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"Why?" Jamie asked as she walked slowly into her Professor's office. "Why is she going to go through with it. She could just say no and she could get rid of the spy."
"Because, Sarah knew that this could tip the balance in the favor of the light. Lives could be saved by her doing this. If she didn't, the only thing she would gain was her own personal happiness.
"Now, on to the next day..."
Sarah woke up, and for a minute, she couldn't remember why she was so depressed. Then she remembered, and sighed. She had decided that she would make her friends hate her, so it wouldn't hurt them so much. She got up and got dressed, and then she went down to breakfast. Half way through her eggs, Orion and Harry joined her.
"Hey Sar. Sleep well last night?" Harry asked as he loaded his plate with eggs, bacon, and toast.
"It's non of your business." Sarah said with a hint of anger in her voice. Both boys looked rather taken aback. They both new something was up.
"What's wrong?" Orion asked his sister worriedly.
"What's wrong is that you guys keep things from me, and wont tell me what is going on. You act like I'm you little sister, not your friend. You leave me out of everything. I've kept telling myself that it's just a guy thing, but last night I realized something. I realized that I'm not your friend, I'm just your homework help." With that Sarah stood up and left the two boys. There was a rather stunned silence as the boys looked at each other. The silence was broken by Romulus and Ron joining them for breakfast.
"What's wrong? Did Snape finally wash his hair?" Romulus asked as he sat down.
"No, we just got told off by Sarah." Orion said in a confused voice. Ron and Romulus looked up with wide eyes.
"Wait, are we talking about the same Sarah? I'm talking about Orion's sister. Long curly blonde hair, big blue eyes, always has a big smile on her face." Ron said.
"Unfortunately, we're talking about the same Sarah. She just told us off for leaving her out of things lately. She then said that we weren't really friends, we were just using her for homework help." Harry replied with a frown. "Something's wrong."
"I'll say something's wrong. I can't remember the last time Sarah lost her temper, let alone the last time she told someone off." Orion said. "I think we need to talk to her and figure out what it is."
"We can talk to her at lunch, but right now we need to get to class." Romulus replied looking at his watch. The four boys got up from the table and headed to the dungeons for potions. They looked for Sarah when they got there, and found her sitting with her cousin Draco Malfoy. The four boys sat down with frowns on their faces, and waited for class to start.
Sarah hated her cousin Malfoy. He was the biggest git ever, in her opinion. All she wanted to do was beat the hell out him through the entire class. He sat there the whole time telling her was a jerk her friends were, and how she should spend more time with him and other wizards of quality. Just when Sarah thought she couldn't take any more, the bell rang. She forced herself to walk slowly out of the class room with Malfoy. She smiled at him and told him she would join him for lunch. Then thankfully he left.
Sarah rubbed her temples, Malfoy's talking had given her a headache. She couldn't believe that anything could have such a high opinion of it's self. She sighed and made her way to the transfiguration classroom. When she got there the only two seat were left. One was by Orion, and one was by Neville Longbottom. Sarah took the one next to Neville.
Sarah ignored the notes her friends sent to her during the class. Instead, she concentrated on Professor McGonagall. She was explaining to the class how to vanish snails. Soon she turned the class loose, and had them try to vanish their snails. Sarah did it on her first try, and spent the rest of the class sneering a Neville while he tried to vanish his.
When the bell rang Sarah was the first out of the classroom. She took the fastest rout to the Great Hall, and met Malfoy at the door. He smiled and held out his arm to her as they went into the Hall.
"Hello Sarah. How was transfigurations?" He asked politely.
"It was amusing. I spent most of the hour watching Longbottom try to vanish his snail." Sarah answered. She had spent the whole time wanting to help Neville, but she knew she couldn't if she was to go through with this.
"That idiot is as good as a mudblood." Malfoy said with a sneer. "I feel sorry for you having to be in the same house with all of those mudbloods and blood traitors."
"It has been a horrible experience. If I could, I would be resorted, but that is unfortunately not possible." Sarah said with a faked look of sadness. "I wish I could be rid of the lot of them. Especially my brother and his friends, they are gits who have been using me for the past fifteen years."
"There is a way to solve this." Malfoy said looking up and down the table, making sure no one was listening. "You could join the Master."
"The Master?" Sarah faked looking confused for a few seconds. "Oh, you mean Voldemort. But isn't he dead?"
"No, he's come back. He did it over the summer. He is accepting any who are loyal to him to his ranks." Malfoy said with a smirk. "Soon he will have taken over and we will be rid of all muggles, mudbloods, squibs, and blood traitors."
"You mean I can join him?" Sarah said acting interested.
"Yes, but you will have to prove your loyalty to him first."
"How?"
"Meet me tonight in the ninth dungeon at midnight." Malfoy said as he finished his lunch. He stood up and smiled at Sarah. "Don't be late."
With that he left. Sarah stared after him for a few seconds before she go up. She picked up her bag, and walked slowly towards the tower. She was almost there when she heard someone calling her name. She turned around and saw the guys running after her. She sighed, and narrowed her eyes.
"What do you want?" She asked angrily. The boys blinked, but regained their calm.
"We wanted to talk to you." Romulus said cautiously.
"I'm sorry, but I have better things to do than to hang out with blood traitors." Sarah mentally finched when she said this, but she kept her composure. The boys were staring at her as if she had just slapped them. "What, did I hurt your feelings?"
Sarah hated herself for doing this, but it had to be done. She knew what would be required of her tonight. I'm saving you, I may be breaking your hearts now, but you'll forget and live on. I on the other hand am dieing because of this. One day you'll thank me for giving my life up for yours, but for now, you'll hate me.
"Sarah, what's happened to you?" Romulus asked looking hurt. Sarah felt the worst for hurting him. He had been her best friend since they had been born. She knew she was hurting him worse than the others. "Why are you doing this."
"Because I despise you. I loath you. I hate you. I hope you all die." Sarah looked at the four guys, and saw the hurt looks they were giving her. Both Orion and Romulus looked like they were going to cry. It's not true, I love you all, Sarah wanted to say. She wanted to hug them and tell them she was lying, that it was just a joke. But she stayed true to her resolve. "I'm going to prove this to you, so you wont doubt it."
Sarah turned her back on them and walked away. She reached the fat lady and said the password. The portrait opened and she climbed into the Gryffindor common room. She went up to her dormitory and got her things for the rest of the afternoon.
The rest of the day was lonely for Sarah, as her friends were now avoiding her. Apparently the rest of the class had found out what Sarah had said, because they were also avoiding her. Sarah was extremely depressed by the time dinner rolled around, so she decided to take a walk to clear her mind. Half way to the lake she ran into Hagrid, the gamekeeper.
"Well hello there Sarah." He said with a smile. (A/N Sorry, but I'm not going to even attempt the accent. He'd prolly end up sounding like he was from Kentucky if I did) "Would you like to join me for some tea?"
Sarah blinked once, and remembered what she had decided. She was going to make her friends hate her.
"No thank you." She said coldly. "I have better things to do than have tea with a half breed."
With that Sarah walked away. She looked back once, and that almost broke her resolve. Hagrid was standing where she had left him, tears running down his face, looking like his best friend had died. Sarah clenched her jaw, and forced herself to continue around the lake. She sat down against a tree across the lake from where Hagrid was still standing.
After awhile four shapes came out of the castle to Hagrid. Sarah recognized them and wished she could join them. The four boys patted Hagrid on the back, and Sarah could see them glaring at where she was sitting. She sneered back, only because Orion could see her. All she wanted to do was cry, but that wasn't possible as that would be breaking the oath she had made to herself.
After the five had gone into Hagrid's cabin, Sarah got up and headed towards the forest. She needed to clear her head and get away from the pain she had caused. She walked through the forest thinking about the happy times she had spent with her friends and family.
"Daddy! Get up! It's time to open presents!" An eight year old Sarah yelled jumping on her father's bed. Her father groaned and opened his eyes. Sarah continued jumping on the bed, waiting for him to get up. He grabbed her leg on her next bounce and she fell onto the bed next to him. He started tickling her and Sarah shrieked with laughter.
Her father picked her up and threw her over his shoulder as he made his way down stairs. Orion was already waiting in the living room, where the tree was. He smiled as his father and sister came into the room.
"Put me down! Put me down!" Sarah yelled. Her father put her down and Sarah immediately dove for the presents. "Okay, the first one is for 'Rion from me."
Sarah handed Orion his present, and she watched he opened it. It was a book on pranking, and a box full of prank supplies. Orion smiled and thanked his sister, while their father chuckled and shook his head. Sarah handed out the rest of the presents. She had opened the last one when her father pulled one out from the top branches.
It was a small box wrapped in gold paper. Sarah opened the paper carefully, and then opened the small black box. Inside the box was a gold necklace. It had an S charm on it and in the bottom curve of the S there was a diamond. Sarah smiled and her father took it from her and put it on her.
"It was your great-grandmother's." He said. "You were named after her. She received this from her husband when they were courting. Your mother wanted you to have it, and I decided it was time to pass it on to you."
Sarah hugged him and promised she wouldn't take it off.
That was a promise she had faithfully kept. She never took the necklace off. It had been charmed to keep its shine and not tarnish, so it always looked like it first did. Sarah always found it comforting to play with the necklace, and she found herself doing just that as she walked through the forest.
She wandered around the forest for hours. She wasn't afraid of anything in the forest, because she could handle them. She wasn't afraid of losing her way in the dark, because she could see as well at night as she could during the day. When the moon was almost to it's peak, Sarah headed back to the castle. She arrived in the dungeons just at the clock struck midnight.
"I can see you're punctual." Malfoy said as she entered.
"Always have been, and always will be. Now, what do I do to prove myself?" Sarah asked him.
"I can see you like to get down to business too. Our master will like you. Well, your already doing the first part of what is required, but there is more."
"Well, telling those gits what I thought of them was one of the best things I've ever done." Sarah replied. "I hope the rest is just as fun."
"You have to go through the ritual of becoming a Death Eater. This is an opportunity that usually only those already graduated get. But our Master believes you to be ready. In fact, the ritual is ready for you now."
"I was born ready for this. How do we do it?" Sarah asked.
"We touch this book, it's a portkey. It will take us to our Master's lair, and he will conduct the ceremony." Sarah nodded and touched the book, Malfoy laid his hand next to her's. After a few seconds of waiting Sarah felt something pull behind her navel. She found herself in a dark room full of cloaked figures.
"Ah, our guest of honor has arrived." A cold voice said from behind Sarah. Sarah turned and found Voldemort standing behind her. "So, I finally have the chance to meet Emily Black's daughter. You are much like your mother. As pretty as she ever was."
He ran his eyes up and down her body, and Sarah felt sick. She kept her face looking like she was thankful for the compliment.
"Draco tells me that you have finally come to you senses and realized that my way is the only way, that you also desire a world without muggles, mudbloods, squibs, and blood traitors. He's told me that you wish to be free of those who have used you for fifteen years. That you wish to join you're real family.
"I can see that you're smart, otherwise, you wouldn't be here. You're joining the side of right. I can offer you things that Dumbledore can't even imagine. In fact, I'm offering to let you become my number two. I need someone with your skills, and talents to help lead my army. Do you accept?"
Sarah hated herself for what she was about to do. She was going to become Voldemort's number two. She new that she wouldn't have any mercy from him if she were ever caught, just like she knew she would have no mercy from the other side if she were caught, seeing as only Nikita knew what she was doing. Sarah made herself smile as she answered.
"I accept."
"Good. Now, you must wear my mark." Voldemort grabbed her left arm and pulled up the sleeve of her shirt. He pointed his wand at her arm and muttered a spell. There was a flash of a green light and Sarah felt an intense pain in her arm. She ignored it and put an amused look on her face. Voldemort sneered at her.
"I knew I pick right. You're the only one who hasn't screamed for me to stop." Finally the pain stopped and Voldemort dropped her arm. She looked at her arm and saw that the dark mark was now tattooed onto it. "When it burns black, it is me calling you to me. You are to come to me as soon as you can without raising any suspicion. I will send for you soon, but for now you can go."
Malfoy came back over to her and held out the book. Sarah touched it and they were transported back to Hogwarts. Malfoy looked at her in amazement when they got back.
"Our Master must really like you to make you his second in command." With that he left. Sarah shook her head. She just felt an intense sadness. She couldn't go back now. She was on her own from now on.
"Sarah went back to her dorm and spent the rest of the night tossing and turning. When morning came she had made yet another oath to herself. She had sworn never to feel anything again."
"What do you mean not feel anything?" Jamie asked confused.
"I mean never to feel any kind of emotion again. It is late. You had better go, or you wont make it back in time for lights out." Jamie nodded and left, feeling sorry for the girl who had sworn never to feel again.
AN: I know Sarah was a little extreme, and that I haven't explained the plan or Hermione's behavior, that's coming up. Next chapter will be about Dumbledor's reaction, and maybe the reactions of the Marauders. But, everything will be explained and straightened out in due time.
"Why?" Jamie asked as she walked slowly into her Professor's office. "Why is she going to go through with it. She could just say no and she could get rid of the spy."
"Because, Sarah knew that this could tip the balance in the favor of the light. Lives could be saved by her doing this. If she didn't, the only thing she would gain was her own personal happiness.
"Now, on to the next day..."
Sarah woke up, and for a minute, she couldn't remember why she was so depressed. Then she remembered, and sighed. She had decided that she would make her friends hate her, so it wouldn't hurt them so much. She got up and got dressed, and then she went down to breakfast. Half way through her eggs, Orion and Harry joined her.
"Hey Sar. Sleep well last night?" Harry asked as he loaded his plate with eggs, bacon, and toast.
"It's non of your business." Sarah said with a hint of anger in her voice. Both boys looked rather taken aback. They both new something was up.
"What's wrong?" Orion asked his sister worriedly.
"What's wrong is that you guys keep things from me, and wont tell me what is going on. You act like I'm you little sister, not your friend. You leave me out of everything. I've kept telling myself that it's just a guy thing, but last night I realized something. I realized that I'm not your friend, I'm just your homework help." With that Sarah stood up and left the two boys. There was a rather stunned silence as the boys looked at each other. The silence was broken by Romulus and Ron joining them for breakfast.
"What's wrong? Did Snape finally wash his hair?" Romulus asked as he sat down.
"No, we just got told off by Sarah." Orion said in a confused voice. Ron and Romulus looked up with wide eyes.
"Wait, are we talking about the same Sarah? I'm talking about Orion's sister. Long curly blonde hair, big blue eyes, always has a big smile on her face." Ron said.
"Unfortunately, we're talking about the same Sarah. She just told us off for leaving her out of things lately. She then said that we weren't really friends, we were just using her for homework help." Harry replied with a frown. "Something's wrong."
"I'll say something's wrong. I can't remember the last time Sarah lost her temper, let alone the last time she told someone off." Orion said. "I think we need to talk to her and figure out what it is."
"We can talk to her at lunch, but right now we need to get to class." Romulus replied looking at his watch. The four boys got up from the table and headed to the dungeons for potions. They looked for Sarah when they got there, and found her sitting with her cousin Draco Malfoy. The four boys sat down with frowns on their faces, and waited for class to start.
Sarah hated her cousin Malfoy. He was the biggest git ever, in her opinion. All she wanted to do was beat the hell out him through the entire class. He sat there the whole time telling her was a jerk her friends were, and how she should spend more time with him and other wizards of quality. Just when Sarah thought she couldn't take any more, the bell rang. She forced herself to walk slowly out of the class room with Malfoy. She smiled at him and told him she would join him for lunch. Then thankfully he left.
Sarah rubbed her temples, Malfoy's talking had given her a headache. She couldn't believe that anything could have such a high opinion of it's self. She sighed and made her way to the transfiguration classroom. When she got there the only two seat were left. One was by Orion, and one was by Neville Longbottom. Sarah took the one next to Neville.
Sarah ignored the notes her friends sent to her during the class. Instead, she concentrated on Professor McGonagall. She was explaining to the class how to vanish snails. Soon she turned the class loose, and had them try to vanish their snails. Sarah did it on her first try, and spent the rest of the class sneering a Neville while he tried to vanish his.
When the bell rang Sarah was the first out of the classroom. She took the fastest rout to the Great Hall, and met Malfoy at the door. He smiled and held out his arm to her as they went into the Hall.
"Hello Sarah. How was transfigurations?" He asked politely.
"It was amusing. I spent most of the hour watching Longbottom try to vanish his snail." Sarah answered. She had spent the whole time wanting to help Neville, but she knew she couldn't if she was to go through with this.
"That idiot is as good as a mudblood." Malfoy said with a sneer. "I feel sorry for you having to be in the same house with all of those mudbloods and blood traitors."
"It has been a horrible experience. If I could, I would be resorted, but that is unfortunately not possible." Sarah said with a faked look of sadness. "I wish I could be rid of the lot of them. Especially my brother and his friends, they are gits who have been using me for the past fifteen years."
"There is a way to solve this." Malfoy said looking up and down the table, making sure no one was listening. "You could join the Master."
"The Master?" Sarah faked looking confused for a few seconds. "Oh, you mean Voldemort. But isn't he dead?"
"No, he's come back. He did it over the summer. He is accepting any who are loyal to him to his ranks." Malfoy said with a smirk. "Soon he will have taken over and we will be rid of all muggles, mudbloods, squibs, and blood traitors."
"You mean I can join him?" Sarah said acting interested.
"Yes, but you will have to prove your loyalty to him first."
"How?"
"Meet me tonight in the ninth dungeon at midnight." Malfoy said as he finished his lunch. He stood up and smiled at Sarah. "Don't be late."
With that he left. Sarah stared after him for a few seconds before she go up. She picked up her bag, and walked slowly towards the tower. She was almost there when she heard someone calling her name. She turned around and saw the guys running after her. She sighed, and narrowed her eyes.
"What do you want?" She asked angrily. The boys blinked, but regained their calm.
"We wanted to talk to you." Romulus said cautiously.
"I'm sorry, but I have better things to do than to hang out with blood traitors." Sarah mentally finched when she said this, but she kept her composure. The boys were staring at her as if she had just slapped them. "What, did I hurt your feelings?"
Sarah hated herself for doing this, but it had to be done. She knew what would be required of her tonight. I'm saving you, I may be breaking your hearts now, but you'll forget and live on. I on the other hand am dieing because of this. One day you'll thank me for giving my life up for yours, but for now, you'll hate me.
"Sarah, what's happened to you?" Romulus asked looking hurt. Sarah felt the worst for hurting him. He had been her best friend since they had been born. She knew she was hurting him worse than the others. "Why are you doing this."
"Because I despise you. I loath you. I hate you. I hope you all die." Sarah looked at the four guys, and saw the hurt looks they were giving her. Both Orion and Romulus looked like they were going to cry. It's not true, I love you all, Sarah wanted to say. She wanted to hug them and tell them she was lying, that it was just a joke. But she stayed true to her resolve. "I'm going to prove this to you, so you wont doubt it."
Sarah turned her back on them and walked away. She reached the fat lady and said the password. The portrait opened and she climbed into the Gryffindor common room. She went up to her dormitory and got her things for the rest of the afternoon.
The rest of the day was lonely for Sarah, as her friends were now avoiding her. Apparently the rest of the class had found out what Sarah had said, because they were also avoiding her. Sarah was extremely depressed by the time dinner rolled around, so she decided to take a walk to clear her mind. Half way to the lake she ran into Hagrid, the gamekeeper.
"Well hello there Sarah." He said with a smile. (A/N Sorry, but I'm not going to even attempt the accent. He'd prolly end up sounding like he was from Kentucky if I did) "Would you like to join me for some tea?"
Sarah blinked once, and remembered what she had decided. She was going to make her friends hate her.
"No thank you." She said coldly. "I have better things to do than have tea with a half breed."
With that Sarah walked away. She looked back once, and that almost broke her resolve. Hagrid was standing where she had left him, tears running down his face, looking like his best friend had died. Sarah clenched her jaw, and forced herself to continue around the lake. She sat down against a tree across the lake from where Hagrid was still standing.
After awhile four shapes came out of the castle to Hagrid. Sarah recognized them and wished she could join them. The four boys patted Hagrid on the back, and Sarah could see them glaring at where she was sitting. She sneered back, only because Orion could see her. All she wanted to do was cry, but that wasn't possible as that would be breaking the oath she had made to herself.
After the five had gone into Hagrid's cabin, Sarah got up and headed towards the forest. She needed to clear her head and get away from the pain she had caused. She walked through the forest thinking about the happy times she had spent with her friends and family.
"Daddy! Get up! It's time to open presents!" An eight year old Sarah yelled jumping on her father's bed. Her father groaned and opened his eyes. Sarah continued jumping on the bed, waiting for him to get up. He grabbed her leg on her next bounce and she fell onto the bed next to him. He started tickling her and Sarah shrieked with laughter.
Her father picked her up and threw her over his shoulder as he made his way down stairs. Orion was already waiting in the living room, where the tree was. He smiled as his father and sister came into the room.
"Put me down! Put me down!" Sarah yelled. Her father put her down and Sarah immediately dove for the presents. "Okay, the first one is for 'Rion from me."
Sarah handed Orion his present, and she watched he opened it. It was a book on pranking, and a box full of prank supplies. Orion smiled and thanked his sister, while their father chuckled and shook his head. Sarah handed out the rest of the presents. She had opened the last one when her father pulled one out from the top branches.
It was a small box wrapped in gold paper. Sarah opened the paper carefully, and then opened the small black box. Inside the box was a gold necklace. It had an S charm on it and in the bottom curve of the S there was a diamond. Sarah smiled and her father took it from her and put it on her.
"It was your great-grandmother's." He said. "You were named after her. She received this from her husband when they were courting. Your mother wanted you to have it, and I decided it was time to pass it on to you."
Sarah hugged him and promised she wouldn't take it off.
That was a promise she had faithfully kept. She never took the necklace off. It had been charmed to keep its shine and not tarnish, so it always looked like it first did. Sarah always found it comforting to play with the necklace, and she found herself doing just that as she walked through the forest.
She wandered around the forest for hours. She wasn't afraid of anything in the forest, because she could handle them. She wasn't afraid of losing her way in the dark, because she could see as well at night as she could during the day. When the moon was almost to it's peak, Sarah headed back to the castle. She arrived in the dungeons just at the clock struck midnight.
"I can see you're punctual." Malfoy said as she entered.
"Always have been, and always will be. Now, what do I do to prove myself?" Sarah asked him.
"I can see you like to get down to business too. Our master will like you. Well, your already doing the first part of what is required, but there is more."
"Well, telling those gits what I thought of them was one of the best things I've ever done." Sarah replied. "I hope the rest is just as fun."
"You have to go through the ritual of becoming a Death Eater. This is an opportunity that usually only those already graduated get. But our Master believes you to be ready. In fact, the ritual is ready for you now."
"I was born ready for this. How do we do it?" Sarah asked.
"We touch this book, it's a portkey. It will take us to our Master's lair, and he will conduct the ceremony." Sarah nodded and touched the book, Malfoy laid his hand next to her's. After a few seconds of waiting Sarah felt something pull behind her navel. She found herself in a dark room full of cloaked figures.
"Ah, our guest of honor has arrived." A cold voice said from behind Sarah. Sarah turned and found Voldemort standing behind her. "So, I finally have the chance to meet Emily Black's daughter. You are much like your mother. As pretty as she ever was."
He ran his eyes up and down her body, and Sarah felt sick. She kept her face looking like she was thankful for the compliment.
"Draco tells me that you have finally come to you senses and realized that my way is the only way, that you also desire a world without muggles, mudbloods, squibs, and blood traitors. He's told me that you wish to be free of those who have used you for fifteen years. That you wish to join you're real family.
"I can see that you're smart, otherwise, you wouldn't be here. You're joining the side of right. I can offer you things that Dumbledore can't even imagine. In fact, I'm offering to let you become my number two. I need someone with your skills, and talents to help lead my army. Do you accept?"
Sarah hated herself for what she was about to do. She was going to become Voldemort's number two. She new that she wouldn't have any mercy from him if she were ever caught, just like she knew she would have no mercy from the other side if she were caught, seeing as only Nikita knew what she was doing. Sarah made herself smile as she answered.
"I accept."
"Good. Now, you must wear my mark." Voldemort grabbed her left arm and pulled up the sleeve of her shirt. He pointed his wand at her arm and muttered a spell. There was a flash of a green light and Sarah felt an intense pain in her arm. She ignored it and put an amused look on her face. Voldemort sneered at her.
"I knew I pick right. You're the only one who hasn't screamed for me to stop." Finally the pain stopped and Voldemort dropped her arm. She looked at her arm and saw that the dark mark was now tattooed onto it. "When it burns black, it is me calling you to me. You are to come to me as soon as you can without raising any suspicion. I will send for you soon, but for now you can go."
Malfoy came back over to her and held out the book. Sarah touched it and they were transported back to Hogwarts. Malfoy looked at her in amazement when they got back.
"Our Master must really like you to make you his second in command." With that he left. Sarah shook her head. She just felt an intense sadness. She couldn't go back now. She was on her own from now on.
"Sarah went back to her dorm and spent the rest of the night tossing and turning. When morning came she had made yet another oath to herself. She had sworn never to feel anything again."
"What do you mean not feel anything?" Jamie asked confused.
"I mean never to feel any kind of emotion again. It is late. You had better go, or you wont make it back in time for lights out." Jamie nodded and left, feeling sorry for the girl who had sworn never to feel again.
AN: I know Sarah was a little extreme, and that I haven't explained the plan or Hermione's behavior, that's coming up. Next chapter will be about Dumbledor's reaction, and maybe the reactions of the Marauders. But, everything will be explained and straightened out in due time.
