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This chappie is mainly flashbacks of Harriet's life so that you can find out what life's been like for her. Each new memory will be shown by *** at the beginning and end. By the way there is a sex scene in this chapter don't read if you don't like.

Chapter six- Memory's.

Harriet woke up the next morning feeling emotionally wiped as she couldn't help feeling mortified that Severus had found out her best kept secret. It was a Saturday so Harriet had no reason to get up so she let herself lie back and look back on her life.

Flashback

*** The morning after Harriet's night with Severus

Harriet came up from the depths of sleep slowly and she stretched languidly wincing at the slight soreness between her legs. Harriet rolled over and her face connected with a fairly muscular chest and she leant up to see the formidable Severus Snape at his weakest. The man she saw was nothing like the evil bat who stalked round Hogwarts glaring at everything. No this man had an innocence about him, the face muscles didn't look as tense as normal, the sneering mouth was open slightly with a glimpse of a pink tongue showing, his hair was spread out on the white pillow behind giving him a dark halo and lastly the eyes normally cold and hard were shut and black lashes rested on beautifully white cheeks. Harriet didn't know how long she stared but suddenly the eyes snapped open staring straight into hers. After getting over the shock Harriet smiled and shyly said,

"Good morning."

"Morning." His voice sounded cold and cruel once more and Harriet turned away from him tears filling her eyes. "How are you feeling?"

"Fine thank you." She replied stiffly.

"What's wrong?" The man now had the nerve to sound concerned.

"You wake up and become the man who hates me again that is what is wrong." Harriet burst out.

"What? Listen you shouldn't pay attention to me in the morning I'm always grumpy." Snape pulled her back to his side and kissed her hard on the lips. Harriet let out a small gasp and pressed herself against him. Slowly Snape began to move his hands up and down her body until his right hand rested on a breast and his left hand reached down into the apex of her thighs. While he was flicking gently one of her hard nipples Snape inserted one long elegant finger into her and started to thrust it in and out of her. Harriet let out a loud moan as her whole body began to quiver from the pleasure his hands were giving her.  Then as she was starting to get used to this new feeling the devious man took his hand away from her breast and inserted a finger from there into her. Now gently drawing his hands apart he began to stretch her and then started moving his fingers alternately in and out of her. Harriet couldn't stand this torture long and her inner muscles began to clench around him as she was thrown into a massive orgasm. Minutes later the wonderful feelings finally left her body leaving her weak and soft.

"Enjoy that." The man looked smugly down at her while all Harriet could do was weakly nod her head. After a while Harriet felt on side of the bed dip slightly and she quickly asked,

"What are you doing?"

"Getting up."

"No you don't mister. You are going to lie right there." Snape raised an amused eyebrow at her but did as he was told. I will wipe that look off from his face vowed Harriet. Straddling his thighs Harriet pulled down the blanket covering him until it was below his hips and she could see the man in all his glory. All last night it has been about the act itself and Harriet hand never the time to explore the genitals of the man, now she was going to. She cradled it in her hands and leant down to kiss the head shocked to find it so velvety and smooth. When a low guttural groan came from up the other end of the bed Harriet stopped worried that she had hurt him.

"No don't stop." Encouraged Harriet began to stroke his member softly along its length and watched fascinated as it twitched and became hard before her very eyes. Harriet was amazed that such a thing had fit inside her. Thought it was not so thick it was about 10 inches long and was literally throbbing as she looked at it. She bent her head and managed to take half of him in her mouth while her hair fell forward to tickle his balls, instinctively Harriet began to suck and bob her head. She found it quite hard work but from the pleased groans she was hearing it was worth it. Finally Snape said,

"Enough I don't want to shoot my load in your mouth." And hands grabbed her hips pulling her upwards till she was positioned above his rigid member. Slowly she was lowered and Harriet could feel herself being filled up by each delightful inch of him. Eventually she reached his hips and he sharply pulled her up and down again in contrast to the slowness of before. This carried on with Snape constantly differing the speeds at which he moved her until neither of them could stand it any longer, Harriet's inner muscles clenched round Snape milking him and she could feel his warmth filling her. Finally they both lay still breathing heavily. A couple of hours later and they began to stir and Snape told Harriet that they were to return to Hogwarts that day. Harriet's heart fell to her feet.***

***Snape's dungeons sometime in January

"Miss Potter do you have the essay I asked for?"

"No sir I'm sorry I don't"

"You will see me after lesson to receive your punishment." Harriet didn't think Snape would be too harsh on her after all he knew how much she had to deal with at the moment. At the end of the lesson Harriet walked up to Snape's desk confidently.

"I think that 50 points from Gryffindor and a detention with Filch shall be sufficient."

"But…" Harriet couldn't believe her ears. Snape raised an eyebrow,

"There are no buts,"

"Listen sir, I really am sorry but you see I'm having difficulties coping I thought you knew."

"Any why is that?"

"Because we became so close when I stayed at you mansion."  Harriet unknowingly began to shake as Snape turned a dangerous puce colour.

"Close. Do you really think that because we became CLOSE I'm going to let you off things. I don't think so now GET OUT." Harriet fled and promised herself that she'd never give out her heart again so freely.***

***Final battle with Voldemort

It was now June and Harriet had just turned 18. Recently she'd been living life listlessly apart from the spar with deatheaters. Now it was the moment that everything had come down to her and Voldemort meeting on a battlefield for the final time. Harriet was throwing spells at the almost ghost like being before her. Nothing seemed to work and Harriet was beginning to fear that Voldemort had gotten what he'd always desired for…immortality. All of a sudden Harriet's mind was thrown to the back of her head and she became a spectator to her own actions. The time old prophecy had taken over her body. Harriet felt totally numb as she watched herself make a cut across her body and shout the words Morte totale di tutto diabolico while pointing her wand at Voldemort. Voldemort's body turned red with black lines running through it and the exploded just as Harriet translated what she had said. Death to everything of pure evil in this place. In a rush Harriet was back in her own body and managed to yell,

"He's dead. Voldemort is gone." Before collapsing. Dimly Harriet heard someone say,

"The bastard got a massive cut on her." After that there was only darkness.***

***3 years later,

Harriet walked home with a perfectly pleasant warlock called Charles. She had a feeling that this date would end the same as many had. Harriet was now an unspeakable at the ministry of magic but she was tiring of it already. When she and Charles reached her doorstop he leaned over and kissed her warmly on the lips. Although it was pleasant there was not tingling and no fireworks.

"May I come in?"

"I'm sorry Charles I don't think you should." Harriet smiled sadly at him.

"Oh, ok I guess." Harriet stared after him as he walked away shoulders slumped. She then walked wearily into her and leant against the front door and muttered angrily,

"Damn you Severus Snape." ***

Harriet was about to drift back off to sleep when a loud knocking came at her door. Groaning she decided that she ought to answer it before everyone came to see what the racket was about she got up and opened the door. All of a sudden Harriet was thrown backwards as something small clutched at her legs,

"Miss Potter it is so good to see you again." Dobby the house elf looked up at her with his bright eyes.

"Hello Dobby how are you doing?"

"Oh you is kind and wonderful miss. Dobby is well. I is bringing you a tray as you were not at breakfast."

"Cheers Dobby." Dobby left and Harriet resigned herself to the fact that she was not spending the day in bed.

A:N  Guys I am soooooo sorry it took this long!!! I found this Chapter so hard to write it is unbelievable and I'm not happy with it now. Sometimes I wonder why I write it can be so annoying trying to get a chapter write. Oh well I'm gonna put this up and pray.

Luv **~Velvetina~**