Sirius had no idea where the time went, or even where the 15 days
went. At one time, he saw her opening the letter, his heart full of joy,
and then he saw her in the hallways, his heart full of dread and
anticipation about the next day. He couldn't sleep that night, and he kept
tossing and turning so much that his dorm mates began to yell at him for
making so much noise. The next morning, while everyone chatted happily
about what they were going to buy that day and what they were going to do,
Sirius thought of James reaction to Sirius' feelings, Lily's reaction to
finding out that it was Sirius that was the Mystery Man, and his hateful
family's reaction when they found out that Sirius liked a Muggle born.
Finally, the Marauders made their way down to the village, the other three
friends acting rowdy while Sirius was extremely quiet. Finally, James
noticed and said "Whoa, Padfoot, you don't look so good. What is the
matter? I've been noticing you've been acting strange lately. Are you
okay?" Sirius looked into James' face that was full of concern. Sirius felt
slightly guilty about his plan to meet James' love, but he could not deny
the feelings he had for Lily. "Um, nothing. Must have been something I ate.
Okay?" he said quietly. "Sure. I trust your judgment." Said James, still
looking concerned. They spent the entire day in Hogsmeade together, fooling
around and just having fun, or the others were having fun while Sirius felt
like he was going to lose it. Finally, 6:50 rolled around, and Sirius told
the others he wanted to go do something. As he made his way to the gutter
of the post office, he was suddenly swept away by a pretty girl with
Ravenclaw robes. "Okay. You have been avoiding me all year. I need to know.
Do you like me or not? Lily never told me what you said when she asked you.
So do you? Do you?" asked Noel, looking very anxious. "No. I do not like
you. I do not know where you heard such a rumor, but it is certainly not
true. I'm sorry, nothing against you, but if you do not mind I need to go."
Said Sirius in a horribly jerky voice. "But wait. I need to talk to you. My
boyfriend just broke up with me, and I have no where to turn." She said
through tears. She sobbed into Sirius' robes for what seemed like a long
time, until she was swept away by a Ravenclaw boy who looked very much as
if he would like to get together with someone. Sirius stared down at his
watch, and saw that it was 7:04. Feeling sick, he ran to the gutter, and
saw no one there. He almost screamed in exasperation. It was his chance,
his only chance... He thought about this turning down an abandoned alley, he
stopped dead in his tracks, looking in horror at the scene in front of him.
James and Lily were hugging and kissing, and laughing. He heard a single
line "Oh James, I want to go out with you. I've wanted to tell you all
year, but it must have been my pride or something..." He cut her off with a
passionate kiss, of which she returned. The sun was slowly setting in the
distance, throwing colors over all the objects it shined upon. Sirius
turned away, a hot, bitter tear winding its way down his face.
