Last letter

Atemu,

That's how I should call you now, right. No more mou hitori no boku. No more aibou. Pharaoh Atemu. It does have a nice ring.

You might wonder why I'm writing to you: wouldn't mind-speech be easier? Normally it is, but...

Right now, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to think. You're back with us, but I fear you will go away soon. And I fear what will happen when you do.

Jôno-Uchi-kun and Honda-kun will probably smile and say everything is okay. But they won't be okay. And they'll keep it inside, because they won't want you to see them hurt. They'll lock it, and it will explode, and they'll break and hurt even more.

Anzu...she loves you, did you know? She always did and maybe always will. I don't know if she'll get over you, especially if you leave.

As for me, I...I...I don't remember how to be alone. How to breathe alone, how to think alone... I...I don't know what will happen to me...

Silly me, crying like that! What you must think of me, if you can even read these words! Is it my vision that's blurry, or is it these lines, or both? I...

I hope that you understand my feelings...

Yours, Yûgi