Disclaimer: I don't own YYH or any songs that are used in this fic.

Notes: I know you're all dying to find out what's gonna happen. So I decided to do a fast update. Just so you know, this chapter will be the saddest one yet. You better have tissues handy.

Pen Pals 18: Alone

I sat in my room. Tears ran down my cheeks. "I don't believe they're all gone," I said. Hiei walked in. A sad expression was on his face. "You miss them too," I said, "Don't you?" "Yes," said Hiei, "But I'll be seeing them soon." "What do you mean?" I asked. "I'm needed back in Tokyo," said Hiei, "We'll never see each other again." More tears escaped me. "You can't leave," I said. "I have to," said Hiei, "I guess you're flying solo now." A single tear escaped. As it neared the floor, it became an acid green tear gem. Hiei picked it up and pulled a red tear gem out of his pocket. He handed me the tear gem. "I will never forget you," he said. I kissed him. "Goodbye, Hiei," I said, "I love you." "I love you too," said Hiei as he walked out the door.

I walked in to 7 11. "Hey," said BreAnna, "What's wrong?" "Remember when I called you?" I asked. BreAnna nodded. "Well, Hiei's no longer here," I continued, "He had to go back to Tokyo. He said I'd never see him again." "I'm so sorry," said BreAnna, "I have more bad news. Chris moved to New York." "Are you leaving too?" I asked. "Yeah," said BreAnna, "I'm moving to Florida next week." "I'm alone," I said, "I'm the last one. Everyone else is gone, and you're leaving." "I'm sorry," said BreAnna, "I'll miss you." "Ditto," I said.

It had been two weeks since BreAnna left. I walked onto the stage. "Everyone," I said, "The rest of the Demonic Angels have left. This song is dedicated to them."

'I close my eyes

And I can see

The day we met

Just one moment and I knew

You're my best friend

Do anything

For you

We've gone so far

And done so much

And I feel

Like we've always been together

Right by my side

Through thick and thin

You're the part of my life

I'll always remember

The time has come

It's for the best I know it

Who could've guessed that you and I .

Somehow, someday

We'd have to say goodbye

You've helped me find

The strength inside

And the courage

To make all my dreams come true

How will I find

Another friend

Like you

Two of a kind

That's what we are

And it seemed

Like we were always winning

But as our team

Is torn apart

I wish we could go

Back to the beginning

The time has come

It's for the best I know it

Who could've guessed that you and I .

Somehow, some way

We'd have to say goodbye

Somehow, today .

.we have to say goodbye'

I sat alone in my room. I looked through photos from back when we started the band. One picture in particular caught my eye. Kelly sat in Kurama's lap, both of them smiling. Kuwabara's arm was around Sam's neck, and both of them held up the peace sign. Hiei's arms were around my waist, and my arms were around his neck, we were both smiling. I remembered that day.

~Flashback~

We were all having a picnic in the park. It was the day before we left on our World Tour. Kuwabara put his arm around Sam. "You two should go out," said Kelly. Kurama pulled her into his lap and smiled. Kelly smiled back. Hiei grabbed me from behind and grinned evilly. I smirked and wrapped my arms around his neck. He actually looked scared. I leaned towards him. Our faces were an inch away. Hiei smirked. I looked at him confusedly. Then he leaned forward and kissed me. "How cute!" exclaimed Sam. We all smiled. Sam and Kuwabara held up the peace sign. Suddenly, a flash went off. We turned to face the camera as it flashed again.

~End Flashback~

I looked at the writing below the picture. "Friends Forever!" Several tears spilled onto the picture. "I'll never see them again," I said. More tears fell as I looked at a picture of me and Hiei.

~Flashback~

Hiei and I walked into the Ice Cream Shop. "Two Sweet Snow Mountains," I said. Hiei and I sat down with our ice cream. When it was gone, we sat there, staring at each other. Hiei blinked. "I win," I said. Hiei smiled. "What?" I asked. Hiei pulled me into his lap. "I have a hostage," he said, "Now I'm the winner." "No fair!" I said. I tried to stand up. "Let go," I said. "Nope," said Hiei, "I don't release my hostages." Neither of us said anything for a while. Suddenly, we both cracked up. I hugged Hiei. "Hello," said Kelly, "What happened to the 'No Hostage' Policy?" Hiei and I stared at her for a minute then smiled. "What 'No Hostage' Policy?" asked Hiei. Kelly pulled out a camera and took a picture. She grinned. Hiei and I smirked. We pulled out our cameras and took pictures of her and Kurama. We all cracked up. We were still laughing when Sam and Kuwabara walked in.

~End Flashback~

"Sweet Snow Madness" "I miss them," I said as more tears spilled. I went to the phone and dialed a number. "Hey," Kayko's voice came on, "We're not here right now. Yusuke and Terry are most likely working right now. Leave a message, and we'll get back to you when we can." I hung up. I couldn't call the others. I didn't know how to contact them. Another tear gem formed. I pulled Hiei's tear gem out of my pocket and put it on a gold chain. "I'll never forget you," I whispered.

I walked through a black field. A figure appeared. "Hiei!" I cried as I ran to the figure. Before I reached him, he disappeared.

I woke to the sound of my alarm clock. I put on the outfit Hiei had given me the day he had arrived. I put on the tear gem necklace and the flame pendant. I went outside and got the mail. On my way to the meeting, I noticed a black envelope. I opened it and a silver bandana fell out. I read the letter. "Dear Jessica, I had Yukina make this for you. I hope you like it. Love, Hiei" I tied the bandana around my head.

I walked into the meeting room. "What is it this time?" I asked. "Another tour," said my manager, Jenny. "US tour?" I asked. "World tour," said Jenny, "You will not go as the Demonic Angel though. You are now Jess." I smiled and hugged Jenny. "Thank you," I said. Jenny smiled. "You leave tomorrow," she said.

An: I hope you enjoyed that chapter. I told you it would be sad. Everyone is gone. What will happen next? I don't know. But I do know that you're gonna love the end of this fic. Ja ne!