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Half an hour later, I'm sat in a small café, sipping at a soda, while listening to the incessant jabbering of the girl sat next to me. I'm staring day-dreamily out of the window, wishing I could just go, then I spot the one person who could help me out of this situation. Seto looks through the café window, and time seems to stop as he looks at me. The girl I'm with, Jess, or something I think she said her name was, I wasn't really listening, then does the worst thing possibly. I can see Setos' eyes mist over with concealed tears as Jess leans across the table, putting her hand on mine, and kisses me! On the lips! I just catch site of the love of my life turning away from me, and walking, almost running, away down the street. I pull away from Jess, disgust showing clear on my face.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?!" I yell at her, jumping up from my seat and staring at her.
"Didn't you here me say, Jojo? I said I love you, do you want to come back to mine for some fun." I blanch, why the hell didn't I hear her say that, I was nodding absent mindedly, so she must of thought I agreed.
"I don't love you, I've already given my heart to another. And I never want to hear that nickname again. I'm now going to see if I can patch things up with Seto, me, and one of his employees, I won't blame him if he hates me for ever, if you've ruined this, I swear I'll make you're life hell!" I shout at her before running out the door after Seto.
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He hates me, he hates me. He's with JESS! My damn secretary! How could I have been so blind? So stupid? I'm walking down streets and ally's, tears streaking my face, my life feels like it's over. My feet have carried me to a small bridge in the park. I'm aware of myself looking down. I catch myself. I can't leave Mokuba. I'm stuck in this god-forsaken world, with no one. No one to talk to to ease the pain. No one from whom to ask advice, the great and mighty Seto Kaiba never needed anyone. That's the message that's been imprinted in my soul, well, I do now. I turn and begin to walk home, not trusting myself in public in my current state, not that I really care. I'll talk to Mokuba, then it'll be over. No more pain, no more work. No more life. I've never been so serious about ending it all before, I've been close, hell I've been close a million times. But never this serious. I reach the gates of the Kaiba mansion, and walk up the drive. As soon as I get through the door, I run, I just bolt up the stairs and into my room, where I just lie down on the bed and cry. Cry out all my worries, and slowly drift into an uneasy sleep.
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Oh I hope to god that he hasn't done anything stupid. I'm running blindly from one possible suicide spot to another. I know them all, having tried to use them all at various times. Times when my life didn't seem worth living. But someone always found me.
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I hear a small knock on my door, cursing vehemently I get up of the bed, and slowly drag myself over to the door. I know who it is, Mokuba. I didn't greet him, so he knows something's wrong. Slowly opening the door, I ready myself for the questions I know he'll ask. When I open the door, though, I see my ever smiling little brother looking up to me with slightly teary eyes.
"Can I come in?" he says in a small voice, looking down from my face. What's got him upset, I know it's not me, he wouldn't be crying over me.
"Umm, ok..." I say slowly, turning to walk back to the bed and sitting on it, motioning for him to follow. He walks over to the bed, head still hung. And when he sits down, he holds out a small, black silk covered book. My diary. I'd wondered where that had gone. He's obviously expecting me to be angry, as he says,
"Sorry, I just found it behind the sofa, and when I flicked through it and saw the words 'Joey' and 'Love' on the same page I couldn't help but read it." I somehow don't feel angry with him, instead, I feel somehow glad. "So, I'm taking a wild guess that he just turned you down." I nod in response to his statement. Then add,
"Yeah, and for my own damn secretary." My tone is so bitter, it even surprises me. "Mokuba," I say in a small whisper, not really trusting my voice "you know I love you more than anything, more than money, more than life itself... you know I would never hurt you... but... I can't do this anymore." Wide storm Grey eyes look up to my broken form, and he shakes his head in denial, refusing to accept what he's just heard.
"no...no, Seto, you can't do that. I still need you. If it's any consolation, I know..." he can't know, he'll never, well, I hope he never feels like this.
"I'm sorry Mokuba, my minds made up. It's just all too much..." why will no one let me do as I want? I want to die, is that too much to ask? I slowly slide off the bed, kneeling before the one person who has ever truly loved me, and pull him into a tight hug. I feel his tears on my shoulder, and he nuzzles his head into the crook of my neck. I break the hug to look him in the eye, my heart wrenches as I see the pleading and pain in his expressive eyes.
"Promise me you won't try to stop me... or follow me." I say, I'd hate to be the reason my little brother killed himself, but then, I wouldn't be alive to know. He nods numbly, giving me one last strong hug, before backing off and walking out of my room like one of Mariks' soul-less victims. I get up and begin my walk to the Motorway Bridge at the edge of domino.
There are too many people here to take notice of me, the perfect spot. I begin to climb over the railings. I'm sat on top of them now, I slowly stand up on the top bar, this is it. The end of my pain. I take one step forward, leaning my wait after my foot... the end of it all.
"Seto! Seto! Stop! You can't do this! I love you!" the cry is from a distance. But it's to late now.
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