A/N: Heeeey! ^^ lol I hope that this chappie meets to everyone's liking! ^^ It's kinda sad in a sense...SxF-wise, but don't worry, their relationships GOTTA have bumps in order for it to work out! ^^ lol Please R&R, and of course...ENJOY! ^,~
The kiss was long. Faye had absolutely no idea how she had gotten herself into this situation in the first place, but Spike had somehow managed to swipe the gun from her outstretched hand and pin her down beneath him with a swiftness that only he possessed.
"Get off me," Faye warned, struggling violently beneath him with the hopes of somehow squirming loose as he continued to hold her firmly in place with his hips. "Dammit, Spike...I said get off me!"
"No," he returned huskily, his lips now at her ear as he clenched her breasts firmly within his hands and lightly suckled at her fluttering pulse.
Faye inwardly kicked herself as a soft moan escaped her lips, Spike's strong arms lifting her up into his warm embrace before he carried her through the destruction of the balcony window and over towards her bed with an ever-present smirk upon his thin lips.
"Put me down!," Faye growled, kicking and screaming as her captive continued to hold her tightly within his iron-like grasp. "I mean it, Spike! Put me down, now!"
He smirked, acknowledging smugly, "As you wish, my dear."
Letting out a cry full of absolute surprise, Faye grabbed ahold of his suit jacket as she came plummeting down towards the bed, thus taking him down with her amidst a mass of severe confusion.
Spike smirked at this, announcing slyly, "Why Faye, I didn't know that you were this eager to get me into bed again."
"Why, you....you-"
He immediately cut her off, his warm, thin lips devouring her own as she fought to breathe, her heart pounding against his broad chest as his lips suddenly left her own and lightly ghosted down along her chin, neck, and to the swell of her ample breasts.
"Spike," Faye gasped, her brilliant jade eyes closing in sheer rapture as his lips continued to lathe her body with their rich sweetness, his manhood feeling like steel the moment that he pressed against her and let out a deep, throaty moan as his indirect plea for her acceptance.
"Faye," he rasped, "please let me hold you........just for tonight."
She gazed up into his mismatched eyes and felt tears beginning to prick along her long, kohl lashes, her voice soft and wavering as she questioned apprehensively, "D-do you love me, then?"
Spike didn't answer, his lips immediately invading the crook of her neck as he began to lift her drenched nightgown up and over her head, the tears now cascading freely down along her porcelain doll-like cheeks as she tried again, "Do you love me, Spike?"
"Please," he begged against the soft flesh of her neck, "let's not say anything now that we may regret later."
His words were like a slap to the face, Faye's delicate heart breaking to the point of no recovery as she numbly felt Spike continue to use her for his own perverse pleasures, the moist warmth of his tongue forcefully pushing past her soft, rosy lips and within her mouth to the point that she felt as if she were about to gag, his nimble fingers hurriedly undressing himself as she continued to lie there within her tremendous aura of self-pity and wept like a lost, frightened child.
Now that they were both completely naked and vulnerable to one another, Faye started to tremble like a leaf as Spike began to place warm, passionate kisses upon her flat stomach and every once in a while dart his tongue within the tiny depths of her navel, each time receiving a sharp buck below him from his partially unwilling partner.
Smirking at her involuntary actions, Spike suddenly disappeared beneath the covers, Faye biting her lip and tightly gripping the sheets as she felt him assault her womanhood with his tongue, her legs instinctively wrapping about his head as she choked on a moan and thrust her chest outward in utter delectation.
No matter what Faye was feeling at the moment, however, she was overall completely disgusted at how she could so easily be repeled and attracted to this man at the same time, her emotions now overwhelming her to the point of near suffocation as she tugged at her partner's hair and begged for him to stop.
"No," Spike denied firmly, his lips glistening with her sweet nectar as he took one of her hard nipples within his mouth and began to suckle, his voice heated and raspy as he continued in a muffled monotone, "I want you too much to just stop now, Faye....way too much."
She shook her head at this in utter mortification, a soft whimper escaping her lips the moment that he caressed her between the legs and carefully inserted two of his long, slender fingers within her wet entrance, her hips gradually lifting up off of the mattress to meet with the relentless thrusts of his digits, her voice cracking as she begged in a voice barely above a whisper, "Please, Spike...no more. I beg of you!"
"You're right," he suddenly agreed, smirking. "Enough with the fingering....let's just move on to the real thing."
Faye gasped. "Oh, no....please, Spike.....I-oh, GOD!!!"
She couldn't finish, for he had already penetrated her to the point of no return, her vocals screaming bloody murder as he continued to pump rigorously in and out of her with all that he had, the ferocity of each stroke reminding her very much of the ministrations of a wild animal.
Letting out a terrified whimper, Faye felt Spike explode within her, his tall, lanky body tensing up against her own before he collapsed languidly atop her weary being, his hot pants scorching her flesh as they both felt the sensation of the rising and falling of their bodies against one another before they both began to wordlessly wait for it all to gently ebb away into nothingness.
Lying there amidst the afterglow of their savage lovemaking, Faye held Spike close to her as she mournfully reflected within her mind, "Even if you'll never love me after all we've been through, Spike, I at least have this horrid little incident to believe that it might actually be true....even though that just meant for a little while."
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"You love her, don't you?"
Davis blanched. "Excuse me?"
"Katy...do you love her?," Electra clarified, staring blankly ahead of them at the tacky off-white hospital walls as they both continued to sit there anxiously within the waiting room. "I can sense these things....I think you love her."
Davis gave her a funny look, then shook his head, insisting rather sharply, "Now look, Electra, it's real swell and all that you came along, but I seriously don't need this shit right now."
"I'm sorry," she apologized earnestly, her olive green eyes glistening with unshed tears as she continued, "i-it's just that I can completely understand what you're going through, you know? I mean, first Vincent....and now Jet...."
"Vincent?," Davis reiterated, now terribly confused. "Who's he?"
Electra smiled sadly. "A piece of my past that I'd rather keep buried, if you don't mind. When he died, a large part of my heart went with him. He was my first love.....my first lover."
"Oh," Davis returned softly, suddenly terribly embarrassed for intruding. "I'm really sorry....I didn't mean-"
"It's ok," she cut in, immediately glancing off towards the nearby window in order to escape his unwavering gaze. "It's Katy whom we should be thinking about....not Vincent."
"Yeah," Davis agreed, nodding. "I'm really worried about her. The doctor says that she'll be out and gettin' on with her normal routine in no time, but I...I just don't know."
Electra suddenly stood up, her gaze lowering towards the floor as she returned softly, "I know that this is abrupt and all, but I really should get going.....it's getting late, so I'll see you later, maybe?"
"You going back to the headquarters?"
"Yes."
"Then definitely," Davis assured her, forcing a small, tired smile to cross his lips. "I'll see you in thirty."
Electra's gaze suddenly softened, her lips gradually curving upward into a small smile, as well, before she leaned over and gave him a gentle kiss upon his cheek, urging good-naturedly, "Take care of yourself, Davis....I'll see you later."
Watching after her as she turned to leave he gulped, his deep brown eyes ogling the way her black pants clung to her hips as he managed to squeak out a pitiful good-bye in return, his troubled thoughts magically lifting up off of his shoulders due to that single hope-inducing kiss.
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"My God......what have I done?"
Gazing down upon Faye's peaceful, sleeping facade, Spike began to tremble, shaking his head in utter disgust as he realized inwardly, "I raped her........I fucking raped her! My God, I really AM a monster! How could I do that to her?! She trusted me, and I-I just allowed myself to ravage her body as if she were mine for the taking! That's it....I can't take this, anymore....I need to get back to the headquarters!"
Carelessly stumbling out of bed, Spike wordlessly seized his wrinkled clothes from off of the floor and began to slip them on, his guilty conscience constantly reminding him of the emotionally torn woman lying in bed behind him until he felt that he were about to burst.
Immediately retrieving the pen and pad of paper that hotels always provide, he shakily sat down at the little chair beside the bed and wrote:
Faye-
I know that this won't be easy for you to accept, but I am truly sorry for what I have done to you. I took advantage of the fact that there was a beautiful young woman in my presence and acted upon it. Foolishly, I might add. I'm returning to the Red Dragon headquarters now, and, since you're my friend, you're more than welcome to come along, but I figured that after what happened between us you'd never want to see my face again. Before you ball this up and pitch it in the trash, however, please try not to think of me as a monster, but as your comrade.
-Spike
Setting the note back down upon the bed table, Spike took one last long look at Faye, then sighed, his heart seemingly laden with lead as he grabbed his jacket off of the chair and headed on over towards the door, by this point absolutely positive that he would never lay his eyes on his irascible companion again.
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Slipping out of her hot, sweaty work clothes, Electra let out a sigh full of pure gratification once the warm beads of water sprayed forth from the shower head and beat down upon her worn, weary body, her olive green eyes closing in sheer delight as she allowed herself to get lost in the wonderful sensation of a nice shower with the hopes of possibly escaping the hells of the past few days; even if that only meant for just a few minutes.
Running her hands throughout her short, puce-colored bob, Electra suddenly stopped, her eyes widening in absolute shock as she pulled a small object forth from behind her ear, realizing aloud, "Oh, my God....a tracking device! How the fuck...?!"
Immediately breaking the mechanism in half, she tossed it off to the side and took a slight step back, her senses now high and on the alert as she paused and listened.
Nothing.
"Ok, Electra....just calm down. It's nothing to worry about," she assured herself, trying her best to cease her shallow breathing as she continued to hear nothing but the plinking of the water that was continuously assaulting her body. "Derek probably just planted that thing on me some time during out last meeting and I didn't notice. Surely I broke it before he could get to me. Yeah....that's-"
BAM!
Electra cried out in absolute shock, finding now that her body was wedged in between the wall and a man whom she didn't recognize that was garbed completely in black.
Flicking out a switchblade and placing it balefully against the soft, tanned flesh of her cheek, he urged hoarsely, "Don't move a fuckin' muscle."
A/N: ::coughs:: Okaaay, was that alright??? lol I hope so! . Heh -.-' I apologize for the whole raping thing, but I just thought that it'd be interesting if I took a different approach on their relationship since I always seem to make them all....::siiiigh:: we're in LOVE! Ya know? LoL Heh -.-' Hopefully not THAT cornily (is that even a word? o.O) Hahaha....welp, please read & review (it means the world to me! =P)! Luv ya bunches! ^,~
3 Kendra Luehr