Author's Note: This is a look into Kikyo' feelings. I usually portray her as evil. So, this is a change. I hope you like it!

Disclaimer: I don't own InuYasha

I Wish....

Even though I was once a priestess, I was a very selfish person. Each day I had a new wish or dream. I still do, even in death.

I had wished for a normal life. To no longer be a priestess. I didn't want to guard the Shikon No Tama.

I wanted a big hut. That way I could have lots of children.

Most of all, I wanted it with InuYasha. I asked him to wish on the Shikon Jewel. Without it I could lead a normal life with InuYasha. I had asked him to become human.

I realize now that I asked to much of him.

I had once wished to save a man. From his burns and himself. Ultimately I lost my life.

I once told InuYasha that the dead have but one wish: to walk among the living. It's not hte only thing we wish for.

The dead wish for their loved ones to be happy. I wanted InuYasha to be happy with me. It seems though, that he can only be happy with that girl and his gang of friends. So be it.

I wish to be alive again. To need to breathe and to eat. To have an actual body. Not this thing composed of clay and sticks.

I wish for that girl, my reincarnation, to have a better life than I did.

I wish that my sister had married. But she seems content to keep track of the village and those wanderers.

I wish for a home that is mine with a family.

But most of all I wish to love again.

Author's Note: I hoped you liked it. I think it was terrible. Anyway, please review if you have time. Thanks! -Lady of Snow