Chapter 9- "He always cared for me..."
Author's note: I wish that the story will end up great.... I kinda don't have that much idea how the story continues and ends... waaaaah!.... oh, well.... On with the story..... oh, and for the previous chapters, sorry for the typos!.....
Still on the Ferris wheel
"Release!!!!" I said holding out both of my hands. Then took out a card from my pocket and hit it with the wand (or staff?). "THE FLY!" then wings came out from the wand. "Hop on!" I said turning back to Syaoran.
"O-Ok..." he said sitting behind me.
"Hold on tight!"
"Wha--? AAAHHH!!!" slaming the door open we zoomed out flying upwards with high speed. Syaoran began to tighten his grip on the waist.
"I-I-I.....can't---"
"Huh?.." Syaoran said with a questioned face looking behind me.
"I CAN"T BREATHE!! Don't hold me so tight! I'll die before I can fight that old geezer!--- coughcoughwheeze!" I yelled trying to catch my breath.
"Wha-wha- I'm- I'm- so sorry!" he apologized lessening his grip and blushed when he realized what he was doing.
"Huff, huff! Man, you can really grip that tight? I could have died!" I said looking at him.
"I-I'm sorry....." he said looking down with a sad face.
I said to myself, what am I saying? He was scared! If he didn't tighten his grip, then he could have fallen!.... "Dumb me! Dumb me!" I said hitting my head hard.
"Wha- what are you doing?"
"Um- um... I'm sorry... I wasn't thinking of what you were feeling... you were scared... what else could you do?.... I'm sorry..." I said looking down feeling ashamed.
"No... I should be the one apologizing.... I wasn't thinking of what you were feeling..."
'You're are just repeating what I said!' my voice inside me screamed appearing a vein mark on my head.
"Sakura?..."
"Uh—no! that's alright! I'm also sorry! Hehehe...ehe...ehe...." I said cutting my laughter short.
"Hey! You lovey-doveys!!! Will you stop stalling and start fighting?!?!" we heard a scream from down below. Then we looked down and saw Clow Reed making faces then vein marks started popping out on my head, and of course Syoaran blushed beat red.
"Stop!.. Making!...FUN OF US!! CLOW!!!....REED!!!" I got so mad that I flew downwards in a really high speed heading towards Clow Reed straight at his direction.
"SAKURA!!! SLOW DOWN!!" Syaoran kept screaming at me but I couldn't hear anything. The only thing that was on my mind was to KILL CLOW REED!!! But before I could reach Clow Reed, everything around us changed... changed into a dark place...
"Wha—what happened?!" I said in a scared tone looking around.
"I-I don't know..." Syaoran answered also looking around. We got off the wand and my wand change to its normal form.
Then suddenly behind us formed a black hole sucking Syaoran in.
"Sakura!"
But I was too late....
"SYAORAN!" I reached out my hand to him but he couldn't reach it. I fell on my knees, shocked to what I have seen. "Syaoran...." I said in a whisper looking down the floor, then tears streaming down my cheeks.
"Why?.... why do I care about him so much?... when things go wrong... why do I always think of him... why?..." I punched the floor as hard as I could. I've never felt this pain before, of losing someone, that I thought, I didn't care...
"Why? WHY??!!! SYAORAN!!!.... Come back.... Don't leave me.... behind.... " I felt so cold, so lonely... so blank... He was always with me... beside me.... when I had problems.... He was always there to comfort me... Why now?! Why didn't I realize this before?! He always cared for me! And how did I treat him?!....
Then I heard footsteps, coming closer, getting louder. I turned around and saw someone... small....
My eyes widen, "Syaoran?...." it was a younger version of the Syaoran now....
"Why are you crying?..." he asked in a soft voice...
"Huh?...."
"Why are you crying?..."
"Why.... Am I crying?..."
"Why?... do you cry?...."
"I don't know...."
"You don't know?..."
'Will you stop mimicking me!?' my thoughts screamed at me, 'Who is this jerk?!..'
Then the child walked closer, bending down to me saying, "Do you really care for him that much?..."
"Huh?..."
"Do you...really.... care... for him... that much...?" he said placing his hand on my cheek, my eyes widen. "If you do... save him... save him from his loneliness...save him from bitterness... find him... search for him....look for him..."(they have the same meanings you jerk!)
"Save him.. from the darkness... the darkness of his heart... you... you are the only one who can save him... the light... the light of his life..." then he started to fade away...
"Hey!... wait!.. come back!..." I stretched out my hand but I couldn't reach him.. like the time I couldn't reach Syaoran...."Come back...come...back...." Then everything started to fade.. everything I see was a very bright light, then I fell unconscious.... Then I heard someone yelling.....
"Miss! Miss! Are you alright?" then I became conscious again....
"Wha?---" I said wiping my eyes from the tears.
"Whew! Yokata!... (thank goodness!)" a policeman said kneeling down to me cause I was lying on the floor.
I sat up and just remembered about Syaoran. "Syaoran?" I looked around but I didn't see him. "I've lost him..." then I began to cry again.
"Wha-what? Are you alright? Or you want to go to the hospital?"
"No, no I'm fine. Thank you anyway..." I stood up and started to walk out of the crowd. "I hope she's fine." The policeman said looking at me with a worried face. "Okay everybody! Everything's fine!" then the crowd scattered....
I walked to the cotton candy stand and bought a cotton candy for Kero.... But the only thing in my mind was Syaoran....
"I have to save him.. it's all my fault that he is gone...." I said bringing the cotton candy walking towards the direction of my house.
"Zettai! (for sure!) I will save him!" I said clenching my fist feeling high-spirited. "Look out Clow Reed! You will regret that you have crossed me and my anger..." I said looking up at the red sky.
Author's note: so, how was it? For me, its getting weird.... Oh well, I'll will be updating my 10th chapter, so please read! .
Author's note: I wish that the story will end up great.... I kinda don't have that much idea how the story continues and ends... waaaaah!.... oh, well.... On with the story..... oh, and for the previous chapters, sorry for the typos!.....
Still on the Ferris wheel
"Release!!!!" I said holding out both of my hands. Then took out a card from my pocket and hit it with the wand (or staff?). "THE FLY!" then wings came out from the wand. "Hop on!" I said turning back to Syaoran.
"O-Ok..." he said sitting behind me.
"Hold on tight!"
"Wha--? AAAHHH!!!" slaming the door open we zoomed out flying upwards with high speed. Syaoran began to tighten his grip on the waist.
"I-I-I.....can't---"
"Huh?.." Syaoran said with a questioned face looking behind me.
"I CAN"T BREATHE!! Don't hold me so tight! I'll die before I can fight that old geezer!--- coughcoughwheeze!" I yelled trying to catch my breath.
"Wha-wha- I'm- I'm- so sorry!" he apologized lessening his grip and blushed when he realized what he was doing.
"Huff, huff! Man, you can really grip that tight? I could have died!" I said looking at him.
"I-I'm sorry....." he said looking down with a sad face.
I said to myself, what am I saying? He was scared! If he didn't tighten his grip, then he could have fallen!.... "Dumb me! Dumb me!" I said hitting my head hard.
"Wha- what are you doing?"
"Um- um... I'm sorry... I wasn't thinking of what you were feeling... you were scared... what else could you do?.... I'm sorry..." I said looking down feeling ashamed.
"No... I should be the one apologizing.... I wasn't thinking of what you were feeling..."
'You're are just repeating what I said!' my voice inside me screamed appearing a vein mark on my head.
"Sakura?..."
"Uh—no! that's alright! I'm also sorry! Hehehe...ehe...ehe...." I said cutting my laughter short.
"Hey! You lovey-doveys!!! Will you stop stalling and start fighting?!?!" we heard a scream from down below. Then we looked down and saw Clow Reed making faces then vein marks started popping out on my head, and of course Syoaran blushed beat red.
"Stop!.. Making!...FUN OF US!! CLOW!!!....REED!!!" I got so mad that I flew downwards in a really high speed heading towards Clow Reed straight at his direction.
"SAKURA!!! SLOW DOWN!!" Syaoran kept screaming at me but I couldn't hear anything. The only thing that was on my mind was to KILL CLOW REED!!! But before I could reach Clow Reed, everything around us changed... changed into a dark place...
"Wha—what happened?!" I said in a scared tone looking around.
"I-I don't know..." Syaoran answered also looking around. We got off the wand and my wand change to its normal form.
Then suddenly behind us formed a black hole sucking Syaoran in.
"Sakura!"
But I was too late....
"SYAORAN!" I reached out my hand to him but he couldn't reach it. I fell on my knees, shocked to what I have seen. "Syaoran...." I said in a whisper looking down the floor, then tears streaming down my cheeks.
"Why?.... why do I care about him so much?... when things go wrong... why do I always think of him... why?..." I punched the floor as hard as I could. I've never felt this pain before, of losing someone, that I thought, I didn't care...
"Why? WHY??!!! SYAORAN!!!.... Come back.... Don't leave me.... behind.... " I felt so cold, so lonely... so blank... He was always with me... beside me.... when I had problems.... He was always there to comfort me... Why now?! Why didn't I realize this before?! He always cared for me! And how did I treat him?!....
Then I heard footsteps, coming closer, getting louder. I turned around and saw someone... small....
My eyes widen, "Syaoran?...." it was a younger version of the Syaoran now....
"Why are you crying?..." he asked in a soft voice...
"Huh?...."
"Why are you crying?..."
"Why.... Am I crying?..."
"Why?... do you cry?...."
"I don't know...."
"You don't know?..."
'Will you stop mimicking me!?' my thoughts screamed at me, 'Who is this jerk?!..'
Then the child walked closer, bending down to me saying, "Do you really care for him that much?..."
"Huh?..."
"Do you...really.... care... for him... that much...?" he said placing his hand on my cheek, my eyes widen. "If you do... save him... save him from his loneliness...save him from bitterness... find him... search for him....look for him..."(they have the same meanings you jerk!)
"Save him.. from the darkness... the darkness of his heart... you... you are the only one who can save him... the light... the light of his life..." then he started to fade away...
"Hey!... wait!.. come back!..." I stretched out my hand but I couldn't reach him.. like the time I couldn't reach Syaoran...."Come back...come...back...." Then everything started to fade.. everything I see was a very bright light, then I fell unconscious.... Then I heard someone yelling.....
"Miss! Miss! Are you alright?" then I became conscious again....
"Wha?---" I said wiping my eyes from the tears.
"Whew! Yokata!... (thank goodness!)" a policeman said kneeling down to me cause I was lying on the floor.
I sat up and just remembered about Syaoran. "Syaoran?" I looked around but I didn't see him. "I've lost him..." then I began to cry again.
"Wha-what? Are you alright? Or you want to go to the hospital?"
"No, no I'm fine. Thank you anyway..." I stood up and started to walk out of the crowd. "I hope she's fine." The policeman said looking at me with a worried face. "Okay everybody! Everything's fine!" then the crowd scattered....
I walked to the cotton candy stand and bought a cotton candy for Kero.... But the only thing in my mind was Syaoran....
"I have to save him.. it's all my fault that he is gone...." I said bringing the cotton candy walking towards the direction of my house.
"Zettai! (for sure!) I will save him!" I said clenching my fist feeling high-spirited. "Look out Clow Reed! You will regret that you have crossed me and my anger..." I said looking up at the red sky.
Author's note: so, how was it? For me, its getting weird.... Oh well, I'll will be updating my 10th chapter, so please read! .