It was the largest number of people a psychiatrist

had ever seen in one office at one time, but this extended

family needed to be seen all at once. However, even

free therapy for a year wouldn't be able to address all

of the problems in the room. While he was, of course,

most concerned with the mental rehabilitation of his

patient, he still was at least somewhat distracted by the

obvious problems of others.

For example, the younger matriarch of the family, Sally

Alexandria Montpellier Washington-Ikeda, was about to crack. This

week had added tons of stress on the poor woman. A full time

professor herself, she was probably devastated to have a child

in a coma for almost a month after nearly losing her youngest

to another accident less than two months ago. Since her son had

awakened, she had to balance her job, her other children,

and healthcare expenses with looking out for her hospitalized

son. The shouting matches she had had with hospital staff were

near legendary, and her tireless work to find her son the best

physical therapists was common knowledge. And all that stress

was laid on her as base; the effect of Andrew's dream and

her (lack of) place in it was icing on the cake.

Of course, then there was Betty Usagi Ikeda, the

daughter. As a freshman in college, she was already under

a lot of stress, especially considering that her boyfriend was

still a junior in high school, and, therefore, not able to visit

as much as she would like. She was attending a well-respected

institution some distance away, struggling to adjust to college

like most other freshmen. According to her mother, Betty also

had the distinction of having the roommate from hell, who was

a lush and a slob. To nearly lose two of her brothers before

the fall semester was over was a lot of carry around on her shoulders.

Then there was the older matriarch, Mio Sakura Ikeda,

known as "Genkai" or "Grandma" to her family. There was clearly

tension between the older matriarch and the younger; if he had to

guess, the doctor would put the tension down to the mixed marriage

of Mitsuru and Alexandria. He was pretty sure that the tall, brassy,

opinionated African-American female was not what Japanese-American

Genkai would consider the perfect daughter-in-law, Alexandria's kindness

and Mitsuru's besotted-ness notwithstanding. His guess was that the

in-law relationship had been particularly nasty at points, but that

Genkai wanted to build bridges. Yet, with Genkai's and Alexandria's

personalities and Alexandria's wariness of her mother-in-law, the

relationship hadn't been able to change. On top of this, it was

obvious that Andrew was her favorite grandchild, even though she

often referred to him as "dimwit". So, the older matriarch was

in a lot of internal turmoil. She was worried about her grandson

and wanting to reach out to the obviously hurting Alexandria, but

powerless to help one and unsure about how to reach out to the other.

Those three were only the tip of the iceberg, and all of this was

clearly weighing on Mitsuru Ikeda, who had, for some unexplainable

reason considering that his father was still alive, set himself up as

family patriarch. Watching his family fall apart and his son not

recognize his own life was pulling hard on the father.

What worried the psychiatrist, beside the fact that few of the

people in his office would actually get the treatment they needed,

was that what he was going to suggest would make things a lot

worse for a few people in the room.

Taking a deep breath and mentally preparing for the resistance

ahead, he began, "As you know, I had a talk with Andrew earlier

this week, at your request. Throughout the interview, he insisted

that I call him Yusuke, and, for the most part, he refused to

cooperate, insisting that he wasn't crazy."

Genkai snorted, "Good for him. The dimwit has more sense

than I gave him credit for."

"I disagree," Lafayette Jefferson Washington, Alexandria's

mother,chimed in. "I think those are just the Jefferson/Washington

genes coming through. He is my eldest's son after all. I mean I pushed

myself through a depression with no professional help and Alexandria,

throughout all the problems with her father's illness when she was

younger, only went to a therapists for three months, if fact.

Jeffersons and Washingtons don't do 'help'; it seems to be against

our nature."

At this banter, the doctor mentally groaned. Between the older

matriarch's opinion of therapy and the way the younger matriarch

had treated therapy in the past, no one in that room was ever

going to get the help they needed. In fact, the doctor was

willing to bet, if 'Yusuke' wasn't so bad off, the family would

probably have just gotten him some Prozac and gone on about their

business.

But he had to remember that this was about his patient, and that

through helping his patient he could help the entire room.

The doctor cleared his throat so that everyone could re-focus

their attention on him. "As I was saying, I was able to get

Yusuke to explain this 'other life' of his to me. Based on what

he said and from his medical records, I believe what he experienced

was a dream-"

"Figures my brother would get his head stuck in La-La land" Betty

muttered under her breath.

"But I believe this dream did two good things for him. First,

it allowed him to work through and fight immense pain in a

logical way that kept him occupied. All the medical doctors

agree that if he had awoken earlier, the massive pain that was

racking his body would have sent him into cardiac arrest and

killed him."

That bombshell quieted the room. While everyone was

understandably upset, the realization that they almost lost the

young man still hung heavily on their hearts.

"Second," the doctor continued, "I believe the dream

allowed him to work out some emotional problems."

"What the hell are you implying?" Alexandria practically

growled from her position next to her husband.

"What I'm saying is that your Andrew was dealing with a lot

mentally as well at the time of the accident. So much so,

in fact, that he needed a mental vacation. However, he still

wanted to work through a lot of his mental issues, so, I

believe he incorporated them into this dream world in various

ways. For that reason," the doctor looked around at everyone

in the room, "I don't think we should disabuse him of his

dreamworld quite yet."

"WHAT?!" the entire room shouted.

"Are you CRAZY?!" Alexandria and Betty said in unison

as they surged to their feet.

The doctor held up his hand. "I'm not saying that we tell him

that world is real. I am saying that you cannot force upon him

his life as Andrew yet. I believe that will come to him on his

own. What you should do is the following. One: Address him as

Yusuke-"

Alexandria made a noise at this. Belatedly, the doctor

remembered that naming him Andrew had been her idea; giving

him the middle name of Yusuke had been his paternal grandmother's

idea.

"Two," the doctor continued, "You may only discuss his life as

Andrew in response to direct questions he poses to you."

"Um, I thought the whole point was to help him not be crazy,"

Hasukawa observed from his position next to his older sister.

"All this seems to do is to give him license to be crazy," the

youngest child added under his breath.

"And three," the doctor concluded, knowing that this would go

over the least well, "You must refer to yourselves and allow

him to treat you as he did in his dream world, until and unless

he begins to treat you otherwise."

At that, the room exploded.

"Oh, no way!" Betty objected. "I'm his older sister! I'm not

going to allow him to order me around or ignore me like some

sidekick!" She pushed some of her obviously dyed light blue

hair out of her face. "He's enough of a prick to me as it is!"

"Look," Alexandria began to shout, "I'm just a voice in my

son's little crazy dreamland. A voice of a demon no less.

How the hell do I relate to my son with that distinction? Are

you telling me that I can't see my son?!"

"Related to that, what to you suggest I do?" the powerful

businessman who was paying his fee, Samuel Mitsuru Ikeda,

weighed in. "In Andrew's little mind game, I was an extremely

shady businessman who died by blowing up himself and an entire

stadium. By the time he awoke from his vacation, I was already

dead. Does that mean I'm barred from visiting my little

brother?"

"It is even more complex than that for some of us," Betty's

boyfriend began. Along with a few other non-family members,

the young man was included because he was deemed an important

part of Andrew's life. "When Andrew first related the story

to Keiko and his father, and later you, he threw around a lot

of names. As we don't have descriptions to go with the names,

we don't really know who all these people are. We have no idea

if we figure in the dream or if we are helping or hurting

by staying away."

The doctor sighed, "I'm not saying if you don't have a leading

role in this dream that you must ignore him. You can certainly

visit with him when he's asleep-"

"Well, shit," Alexandria muttered under her breath.

"And, if you don't know who you are in his 'dreamland,'

you are allowed to visit him to see if he recognizes you.

Just be prepared to react accordingly once you discover you

were."

"Great," the patient's best friend said as he stared out

of the window next to him. "I am having my relationship

with my best friend dictated to me by some quack."

"I realize this will be hard on some of you," the doctor

conceded, "but it is the best thing for Andrew. I believe

his memories of Andrew will come back with time and that

those will blend with the insights he gained from this

dream. But, until they do, he needs this mental space to

recover as much as he needs his physical therapy."

The meeting broke up soon after that. As the doctor was

gathering up his materials, he did notice the two matriarchs

over in the corner. Later, he would deny ever listening

to their conversation, but at that moment, he wanted to know

what Alexandria was saying to her mother-in-law while she

bowed to her.

"Ikeda-san," Alexandria said in a subdued and quiet tone,

"I have a favor to ask."

"And what would that be?" Genkai asked. The question may

have sounded harsh if you couldn't see the older woman's

features...which the bowing woman couldn't.

"I know you care a lot about Andrew. And I know he had a much

clearer connection to you in his dream. And I realize that,

next to Mitsuru's older sister Ayame, you were the only adult

to feature prominently in his dream. I-" the younger woman's

voice caught for a second, but she continued, "I would like

you to look out for my son where I cannot. Apparently in this

dream world he assigned me to the sidelines, and, as I refuse

to let Ayame and her substance abuse problems anywhere near my

son, that leaves you. Please, look after my Drew for me."

"Of course," the woman agreed quietly. "I'll try to keep the

dimwit out of trouble."

"Thank you, Ikeda-san."

This Side of Living

Living with Two Minds -chapter four

They called it physical therapy, but he called it hell. Whoever

hired those two sadistic medical professionals really had it in

for him. After every session, he ended up feeling wiped out.

Who knew for how long he'd been out this time.

As Yusuke opened his eyes, he was in his private room in the

hospital. Apparently money talked or this 'Andrew' person

knew someone, because this room looked more like a hotel than

any hospital room he had seen before.

"Ah! Welcome back. It appeared that your physical therapy

knocked you out again. I hope it was a productive session, at

least."

"Kurama?" Yusuke asked as he turned to look at the person

from who the voice came.

The young man sitting next to the bed smiled at Yusuke. His

hair was the right color to be Kurama, but it was two short.

And the eyes were the wrong color. And he was wearing a strange

uniform with a hat on his lap.

The young man with Kurama's voice didn't seem to mind the

inspection that Yusuke gave him. "I expect you are thirsty,"

he said. "Would you like some water?"

At Yusuke's nod, the young man began to pour him a glass

of water. As Yusuke took the offered cup, he asked, "You're name

isn't really Kurama, is it?"

"No," the young man agreed. "It's Kevin. But you can call me

whatever you are most comfortable with. I can answer to both."

"Why are you in my room today? Not to sound ungrateful," Yusuke

added. "You aren't among Andrew's legion of siblings, are you?"

"No," Kurama laughed. "But calling the Ikeda family a legion may

be a slight exaggeration." Kurama-Kevin smiled. "I'm here because

Andrew's sister, I believe you call her Botan, needed a break. She

is extremely stress about her upcoming Econ test and she looked

like she was at her wits end. I sent her down to the cafeteria

to get a cup of tea and take a mental break. As Hamilton, Keiko, and

Hasukawa are still in school and as Samuel, your father and your

grandparents are still at work, that left me. Alexandria-san

had to teach today, as well. Though, lately, she looks as bad

as your sister. I probably would have requested that she take a

break as well, had she been here."

Looking over to see Yusuke's confused look, Kurama

apologized. "I'm sorry. It is still a little difficult for me to remember

how you remember all of those people. I hope I wasn't unduly

confusing?"

"No, it's okay," Yusuke agreed. 'I couldn't get any

more confused, anyway,' he thought to himself. It was strange.

Part of him envied this Andrew while a small part of him felt like he

understood things this Andrew would understand. He wasn't

quite sure if he believed everyone when they said he was this

Andrew guy, but lately he had been having flashes where this

life seemed less strange. It was a lot to rap his head around.

"How exactly does Andrew know you?" Yusuke felt compelled to

ask.

"Well," Kurama began, "the short answer is that we met when we

were both freshmen and became friends after a fashion. The longer,

more complicated answer is that I'm dating Andrew's sister."

Yusuke blinked at this. Kurama and Botan was not a couple

he had ever envisioned in his head...but Kevin and Andrew's sister

Betty weren't Kurama and Botan. Even if Betty did have the same

voice, same personality, and same colored hair. Apparently, at some

point, Andrew's sister had decided that she wanted light blue hair,

so she'd bleached the brown out of her hair and then dyed it blue.

It had been like that for years now, according to Keiko anyway.

Kurama quietly cleared his throat. "Yusuke," he began, "if

you don't mind, could you tell me a little more about Kurama.

I wasn't able to hear about your adventures the first or the

second time you shared them. Call it, my curiousity, I guess."

The request was no longer seemed odd to him. Apparently some

people were not changed at all in this reality or the last, Keiko

being the most obvious example. Other people, it seemed,

were either vastly different or missing. Yusuke shrugged. He

figured that he owed it to Andrew's sister's boyfriend to explain

who Kurama was.

"I first met Kurama as part of my first case as Spirit Detective.

Along with two other demons, he had stolen several priceless

artifacts. It was my job to get them back and arrest those

responsible."

"A criminal and a demon. Well, that's interesting to say the

least," Kurama commented.

"No, no wait. It wasn't as bad as it sounds. Kurama was a good

guy," Yusuke insisted. "He was fused with a human boy and he

had stolen the artifact he had to save his human mother's life!

After that whole incident, we kinda got to be friends."

"Oh," the other young man said. "Well, what was his personality

like?"

"He was smart. A good fighter. Modest. Keiko would probably

call him a gentleman," Yusuke snorted at that. "He was-"

here Yusuke paused for a moment, "He was a good friend, with

an affinity for plants...and an annoying tendency to be

vague."

"Hm, it's amazing how much seems to hold constant, doesn't it?"

Kurama noted.

"There goes that vagueness again," Yusuke groused. Looking

back at the young man sitting next to him, Yusuke added.

"It's weird. You sound so much like him, to the point where

I can see him if I close my eyes. But you don't completely

look like him. I think it's the hair."

"My hair?" Kurama asked, puzzled.

"Yeah, I remember your hair being past your shoulder and

almost halfway down your back."

The other young man shrugged. "As freeing as that sounds,

I don't think I could get away with that at school. What

with the military dress code."

"You are in military school?!" Yusuke asked, surprised.

"Yes, an all male Catholic military school. At this point,

I'm actually an officer. The school is the brother school

to your - excuse me, Andrew's - sister's alma mater, an

all female Catholic high school. It partially explains

how we met."

"You are good student?"

"Fairly," Kurama answered, "although I am at the top of

my class at the moment."

"That figures. Are you popular as well?"

"In a sense, I suppose. It's a different world there.

I'm not quite sure how I would measure my standings as

opposed to my fellow students. I never really thought

about it much."

"Oh," Yusuke said. He would have said more, but he began

to yawn.

"Go back to sleep, Yusuke. There will be people who will

want to visit with you later in the day and you need your

rest."

Yusuke nodded. "Thanks for hanging around today...Kevin."

The young man in the military uniform smiled. "You're

welcome.

- To be Continued -