially became a couple. It all changed when she was taken away form him. There was a fire in her apartment and she died. The DNA was a match, she was dead. The woman in the car couldn't have possibly been her. Sydney was never coming back. It was just his imagination, the woman, the car, everything. Vaughn had seen her and talked to her since she died. It had been as if she was right there, even though it was all in his mind. Why should this be any different? Vaughn had just begun to imagine her again. This hadn't happened to him much since he met Lauren, but maybe having her over triggered something, a longing for Sydney. He missed her so much.
At that moment, Vaughn had the sudden urge to go see if the car was still there. Unfortunately, it was nowhere in sight. Vaughn decided to drive around for a bit and see if he could find that mysterious car. As soon as he started the car Sarah McLachlan's voice drifted over the radio. . . . .
What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuous rage Created you a monster broken by the role of love And fate has lead you through it you do what you have to do
"Fate lead her to her death, fate lead me to a life alone without her"
And fate has lead you through it you do what you have to do
"Every told him to move, she was gone, he had to"
I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go Every moment marked with apparitions of your soul
"I see her everywhere, in my dreams, in my head, in the street"
However swiftly moving trying to escape this desire The yearning to be near you I do what I have to do The yearning to be near you I do what I have to do I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go
"I still love her, I always will"
I don't know how to let you go
A glowing ember burning hot and burning slow
"That's my love for her"
Deeper then I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you
"I will only love one person, Sydney Bristow"
I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do
I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go
"Even though she's dead"
I don't know how to let you go
"Even though she's gone forever"
I don't know how to let you go
"I love you Syd"
Michael Vaughn never even made it out of the driveway. He slumped back into the depression that he had worked for months to dig himself out of.
*
The song is Sarah McLachlan's Do What You Have to Do